Hey guys im soooo sorry that I haven't updated in a while. I said I would, more often during break, but that means no one has school, and EVERYONE wants to get on the computer!

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

Bpov

Jake was going to get here in 10 minutes and I didn't know what to wear to the party what so ever. I was racking my brain for the slightest idea, but came out with nothing. It was too late to go shopping now. I quickly ran up to my closet and searched, for what seemed like forever. Then my eyes caught a little piece of yellow cloth thrown at the bottom of the closet in the far right corner. It was the perfect date outfit. I swore I would never wear it again, but this was the best outfit I had for a party. I quickly grabbed it and inspected it, it looked normal so I quickly threw it on and hastily brushed my hair. I put on some make up and sprits of perfume. This is funny; I was doing this just 2 weeks ago for my date. The doorbell rang and I flew down the stairs to answer the door.

"Hi Jake"

"Hey Bella, Wow you look amazing" I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks

"Thanks. So how are you? The party starts in 20 minutes"

"I'm good thanks for asking. But you look absolutely amazing"

"Stop it Jake your making me nervous" I felt bad for saying that but it was true, he was making me feel very nervous.

If I look like this, then maybe Edward will think I was trying to get him back. Aw man, I'm even bringing another guy with me. Great.

I couldn't take it anymore

"Hey Jake, lets hed to the party a little early, I'm sure Alice wont mind"

"Umm ok, sure"

We headed out the door and into Jacobs Rabbit.

Jpov

Wow Bella looked amazing. I couldn't help myself but stare. She had on a short skirt, and yellow shirt. She looked real nice.

She was getting kind of nervous after I told her she looked pretty 2 times. She wanted to go to the party a little early so we went outside and into my car.

"Hey Bella, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable"

"No Jake that's fine, the last thing you need to do is apologize for telling me I look pretty"

I smiled and continued driving. We didn't talk for the rest of the trip.

When we got there Bella walked rite in and yelled out "WE'RE HERE!"

Alice came rushing down the stairs yelling "WHO'S WE" I chuckled

Apov

Bella yelled we're here. I wonder who "we" are. I hope she brought someone to keep her mind off of Edward. I walked downstairs and Bella was standing next to a really tall muscular guy. He was cute and PERFECT for Bella. I'm sure Edward will go crazy. If you guys haven't noticed Edward is starting to fall for Bella. What a shocker. Bella interrupted my thoughts with a tight hug. I quickly returned to reality when a really hot hand started to shake mine.

"Why hello, and who might this be?"

"Very funny Alice, its Jake, remember me?'

O crap. I do know him. He just looks WAY different then last time.

"O right, Jake, sorry you just look different"

"Why does everyone keep saying that?"

Jpov

"DUDE WHATS UP? Whoa man, have you been hitting the gym lately?"

"Hey Emmett, at least you remember me"

"I haven't seen you in a while dude, what's been going on. Hook up with any girls lately"

He quickly winked at me and pointed to Bella.

"NO, sorry I mean no, I haven't."

He smirked and gave me a yea right look.

Wow this party is becoming crazy and no one is even here yet.

It was six O'clock and no one rang the bell yet.

"Jasper why isn't anyone here yet?"

He started to stutter then called out to Alice.

"O Jake, you're so curious, aren't you?" Alice was like a little pixie

"Well I was just-"

"Look kid there is no party, Alice invited Bella to see if she would bring anyone, and she brought you."

Wow looks like rose still hates me.

But the thing that was hard to figure out was Alice's weird plan.

"Umm ok, that's kind of weird, but what ever"

Epov

Bella walked in with Jacob. You know I never really liked that guy. Anyways Emmett was asking him all these weird questions; I didn't pay attention to any of them, except for the one about hooking up with any girls. He quickly yelled no. but I'm sure he wants Bella. I mean she looked stunning, especially right now. I loved that outfit. You know I bet she wants me back, because that's the exact same outfit she wore on our date. But he can't exactly get her, when she's with me, now can he? I had the perfect plan to get Bella back, and it was brilliant.

Bpov

No sign of Edward yet. That's good, so I went into the kitchen to get a cup of water, and then I see him leaning over the counter with his head on his hand. I quickly turn around to get out of the kitchen, but the he speaks.

"Bella, why are you leaving? You came into the kitchen for a reason"

Edward was pissing the fuck out of me right now, why did he care that I was in the kitchen.

I turned around with a cold glare in my eyes

"I needed a cup of water stupid"

"Common Bella no need for the words"

"What is your problem?"

"I don't quiet understand what you mean Bella"

"Shut up Edward please, I can not stand you. I hate you. I loath you. I want to bury you alive, that's how much I hate you right now. Now leave me the fuck alone, and let me get a cup of water"

"Wow Bella you have a way with words"

"I JUST SAID FUCK! what is wrong with you, is it your mission to annoy the hell out of me?"

