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Kathryn woke early the following morning feel sick and uneasy. She felt like she needed to walk a little bit, so she got dressed and left a message for Chakotay to see when he woke. Just before leaving the house she checked on Edward who was sound asleep. Creeping down the stairs she opened the front door without making a sound and closed it the same.

Walking she made her way to the park near her house she thought to herself I what am I doing. I can't have another child. I don't want more time off No this isn't right.

She was in such a deep thought that she didn't notice the two tall men moving towards her. One of the men moved so he bumped into her.

"Excuse me ma'am" said the tall man who bumped into Kathryn

"It's alright." Kathryn replied

She kept walking past the men when she stopped dead in her tracks, now she was aware that the two men were behind her following her. Kathryn started to walk faster trying to make it look like she only stopped to look at the oak tree. Putting scenarios through her mind one after another she didn't want to get hurt for fear of losing the baby. Just as she was about to grab her comm. Badge from her pocket the bigger of the two men grabbed her from behind and wrapped his arms around her. Kathryn struggled to try and get herself free but it didn't help he was to strong.

"Stop struggling Admiral Janeway, it will not help." Said the other man

"Who are you?" ask Kathryn

"Well know lets see I'm Don and this big bear is TJ." Explained Don

"Let me go Don, I will scream."

"Come now the great Janeway scream, I don't think so. And anyway this will shut you up." As he said the words he pulled out from his coat two items, a knife and a hypo spray.

Kathryn's widened her eyes hope he wasn't going to use the knife, hell she was hoping he wasn't going to use either of the items.

"Now Admiral which would you prefer? The hypo or the knife?" questioned Don

Kathryn swallowed hard before she could force the words out. "I was hoping neither. And that you would let me go."

Laughing Don said "Janeway it doesn't work that way. You see because of you something bad happened and while I kind of like you as a person, what you did is unforgivable. So let's explain some rules to you. Answer the question correctly and nothing bad happens. Answer incorrectly and something bad will happen. Understand?"

Kathryn didn't respond as fast as Don wanted to so Don nodded his head and TJ squeezed Kathryn a little bit. Kathryn couched after he loosened his grip.

"Ok, I understand please don't do that again." Said Kathryn who was still trying to settle her breathing while hope the baby would be okay.

"Now this will not take long for the sun will be up soon a long with a few joggers so I will get this over quick and I promise I will be." He held this evil grin while he said the last part that scared Kathryn but she didn't let it show.

"First question Admiral why did you think you could get away with ordering that ship to go near the Cardie border knowing full well that the Cardies would be there and they would try to take that ship."

"I did no such thing! I did not order a ship to go to the border. And last I checked I was on leave."

"Janeway your not telling the truth I can tell I see it in your eyes.. YOUR WRONG!"

Before she could even brace herself for the blow he stabbed her in the right shoulder joint. She cried out with pain. Blood squirted out and down her jacket. TJ bounced her sharply upward to stop her, it work she lost her breath. After regaining her breathing Don continued.

"Now look what you made me do. All you had to do was to be honest but were you? No, you lied."

With anger in his eyes he stabbed her again in the left shoulder joint, more blood squirted out, her jacket was beginning to get covered in blood, and then he looked at TJ. "You know I don't think she will be honest with us even if I continued, wouldn't you say TJ?"

"That's right Don." Replied TJ in this deep tone.

"Please… I am being honest I did not give any orders for a ship. Let me go I need to get medical help."

"Oh Kathryn now see I can't let you go without helping you, here this hypo spray will help." He put the hypo to her neck and pushed the button.

Kathryn felt dizzy and unable to stand anymore, as TJ let go she feel to the ground hard. She tried to stand but all she could do was roll to her side.

Don reached down and pushed her onto her stomach and stood over her laughing and all Kathryn could do was hope that Chakotay would not find her body first. Kathryn tried to speak but all she could do was mumble as tears rolled down her cheeks she thought; I fought the Borg, the Hirogen, Species 8472 and I'm going to die because this man thinks I sent a ship to the border between federation space and Cardassian space. Damn it. Oh god the baby, oh Edward, Chakotay.

Still Laughing Don started kicking her in the sides and punching her. When he stopped kicking and punching and took the knife and drove it deep into Kathryn's back, she couldn't stop it from happening she let out a little scream which angered Don more. He stepped to the left of Kathryn and bent down to whisper something in her ear.

"I enjoyed this, I know you know that but when they find you it will be too late. The Great Admiral Janeway found beaten to death in a park near her home. Is what the news will say, and the best part of this is Chakotay will get the blame. That's right his DNA is all over the knife."

