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"No..What? What about the baby. She is, I mean was pregnant. Oh god the baby. Doctor will this save the baby too?" Asked Chakotay still crying but trying to hold it together enough to talk.
"I don't know Chakotay we will try to save both."
Seven and the Doctor began the procedure while Chakotay watched from a distance. The nano probes where injected and the doctor ran some scans and used a few hypo sprays. A few minutes past and nothing happened. When suddenly the monitor beeped and beeped again.
"A pulse we have a pulse excellent." Said the EMH
The doctor ran this tricorder over Kathryn's body and noticed the chemical that was stopping them from healing her was now dissipating and her injures were beginning to heal.
"The baby Doctor is the baby ok?" asked Chakotay
"Scanning, no I am sorry the baby didn't make it." With a sad look on his face the EMH continued his scans.
Chakotay was holding back tears as he took Kathryn's hand. "It will be okay Kathryn. We will be okay."
More then a few hours had past since Kathryn was brought back from the dead when she woke up and gave a small smile to Chakotay who had fallen asleep in the chair beside her bed.
"Chakotay wake up." Said Kathryn. She tried to sit up but was met by a sharp pain in her back that made her cry out.
Chakotay woke quickly to that sound "Kathryn are you alright?"
"My back, it hurts, wait something is wrong I feel different. The baby Chakotay is."
"Kathryn I am sorry the baby didn't survive she died. The Doctor and Seven tried to save you both but were only able to save you. We can always try again Kathryn. Please don't cry she is with the spirits and when it is time she will come back to us."
But it was to late Kathryn started to cry, she managed to rollover so Chakotay wouldn't see her cry and she turned of the lights so it was darker in the room Chakotay tried to hold her but she pushed his hands away and said "Please Chakotay just leave me alone."
Chakotay was upset and so he got up and walked to the window to look out at the stars in the sky. For several minutes he just looked out the window and listened to Kathryn cry. Finally he had enough and moved back over to the bed. Sitting on it he grabbed hold of Kathryn and held her up, she looked at him first with anger that he didn't do as she had asked and then with sadness for it was his child too he held her close and let her cry into his chest while he rubbed her sore back.
The following days were the hardest they had to try and process what had happened and to try and move on. Kathryn was just getting her things together for the trip home when the doors to her room opened. Chakotay walked in the a dozen red roses and a smile. He walked over to her and kissed her lips and said "You are so beautiful." Kathryn smiled a little and said "I don't feel beautiful; I just want to go home and hold Edward for awhile."
As they talked and got ready to leave the room security officers walked in. Phasers out and pointing at Chakotay; "Sir you are under arrest for trying to kill Admiral Janeway." Said the first officer
"I did what?! I would never try to kill my wife. What kind of sick joke is this?" replied Chakotay
"Now wait just one minute." Kathryn said as she walked from behind Chakotay "He did not try to kill me I gave the officer that was in here yesterday the identities of the two men responsible for killing I mean trying to kill Me." Her hands made their way to her hips and the star was intense the officers did their best not to look away but they felt nervous.
"I am sorry ma'am but we are under orders to bring Chakotay in." as he said it him and another officer grabbed hold of Chakotay and beamed out of the room before Kathryn could stop them.
Kathryn fell onto the bed and just sat there she was trying to figure out how this keeps happening to her. First she loses her father and then voyager gets stuck in the delta quadrant, Mark her ex-fiancé gets married to someone else. Then when everything is just starting to go right her marriage to Chakotay the birth of their son, someone tries to kill her, oh then she loses the baby, and her husband is arrested for the attempted murder of her. She put her hands up to her face and tried not to cry into her hands, for she was so sick of crying.
Then EMH walked into Kathryn's room and saw her sitting on the bed with her hands covering her face.
"Admiral are you ok? Where's The Captain?"
She dropped her hands to her lap and said with a clear voice "They arrested him. They said his DNA was on the weapon used to try and kill me. He didn't do it. I know I gave them the names and what the two guys looked like, but they took Chakotay."
"Admiral I am sure they will release him once they get the two men."
"Its like when ever I get truly happy something has to happen. True happiness is just something that doesn't happen to me." Then she got up took her bag and walked out of the room and then out of Starfleet Medical, she headed her to transport station and was back home in no time at all.
For the next few days Kathryn did all she could do to keep busy spent all day working and in meetings then she would pick Edward up and take care of him, go to bed and do it all over again. Everyone Kathryn saw was unsure of how to talk to her she was like a whole new person, the Voyager clan said it was like the first day they meet her, when ever they talked to each other.
"Admiral how lovely to see you, how's little Edward doing?" Asked Admiral Martin
"He is doing well. Thank you." Was all Kathryn said.
The meeting took most of the day and Kathryn felt exhausted when she finally finished feeding Edward and putting him to bed after his bath.
"Damn it I forgot to see the Doctor today.. I am sure he will be by tomorrow to let me know I missed." Laughing at herself. She stopped suddenly realizing it had been weeks since she last had a good laugh. Memories of laughing at a joke Chakotay had said just came rushing to her. She tried to shake the memory when the tears started she said to herself oh god come on Kathryn knock it off no time to cry you have work to do. But it didn't help she just could stop crying. She was crying so loud that she didn't hear her computer receiving a transmission. It wasn't until a few hours later that she noticed the red light blinking.
