-The Bleeding Truth-
Almost Dead.
(A/N) Ok this is the chapter that muh lil sis did. The song Chasing Cars is by the Snow Patrol Please enjoy!! Oh and to all muh/our reader's thank you so freaking much for commenting!! We/I love ya!
Kagome was numb in Inuyasha's arms; her senses were blocked for some reason, she couldn't see, feel, taste, or even smell, the only available source was hearing. It seemed like if she was trapped in a black abyss in the middle of nowhere with just fading voices. She could hear her mother mumbling and honking to other cars hysterically, screaming words she never heard her mother pronounce before.
Kagome didn't care what happened to her at that moment because that little black abyss she was in, seemed so peaceful and harmless she didn't wanted to leave it. It was perfect there, without anyone staring at her rudely, without feeling the cold drops of blood flowing down her wrists, without that burning sensation in her chest when she saw Inuyasha in her room today and without that killing pain that caused her heart to stop when he uttered the words ¨ I love you, and only you Kagome¨
It was perfect, at least for her. Inuyasha was crumbling down in the car seat, while Kagome was just –there- making his heart skips beats with every sign of activity she made. Yeah, - it was hell for him, watching the girl he loved and die for they're in his arms, with her blood flowing on his shirt and the unstable breath strokes she took once in a while. The only thing he could do to help her was to hold on her wrists tightly so that the blood could stop flowing freely.
Kagome could hear Inuyasha mutter- ¨ H-Hold on Kagome, Hold on Kagome, Hold-¨ Non stop, his voice seemed as if he was inside an icicle. Afterwards every thing paused, and Kagome could hear her mother screaming for help at the ER gates, and Inuyasha shattering the people for -¨God damn Help!! Kagome noticed that his voice got week and began to cut of with sobs and some pain growls. She new Inuyasha was crying, crying so much it wounded him.
¨Get a fucking Doctor, please-¨ she heard him beg and yell.
¨I-Inuyasha, p-put her on that stretcher Kagome heard her mother's voice, it was so broken, some how she felt guilty for it. This black space she was in began to get so disturbing, she could hear everything and everyone but with no trace of whom they were. It was like closing your eyes and falling in to the oblivion with whispering voices all over the place.
Rapidly Kagome started to detect a great number of Doctors and nurses mumbling words she couldn't understand, so far the only words she could catch were.
¨Get her into the surgery room¨
¨Are you mad!! We will need at any rate 9 pints of blood to at least get her in temporary coma¨ Wait what? - She began to think. – A-Are they talking about me? -.
Kagome was at critical state she had lost more than 1/3 of her blood and needed a transfusion immediately, or else she would suffer a heart stroke for lack of blood, or even worse a complete disconnection from the brain area that could make Kagome never speak, see, hear, or walk again. She would have a total body paralyzes.
Kagome began to wilt; those voices she heard were muting slowly, and she could only hear whispers. She felt like she faded away. Out of nowhere she heard voices screaming.
¨ Nooo!! I can't leave her anymore!! Just please let me stay with her, you people don't understand!! God damn it!! I'm fine! Leave me the fuck alone. I am fine cant you bastards see. Kagome no!! Don't take her away."
¨ Inuyasha stop!! Kagome will be fine and you need medical assistance. ¨
¨No, FUCK IT!! I don't give a fuck about me! I need to be with Kagome, she can't be alone right now! ¨
¨Oh God Inuyasha please you need to be alive when Kagome gets better now please sweetie let the doctors take care of you. ¨
¨No!! Let me go, I said let me go! ¨
Kagome could tell it was Inuyasha and her mother, it just sounded so familiar, where was she? Was she dead? Or was she some type of poltergeist? One way or another those voices began to disappear, they began to restrain from Kagome's ears until she couldn't perceive them anymore.
Inuyasha, was going literally senseless with all these doctors and nurses grasping him and inserting all these tubes and useless shit that he would anyway snatch out of them. He had to go where Kagome was, no matter what, he had to be by her side, he was afraid, only to think about living in this world without her made every inch of his body shiver. All of a sudden his ears started flicking aggressively he perceived loud constant beeping coming from Kagome's surgery room.
¨What the hell? ¨ Inuyasha said out loud, until he heeded the doctor's desperate voices saying.
¨Blood pressure is decreasing rapidly, check the cardiac monitor. We need to stabilize her now! Someone go get the defibrillator, ¨
¨CONTACT 1- 2- 3 shock One more time! CONTACT 1- 2- 3- shock ¨
¨Doctor the monitor data is decreasing!! ¨
Inuyasha then could hear the penetrating whimpers of Kagome's mother
¨Kagome! My baby! Doctor do something! ¨
Kagome was dying and he couldn't do anything about it, he had to go to her! But hell these people around him were holding him down. He could feel his blood boil in his veins and new he had to do something, he felt like suffering a transformation. Oh hell no´ he thought and with one shift, he had all the people who were surrounding him on the floor.