Give a few more kicks he made sure that her body was hidden so know one couldn't see her and then he walked off with TJ laughing.

Kathryn tried to stay awake but it was hard with the blood lose and what ever was in the hypo. She was starting to have trouble thinking, it was nothing but a blur now, her eyes couldn't stay open for more then a few seconds and she was scared for the first time in a long time she was scared to die. She hoped she would die when she was really old and in her sleep.

The sun was shinning in his eyes when Chakotay woke up "Computer time"

The crisp female voice replied "0800 hours."

Sighing Chakotay got out of bed showered, dressed and had breakfast with Edward. When he got to his computer he noticed the red light was blinking he wondered if it was from Kathryn. He pushed the button and her beautiful face appeared.

"Good morning Chakotay, I need some air this morning I will be back at 0730 we can have our coffee together. I love you." and her face disappeared.

"Kathryn" called Chakotay hoping she was only down the hall in her office, but there was no answer. He searched the house and the outside. Then he called a few people seeing if they saw her. One of the neighbours a few houses away said that they saw her walking into the park really early in the morning.

Thinking to himself; damn it Kathryn why do you do that your asking for trouble. He grabbed his coat and asked one of the neighbours to look after Edward while he goes looking for Kathryn. Once he was in the park he looked everywhere, at the pond where they would feed the ducks with Edward, at the bench where she was talking to the cadet a few days ago. When he still couldn't find her he began to get worried. It wasn't until he heard a dog barking near by that he even noticed the blood trail. He was now panicking, he followed the trail until the blood trail stopped, he looked around and couldn't see anything he started moving throw bushes hoping that his gut was wrong. Finally he saw something that made him feel really really sick. He found her bruised and bloody as he got closer he say the knife deep in her back, tears were rolling down his face as he slowly reached out to touch her neck to try and find a pulse.

"God Kathryn what happened to you." He sobbed as he touched her neck. He tried several times to feel for her pulse but couldn't find one. He screamed out her name and grabbed her jacket, he felt the comm badge in her pocket, and he grabbed it out and tapped it.

"Chakotay to the Doctor."

"Doctor here" came the warm EMH's voice

"Medical emergency at my location bring security officers and HURRY!"

In only a few seconds the EMH and a few other medical officers along with some security officers were all around Chakotay.

"My god." Came the voices of almost everyone that beamed in.

The medical team pushed to get in closer to Kathryn to try and help her, tricorders were buzzing and beeping. All their faces where sad for they feared they were too late. Then they beamed away with Kathryn.

After beaming to Starfleet medical with one security officer Chakotay sent a message to the neighbour looking after Edward to let her know what was happening. All he could he was the doctors and nurses rushing around in the medical bay where they were trying to save Kathryn life. One nurse came rushing out of the medical bay covered in blood to get more clothes from the tray outside the room. She looked at Chakotay for only a moment but that was enough for Chakotay to see the sadness in her eyes.

Chakotay sat down in the waiting room with a cup of coffee he just got from the nurse working the desk. Unable to sip the coffee he just held it for the warmth and the smell. He got up and started pacing around hoping that by pacing it would help Kathryn. Another Nurse came running out of the room again this time she did stop for clothes she kept going until she got to the desk. "We need more of that please." She handed the nurse at the desk something but Chakotay didn't see what it was. The nurse was rushing back to the room and just as the doors opened Chakotay heard the sound that would haunt him, the sound that indicated her heart and stopped. The EMH yelled come on we're losing her 20cc….. Then the doors closed.

Chakotay started to cry and hoped no one could see him. Just as he sat back down in his chair a tall figure sat beside him and grabbed his arm.

"It will be aright Chakotay, it's Admiral Janeway, and she's a fighter not a quitter."

Chakotay looked up at this person and saw it was Seven. "Seven how did you find out?"

"I was here getting my physical done when the doctor received you message."

They talked for a while longer when a nurse came out of the medical bay.

"Chakotay, you may come in now."

Seven smiled lightly at Chakotay and he began to walk to the room. He could help but think that he was about to find out that he has lost his love, his wife, he friend. As he walked into the room the doors hissed closed behind him. A spot light was shinning down on Kathryn, which made her look like an angel. He walked slowly toward the bed. The EMH was waiting for him; his face was emotionless, which scared Chakotay. Just as he was close enough to see her face the EMH stopped him.

"Chakotay there was a lot of blood lost, and the knife did a great deal of damage, and the hypo spray that was used on her was preventing us from helping."

"Doctor is she alive or not? Please I can't take it tell me.."