Hey Party Peeps. So this story is a hit like my other two out right now but I'll stick with it and see what happens. Hope it's something good that happens soon.
Only three reviews? It made me cry. BUT I want to thank: evergloweyes, oth234234, and onetreehillgirl066. I hope you guys like this chapter.
Disclaimer: The title is named after a song called What's The Use by Tyler Hilton (written for Chad & Sophia when they separated), and the chapter title and lyrics are a song called Sorry by Buckcherry.
Summary: She forgave him once. But what's the use of forgiving him again if she's not the only one hurting this time? Brucas. Future.
So everyone as I said last chapter I wrote this in Spanish class. Yippy my new favorite class cause we do nothing in it.
Hope you enjoy it.
What's The Use?
By Denver
Chapter Two: I'm Sorry
"This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right"
"Luke mail for you!" Karen said. Since being kicked out of his own home by his wife Lucas has been staying with Karen and Lilly in his old house and sleeping in his old room that hasn't changed since he left for college.
"What is it?" Lucas said as Karen handed him the envelope.
"I don't know. Some man dropped it off earlier while you where at work." Karen answered.
"Crap."
"Lucas Scott watch the language." Karen stated, "What is it?"
"Divorce papers."
"You knew this was coming Luke. You did such a stupid, stupid thing."
"I know I did, and I'm sorry for that." Lucas said. "Hales won't talk to me. Brooke won't let me see my own kids. Things couldn't get any worse." Lucas said reading the papers. "I'll be back later."
"What the hell are you doing here Luke?" Brooke said as soon as she opened the door. She didn't ever again see him; I guess that's not going to happen.
"You are not taking those kids from me!" Lucas yelled.
"I think you can't raise them."
"That's shit Brooke and you know it."
"Wait till a judge hears you skipped your sons' first soccer game to fuck some slut." Brooke yelled at him.
"Brooke please don't take them. Come on. They are mine too."
"Sadly."
"I get it Brooke, you're still mad at me."
"I'm not mad Luke. I hurt. You promised me when we got back together and you broke that." Brooke cried. "You killed me Luke."
"Can't a guy every be forgiven?"
"Yeah the first time. Not the second. Especially when there're kids involved."
"Daddy!" Shannon said running right into her dad's arms. "You're home!"
"I'm not staying Princess."
"But you got too."
"I got too?" Lucas smiled looking at Brooke who just rolled her eyes.
"Mommy let daddy stay!" Begged Shannon. "I'll be a good girl and won't go to time out if you let him stay."
"Shannon Natalie Scott!" Brooke yelled. She talked to Shannon and Landon about Lucas not living here anymore. I guess they didn't like that? Who would like that their dad didn't live with them anymore? "I already said no before."
"But mommy I want daddy home." Shannon said with tears in her eyes.
"Brooke just let me have the kids just for the day, please?"
"Luke."
"Mommy, let us go with Daddy."
"Shannon."
"Mommy." Shannon said copying her mother's tone and putting her hands on her hips.
"Don't copy me Shannon." Brooke told the young girl.
"Mommy but it's just for the day and we never get to see daddy."
"Babe it's been a week." Brooke laughed.
"Daddy!" Landon said running inside the house.
"Hey bud. Where were you that you got all dirty?"
"Aunt Haley took Jamie and me to soccer." Landon proudly said. "We have a game tomorrow."
"Oh really?"
"Yep." Landon said nodding his head.
"Well I guess tomorrow I'm going to a soccer game." Lucas smiled kissing the top of his son's blond hair.
"Really? Daddy you going to come?" Landon excitedly said.
"Of course."
"Kids go play outside for a little bit." Brooke said with a smiled. Of course she's happy her kids are happy again, but she is still not happy.
"But mommy." Both the four and six-year-old complained.
"Guys listen to your mom." Lucas said, of course both kids did follow.
"Luke you have to stop making excuses that you can't follow through with." Brooke said.
"I'm not making excuses Brooke. I told Landon I'll be at his games for soccer so I'm going to be there."
"Yeah right. You're going to get his hopes up and then break them."
"Brooke."
"No Lucas. You know it's true. You did it to Shannon at her dance recital last year. You ended up spending the whole time on your cell phone at work."
"She was three Brooke. It's not like she would remember."
"She would Luke. Everyone else dad was there to congratulate them but hers."
"I was sorry but I got held up at work."
"You always get held up."
"I can't help it Brooke. I needed to get some money."
"Luke we didn't need money. We didn't even need this house. All those kids wanted was you to be there. Not at work."
"Momma!" Allie's voice screamed through out the house.
"Can I grab her?"
"I don't know Luke."
"Brooke she's my daughter too."
"Oh just like Peyton's son is your son?" Brooke smirked.
"Brooke!" Lucas yelled. "Where the hell did you hear that?"
"Haley and your whore." Brooke smirked.
"I know nothing about that. Nothing Brooke. I doubt it's true." Lucas yelled. "Brooke let me just take my kids for today and you can take them back tomorrow at Landon's soccer game."
"Fine, but if one of them has a bruise you are dead."
"Got it." Lucas smiled taking the stairs two at a time rushing to his baby-girls room.
"Dada!"
"Hey my pretty girl." Lucas said taking his daughter out of her cherry wood crib.
"Dada!" Allie smiled her little dimpled smile hugging Lucas as tight as she could.
"I missed you little girl."
"Daddy mommy says we get to spend the night with you!" Landon yelled running into his baby sister's room.
"Can we?" Shannon said running into the room a few seconds after her older brother did.
"I think you can." Lucas smiled getting a hug from all three of his kids at once.
"We going to grandma's?"
"If you guys want to?" Lucas said getting nods from his two oldest kids. "Well I guess we are going to grandma's."
"Go grab your coats guys." Brooke said walking into the room.
"I don't like that puffy thing." Protest Shannon.
"Shan its twenty degrees out. You're wearing your coat." Brooke said
"Daddy wouldn't make me wear one." Brooke cringed at that. That how it was going to be from now on. She was going to be compared to Luke for everything her and the kids did.
"Oh yes I would Shan." Lucas laughed watching the girl stomp her little feet out the door with a 'Davis pout' as Haley joked about it on her face. "And get the pout off your face."
"Don't you dare hurt any of them!" Brooke yelled. They kids where all she had left in her life. No more perfect looking family. No more husband.
"Brooke they are my kids too."
"Yeah and that's the bad thing." Brooke remarked.
"I'm sorry Brooke. What else do you want me to do? I wish I could go back in time and change it but I can't."
"I wanted you not to do it to me again Luke. Key word again." Brooke yelled almost with tears in her eyes. "I was so sick and tired of everything."
"I'm sorry."
"Well some times sorry isn't enough." Brooke said as Landon and Shannon came running into the room.
"Daddy we ready." Shannon smiled.
"Ok."
"Hey where's my goodbye?" Brooke said putting her hands on her hips.
"Momma!" Allie smiled jumping into her mother's arms.
"Bye baby-girl." Brooke said hugging Allie. The saddest thing she had to go to in a long time. Who said the hardest time to say goodbye to your kids is when they go to college? This had to be by far the hardest thing Brooke did in a long time.
"Bye mommy." Landon and Shannon said each hugging one of Brooke's legs.
"Bye you two. Behave now? Got it?" Brooke said.
"We will mommy." Shannon said.
"Have fun." Brooke said as she watched them walk to Luke's car with tears falling down her cheeks. It was going to be a long weekend, but I guess it was something she had to get through.
"I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry"