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WINRYS POV
I felt satisfied now that I had food in me, the best part was that it was PEOPLE food. Though it was quite awkward walking into the kitchen and having each maid address me as 'Queen'. Queen...HIS Queen...no, I wouldn't allow it. Id rather be treated worse than the dust on the furniture, no...the floor.
I pushed the doors to the library open, feeling a gust of warm air hit me. It felt comforting, the library was always the warmest of the entire castle. It was well lit by the candles on the walls and tables. I slowly walked around, looking at each painting on the walls and scimming through book after book. Anything to get my mind off of telling the 'father-of-my-child'.
I growled in anger when I saw a book called " To Seduce the Prey". Now how disturbing is THAT? I picked it up and walked over to the nearby fireplace. It felt good, the fire heating up my skin. With one toss I threw the horrid book into the flames, where the pages burned quickly. I smiled triumphantly, glad to be rid of the wretched book. I sat down in a chair nearest to the fire.
Ever since I was a little girl, I always watched the flames dance n the burning wood. The flames were graceful as they flickered back and forth, back and forth. I was mesmorized by the very picture. It calmed me greatly, and wiped every thought from my mind. Thankfully.
I felt my eyelids grow heavy as I leaned my head back into the chair. I felt relaxed, the first since a very long time...
I opened my eyes to the sound of the piano being played softly. I knew that song...Clair De Lune. I quietly stood up from my seat and followed to where the music was being played. It sounded beautiful...
I found myself staring at a black grand piano. Edward...he was facing away from me, but I knew he could hear me behind him. I slowly walked up to him, watching his fingers hit the keys so softly. I sat down on the bench beside him, hypnotized by the gracefulness as his hands moved up and down the black and white keys.
I felt my heart race as I sat so close to him. I was afraid of that...the faint tint of pink covered my cheeks as I looked up at his face. I felt his gaze wander to mine, as his song came to a closing. I couldn't breathe as I saw his beautiful face..
He put his left hand up to my caress the left side of my face, he let his hand fall down to my stomach slowly. I stood up, scared. Did he already know...? Was he angry? Dd he want my child dead? I watched him stand up slowly, only mere inches from me. Again he slowly and softly put his hand to my stomach. I couldn't move...I was frozen with fear...
" So it's true..." He said softly.
He did know...I backed away, staring wide eyed at him. I felt afraid for my child..so very afraid...
Edward stepped toward me, every movement he did was so soft and gentle.
" Winry..." He said. His voice was so smooth. It was hard to believe that he was this monstrous creature that was part of the Devil.
I took another step away, but my eyes were captivated by his eyes...
I didn't know what happened in that next second. At frst I stood alone, the next his arms were around me, hugging me tightly to him.
" I promise, I won't let anything happen to you..nor our son. " He whispered gently in my ear.
Our...Son? So I had a son...a son...
I felt him pull away from me a little, he put his hand up my chin, lifting it gently. I felt myself grow weak as I stared at him. My breath was caught in my lungs, my face felt hot, I felt like I had wish I had worn a revealing dress now. His beautiful beautiful BEAUTIFUL face...I tried my hardest to look away, only to have him place a kiss at the corner of my lips.
" Please..." I said softly.
" Please What Winry..." He said huskily.
I couldnt finish my sentence. I felt my shield that kept him out was breaking down...my thoughts overflowed. I wanted to kiss his soft perfect lips, I wanted him to touch me, I wanted to touch him. I wanted to admit I loved him.
" Winry..." He whispered again, brushing his thumb softly across my lips. My stomach felt tight, like it was doing flips...
No...no no no...I had to resist. I had to...I couldn't love him, I hated him. I felt myself gaining more control over the situation.
" Why are you holding yourself back Winry..." He said. That voice...I could drown in it...I was lusting for him, badly. I felt my knees buckle from underneath me, he caught me, holding me up. I wish he hadn't.
I closed my eyes so I wouldn't see him. Anything, anything to resist him. Think...Think about the village..
' All those people, men, women, children, babies...everyone...dead, because he killed them...' I thought over and over. But my thoughts were completely wiped when i felt hm kiss my lips slowly...softly...oh I had wish it was more than that...I kept my lips tight shut. I wouldn't let him do this...
I felt him kiss down to my collarbone softly, all the way to the neckline of my dress.
" Please Edward...please...please...please..." I said softly. I meant for him to stop, but I felt my own arms grasp him closer to me...
" Winry..." He said huskily...kissng back up to where my lips were at. " Begging like that only makes it worse..."
" No Edward..." I said just before he kissed me on my lips again. My eyes were shut as I felt the passion burn through me.
" I can't stay away from you...no matter how much you beg me to...I love you Winry..." He whispered to me, kissing me again. I found myself loosening my lips...as he kissed me more fiercely when I allowed him access.
" I know you hate me..." He said softly. I felt myself being lifted and carried away. He continued kissing me, I found that I began kissing him back. Grabbing onto the collar of his shirt and yanking his lips more into me, the passion ripping me apart. I felt the couch under me now, the warmth of the fireplace burning my cold skin.
He lowered himself gently on me, kissing near the neckline of my dress. I felt his tongue running over the collarbone. I felt his fangs press softly into my skin, until it became harder and harder. I felt his tongue runnig over the punctures wounds in Blood Lust. I dug my nails into his back. Arching my back in pleasure. I gasped loudly. Begging him over and over to stop. He growled as he continued to drink up my blood. It didnt hurt like last time..it felt lke pleasure...Extremes amount of pleasure...
' No...I hate him...He killed everyone...he is heartless monster..! ' I thought viciously. I let my back fall, and my hands only resting on his back.
" No..." I said...feeling the tears gather up in my eyes. " I hate you..."
I felt him draw his fangs from me, I gasped when he looked up at me. His eyes were wild with lust. I tried to push him off of me, but found my effort was hopeless.
" Get off me! " I said through my tears and chokes. began crying hysterically.
" I hate you...I hate you! I hate you! " I screamed at him, hitting him as hard as I could. he didn't flinch, only waited there, watching me.
" Your a bastard...you killed everyone! I hate you!, I could never love you! I hate you! " I repeated hitting him over and over again. After a while I gave up and layed there, exhausted.
Winry wiped her tears from her eyes. She felt Edward's lips were still dangerously close.
" Please Edward...don't make me want this..."
" Say you love me Wnry. " He whispered to me, putting his forehead against mine.
" I can't..."
" I can't stand this life without you, I need you with me Winry...I know you want to hate me, but we both know you cant. Say you love me...my beautiful Queen..."
I felt the tears returning, it was either lie to him or try to run away. Both were not working for me.
" I...I...find you the most horrible thing in the world. The dirt on the ground is worth more than you ever will be...
Wth that I pushed with all my might, and out of the library. I wouldn't love him. I couldn't. I hate him..
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okay so this WAS pretty long right? oh well its still a chapter. I got two chapters up for u guys since it took so long with the other. Thank you for reading and enjoy! Reviews are nice but no flames remember that!