Woe… I'm Life's Whore
Woe… I'm Life's Whore
Naruto discovers some funky feelings. A LOT of drama ensues. AU SasuNaru, plus other pairings (surprise ). Some possible OOCness.. plot-line a little more serious than the title.
Main Pairing: SasuNaru/NaruSasu Others: GaaNaru/NaruGaa KibaShino/ShinoKiba
R&R
Chapter Eleven: Rainy Days
It had been raining for several days. School had returned to normal. Except, of course, no Sasuke.
Naruto had gone into every class with a small burning hope that Sasuke would be there. As soon as he realised the boy wasn't there, the burning hope faded and disappointment took its place, and his chest would feel both hollow and heavy at the same time. Naruto was getting tired of this feeling, but he would react the same every time it came around. He simply couldn't help it anymore.
The bell rang for the final time that day. Naruto was staring out the window again.
"Naruto…" Sakura touched his arm gently.
He looked up and into her eyes. She saw how it was eating at him.
"Come on, Naruto," she helped him pack up his things.
-
When they had got to the train station, Sakura had given him a hearty hug, accompanied with a 'keep it real' of sorts, before running off.
Naruto had stood at his bus stop for several minutes, staring at the ground, before he realised his bus had come and gone already. He looked up at the new bus in its stead.
Sasuke's bus.
Naruto watched the passengers file into the bus, fidgeting his hands around in his pockets trying to make a decision.
As the end of the queue neared the front of the bus, Naruto sighed and leapt in, doors closing behind him.
"Looks like I'm for a detour," Naruto mumbled to himself.
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Naruto stood, staring at the Uchiha… mansion.. for nearly half an hour. The rain didn't help, and Naruto's clothes were soaked through.
He shivered.
This was a stupid idea. So stupid. What was he doing here?
Naruto stood for a moment longer before making another decision. He hopped up all the stairs to the front door and rang the doorbell, knocked on the door and yelled "TEME!" through the mail slot.
Then he waited.
It was a painful wait that lasted forever.
But it was only a modest ten minutes.
"I guess I've been dumped…" Naruto said, painful realisation sinking in.
His eyes began to sting. Naruto convinced himself it was just rain water falling down his cheeks.
He walked back to the bus shelter and hailed down the next bus.
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Naruto shuffled slowly down his street, not caring if he was drenched, cold, even hungry. He finally admitted to himself. He wanted Sasuke. He missed Sasuke.
He felt around in his pocket for his house-key as he neared his apartment.
He murmured to himself, cursing his feelings.
"Stupid Sasuke."
He felt the stinging come back in his eyes.
A hand grabbed his own and pulled him into his archway. Soft, warm lips pressed down on his own. Naruto's heart double-skipped in shock, but it melted away even faster than it had come, and he began kissing back with equal voraciousness.
He wove his fingers through black locks, pressing Sasuke in so hard it was almost painful. He wasn't going to let go. Not now. Not ever.
"… who's stupid?" a murmur came from between the boys' lips.
Naruto smiled into the kiss, then deepened it. He felt warm tears pouring down his face. Sasuke's hand came to Naruto's face as he wiped at his cheek with his thumb, lovingly.
"I'm so sorry."
Naruto didn't care. He just didn't want to let go. He broke the kiss and put his head on Sasuke's chest, wrapping his arms around his waist and hugging him tight. Sasuke caressed his hair and rubbed his back, holding him back.
Some neighbours across the street squinted their eyes at them.
"Come on," Sasuke said, squinting back before turning to Naruto's hair, "aren't you going to invite me in?"
Naruto looked up at him and smiled through teary eyes. Sasuke sighed and kissed his forehead.
He scrambled his keys over the lock before one finally connected.
Naruto had gotten changed while Sasuke sat patiently in the living room. He had come out in his warm pyjamas. Crying always made you so sleepy. Although, now wasn't the time for sleep, not with so many unanswered questions.
…
"…Sasuke…"
"Naruto, before you start, there's something I want to give you."
Naruto looked up at him. A present?
Sasuke looked around. "Could we go to your room, please?"
Naruto nodded and turned around. Sasuke followed.
"What is it Sa-" Naruto got cut off as lips and tongue assaulted him.
He was pushed onto the bed, roughly, hands holding down his wrists. Sasuke's mouth was on his chest, and Naruto's head tilted backwards, reaping the pleasures.
Sasuke lapped at his flesh, seemingly hypnotised by its warmth. Naruto was gasping and rocking into the air. Sasuke shifted so that their thighs were rubbing hard against each other, which made Naruto shudder.
Sasuke connected their lips, tongue exploring quickly and hungry, pressing Naruto into the sheets. Hands were pressing up and down each others' backs and through hair, and they were grinding together lustily.
Seeking gratification, their thrusts became longer, harder. Naruto felt one of Sasuke's hands slip past his pyjama pants and into his boxers.
His mind didn't argue. His mind had been intoxicated by the erotic pleasures Sasuke was administering long ago.
He felt Sasuke's hand wrap around his member, and begin to thrust. Naruto moaned into Sasuke's neck, clutching him tightly, digging his nails into his back.
He bit down on flesh in attempt to stifle the moans. It didn't work too well.
Sasuke begun jerking harder, Naruto was close.
Naruto tried to warn Sasuke, but instead he half-mumbled half-groaned something into his neck.
Sasuke's wrist was on fire, but he kept pulling. Naruto screamed out his lover's name, scratching deep grooves down his back, coming hard into Sasuke's hand. He felt the sting of tears in the corner of his eyes again.
Naruto held Sasuke close as he caressed his throbbing manhood, milking the orgasm. Naruto shuddered.
A lone tear drifted down his cheek as he abruptly fell asleep.
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Naruto was disheartened to find Sasuke had gone by the time he had woken up. Did I fall asleep? He found a note written by his bed.
You fell asleep.
See you at school.
-Sasuke
Naruto smiled, he looked at his clock. Three A.M?
He fell asleep, trying to enjoy the few hours he had left.
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Sasuke shut the door behind him.
What am I doing?
It wasn't right. Sasuke couldn't get involved with anyone. They would probably end up hurting him, that is, if Sasuke didn't hurt them first.
He didn't want to hurt Naruto.
But he already had.
Now, by going over to his house, by doing.. that.. it would just make it worse. Harder for Naruto to move on when this all came to a tragic end.
This is what he had worked so hard to avoid. Refusing any sort of relationship, with anyone.
"Stupid lust. Stupid … stupid LOVE!" he yelled slamming a fist against the wall.
He took a moment to regain his composure, and picked up the phone receiver. He waited for the dial-tone, then keyed in the numbers.
As it dialled out, he prodded the growing pile of purple letters on the side table.
"…Hello?"
"… Sasuke, so glad you could call…"