"Damn it."
She wiped her face and gave up with the idea of fixing her makeup for it was a message. She pushed a button to play the message and when she saw the face she almost started to cry again.
Kathryn you better not be out doing something stupid not that you would, I should be home in a few hours if everything works out. See you then. Chakotay's face disappeared and Kathryn freaked she hadn't clean the house and her hair was a mess. She contacted the neighbor to take Edward for the night and had to promise to get him herself the next day. Then she cleaned the house quickly, took a quick bath and fixed her hair and makeup, lit a few candles and replicated dinner since she had no time to make something from scratch.
Just as she sat down on the sofa in a beautiful red dress that fit her almost like a glove, Chakotay came in the front door.
"Oh my god what is that smell. Kathryn?" Called Chakotay as he closed the door.
Kathryn came from around the corner and leaned a little on the wall in a very sexy way.
"Thank god your home almost had to eat the some what burnt dinner by myself."
"Oh well that will never do, But Kathryn you might have to throw it out." Chakotay said as he hurried over to her and pulled her in, kissing her passionately and picked her up and carried her up the stairs still locked in a kiss. Kicking the door of the bedroom closed behind him he lightly tossed Kathryn onto the bed. He began to slip off her dress while kissing every part of her body that was showing. He finally got the dress off and tossed it to the floor along with his clothing, they both slipped under the covers. They both missed each other so much that they wanted it to last as long as possible taking their time, enjoying each others touches before the rush kicked in. Chakotay managed to say a few words "Baby number two-- Here--- We--- Come" "Oh Chakotay I love you" was all Kathryn said then the passion became intense, as if they had never made love before.
The next morning Kathryn woke up to see Chakotay smiling at her.
"Good morning my love. Sleep well?"
"Oh Chakotay I haven't had a good night in a long time."
"Kathryn the sun is almost up what time do you need to pick Edward up at? Ten?"
"That's right why?"
"Up for round four?"
"Chakotay I um.. What the hell."
This time the passion was hard and fast but perfect for both of them, from a full night of gentle enjoyment this was a treat to help them get back to where they need to be. "Oh Chakotay--- YES—THAT'S—PERFECT—Ohhhhh!" All Chakotay did was allow his wife to enjoy each and every minute before he could enjoy it for himself. They made their way into the shower and had a few minutes in there before finishing against the wall beside the shower.
"Chakotay that is exactly what I needed... My god that was good, but I need to have another shower and get ready for work then pick up Edward from Mrs. Jones's so out please."
Chakotay kissed Kathryn one more time as deep as he could he felt her loosen up so he put one of him arms around her. She pushed away "Oh no you don't not now I can't be late, I need to get going. Tonight ok I will see you tonight." Then she closed the door and got ready.
"Thank you so much Mrs. Jones for looking after Edward I hope he was a good boy for you."
"Always Kathryn, have a good day at work and try not to work to hard."
Kathryn took Edward back home so he could spend the day with his father then she went to work. Everyone was smiling and happy so see Kathryn smile and act so sweetly that they had to find out what made the Admiral change so fast. By the afternoon they found out and where unable to stop congratulating Kathryn on the return of her husband and the arrest of the two men that attacked her.
"Kathryn you look much happier today" came Admiral Martin voice over the computer
"Yes I guess I am. My husband is back and I the sun is shinning, Hell I'm alive." Replied Kathryn with a smile on her face.
"Trying again are you?"
"Excuse me?"
"Sorry Kathryn, I was talking to Chakotay earlier today he had said that since you lost the baby that you and him where trying again."
"Oh he did, did he. I am not sure about that Anthony. Anyway the meeting with the Klingon embassador went well they agreed with a few things but disagreed with the returning of three planets they took during the war."
"Well we will have to try something to get them back."
The meeting with Admiral Martin took longer then Kathryn had hoped and by the time she got home she was a little mad.
"CHAKOTAY!! Where the hell are you?" yelled Kathryn as she slammed the door shut.
Chakotay came from the kitchen and as soon as he saw her face he knew something was wrong. He didn't even have time to say a word she just started yelling.
"How dare you. How dare you say we are trying for another baby. And to tell other people that we are my God Chakotay what the hell were you thinking? I can't believe you did that."
"Kathryn you said yes when I said that we are go to try for baby number to last night." Chakotay said quickly but wish he hadn't
"WHAT?! I didn't say yes to having another baby my god I said yes because I liked what you did. Chakotay why?"
"Why what?"
"Why would we try for another baby? it will not work we can't it was just luck that I managed to get pregnant the second time what makes you think that it will happen again?"
"I don't but Kathryn we can at least try. This whole thing was changed us both and while I don't know if we can or not I think and feel that we owe it to that baby we lost to try again."
"NO! I will not take that chance not anymore!"
"Kathryn please calm down. Look I am sorry okay, it was stupid of me to even hope that we could have two but you can't blame a guy for trying to make his wife happy again."