(Plays Chasing Cars)
Rapidly he ran as fast as his feet could take him and as fast as the condition he was in could support him. (We'll do it all everything, on are own,) He dodged every nurse, every doctor, and every object that was in his way with a simple shift. (We don't need anything or any one) He kept on running, Inuyasha felt his body weigh him down, the room 110A seemed like forever to reach, and though- he didn't cease. He new he lacked of energy, and he new his pressure level was dangerous. But he didn't give a damn. Right now he just had to be with her. Now he was just seconds away from the surgery room, but something was wrong. – Everything began to blur. His eyes felt heavy and his muscles weak. Then unexpectedly he felt this stabbing pain on his shoulder. It was a tourniquet. It was a 10ml tranquilizing shot. –How? – He thought. Inuyasha didn't notice that when he grasped out of the doctor's hands they had already injected the doses- Inuyasha was blacking out. (If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lie with me and just forget the world?)
¨No! I can't give up now¨ he sobbed and kept running; even though- his body couldn't manage anything. (I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel)
"Kagome" he winced. ¨-I love you- and only you¨ he was thinking to himself those three words, I said too much, but not enough
Inuyasha stood up strongly and began walking to Kagome's surgery room. His pace was steady, to keep him from tumbling. He could smell the salt in the air -´tears´- he whispered harshly. That was the most painful smell he new and hated. The taste and smell of tears, Kagome's tears. (If I lay here, if I just lay here, would lie with me and just forget the world) He could hear the monitor getting faster and faster with each minute, the desperate voices of the doctors everything was on slow motion following only the beat of Kagome's heart. (Forget what we are told, before we get too old show me a garden that's bursting into life)
Inuyasha was getting reckless he could feel the tears approaching his eyes with every beep the machine made. (Lets waste time, chasing cars, around our heads) Suddenly rooms 110A was right in front of him and with a strong strike, the door collapsed allowing Inuyasha to abruptly go to where Kagome was. The monitor's speed increased, it was so exasperating to hear how the heart of a loved one dies within each beeping sound. (I need your grace to remind me to find my own) The doctors flinched with surprise and fear at the presence of Inuyasha. His face was covered with pain, fear, and tears. His eyes looked lifeless, they didn't had that same heat that they had a while before, he looked dead, Inuyasha was falling apart with each heart beat his sensitive ears could perceive.
¨ Kagome!¨ Inuyasha whispered painfully. (If I lay here, if I just lay here, would you lay with me and just forget the world)
Swiftly the monitor data began to decline, Kagome was suffering a stoke.
¨-Blood pressure is decreasing Doctor! ¨ A random nurse confirmed loudly.
(Forget what we are told, before we get too old)
¨- Kagome noo!! ¨ Inuyasha yelled, while running to her and grasping her hand desperately. (Show me a garden that's bursting into life)
¨ - Check the heart rate!! ¨
¨- Please Don't Leave Me Kagome!! DON'T YOU DARE DIE ON ME KAGOME!! Inuyasha cried hastily. (All that I am)
¨- I am sorry ma'am but I have to tell to leave
¨- I FUCKING NEED YOU HERE WITH ME¨ he sobbed ¨- I LOVE YOU (all that I ever was)
"Brain activity has diminished"
¨-Inuyasha!! We have to go. Inuyasha!! We cant be here¨ Kagome's moms tears stained her shirt and her cries pierced the room.
¨- I FUCKIN LOVE YOU KAGOME! FUCK!! I DO!! WHY DID U EVER DOUBT THAT?? He yelled at Kagome's cold dyeing body. His tears fell to her cheeks. (Is here in your perfect eyes they're all I can see)
¨ We are loosing her doctor"
¨- KAGOME PLEASE YOU HAVE TO REACT!! FOR FUCK SAKE DON'T KILL ME LIKE THIS¨ Inuyasha screamed while snatching the security's grip
A quick pause slices the air open…and the monitor's beeping ended. The room was silent dead; only the constant high-pitched sound of the monitor and Kagome's dull heart line filled the room with distress, then…(if I lay here, If I just laid here)
¨- Ka- Kagome? KAGOMEEEE!! NOOO!! ¨ Tears cascaded down his cheeks and screaming sobs tore Inuyasha's lips. Afterwards he faded in to the oblivion and blacked out on the ER´s room… (Would you lie with me and…. Just forget the world)
(A/N) So what'd you think?? Chapter 11 will be up soon I promise