"Of coarse not Bella, I really like you"

"O please save it for the sluts"

I quickly ran and got a cup of water, then started for the fridge. I felt a pair of muscular hands wrap around me and rest a head on my shoulders.

O fuck no, he has officially crossed the damn line. I guess I will get to kill him.

I turned around and started screaming, he stumbled back in fear, and Alice and the rest came running in.

"O my god Bella what's wrong?"

"I-it was eedwardd"

"He was trying to get back with me; he put his arms around me. He was going to RAPE ME! He's insane Alice!"

I knew I was exaggerating this WAY to much, but it was fun to watch all of their expressions. Especially Jake's.

"Alice I don't give a damn if he's your brother, I'm going to kill him. I'm sorry if you love him" I quickly charged at Edward but someone held me back. I turned around to see who it was. It was Jacob. I looked into his eyes and felt tears coming. And the funny thing is, I don't even know why. I hugged him and let the tears come.

He was patting my back and shushing me, in a caring way. I really did love Jacob, but never more than a friend. But lately I've been getting this vibe that he wants to be more than friends.

I pulled away and told him that I had to use the bathroom. He let me go, but I really went into the kitchen, I never got that cup of water.

I was sipping on my cup when I felt a cold gust of air come into my ear, then I noticed it was Edward hissing in my ear. I was so scared that I stumbled back, and let my cup of water fall to the ground.

"God Bella, what the fuck has gotten into you. What did you do that for, all I did was wrap my arms around you"

"And that's the point, you touched me. I swore if you ever touch me I would kill you"

"Bella I don't understand what I did that was so horrible, what made you hate me like this?"

Was he kidding me? How fucking stupid can he get, I was seriously outraged right now.

I made my voice filled with sarcasm

"I don't know Edward; maybe you made me believe you liked me, than made me the laughing bitch of the school"

He looked sort of, kind of hurt by my words, but I didn't care.

"Look Edward I really can't stand you so if you will please leave me alone I would appreciate it"

He chuckled

"Edward I dint even do anything to you. But you hurt me. You made me fall in love with you. You made me believe you loved me too. And-"

He interrupted me with the most passionate kiss I have ever had.

Well this was unexpected. I didn't want this to end, but I mentally slapped my self for thinking that. I quickly pushed away and for the second time I slapped him across the face and ran out of the house tears streaming down my face, ruining my mascara.

I sat on the front porch, my face buried in my knees. I heard the door creek open and I didn't care who was staring at me. Then some one wrapped there arms around me and started rocking me back and forth letting me soak there shirt. I wanted to look up and see who it was but I couldn't. I knew it was Jake; he would follow me, because I could not be in the bathroom for that long. I looked up and across from me stood Jake. What the? Then who? I looked up and my eyes widened with fright, soreness, and absolute confusion. It was Edward. Why would he be doing this? It's so not like him. I stood up and ran to Jake and whispered in his ear

"I thought it was you"

He looked down at me." its ok bells I'm here. What did he do to you?"

I let my tears fall down; I couldn't hold them in much longer

"J-Jake c-can we please go h-home?" I wailed. I felt like a big baby

"Yea of coarse honey. Do you want me to beat him to a pulp first?"

"N-Not today"

He carried me bridal style out to his car. But not before giving Edward a look, that'll scare the fuck out of you.

Epov

I was so desperate to find out why Bella hated me. She said all of the horrible things I did to her. I didn't know they were that bad. I didn't know I hurt her that much. I absolutely regret that I ever did that. I feel horrible, no wonder Bella hates me. I wanted to show her how much I like her and how much I'm sorry so I gave her the most passionate kiss I have ever gave someone. And believe me, that's a lot of people. It lasted less then a second and she pushed away, she looked at me and for the second time, slapped me. What was up with her and slapping me? I saw her run out of the house, but I guess no one saw her, because no one ran after her. I went out on the front porch and saw her sitting there curled up like a little ball. I felt horrible. I wanted to comfort her. So went and sat next to her, I wrapped her in my arms and cradled her like a little baby. This felt so right for her to be in my arms. This is how it could have been if I wasn't such an ass, and did that to her. We would be a couple, a whole piece, and most importantly she would love me back.

Then out of no were Jacob comes outside and sees us together like that. His eyes had shock and hurt in them at the same time. Bella looked up and saw Jake, then she looked at me and her eyes widened. I'm pretty sure she didn't know it was me at first. She quickly got up and ran to Jake. She was crying more now and I herd her whisper something like

"I thought it was you"

It hurt me more than anything to hear that. That means if she knew it was me she would have probably slapped me again.

He called her Bells. She let him call her Bells. She threatened to rip my arm off if I called her that. Jacob carried her off of the porch and into his car. Right now I envied him more then anyone else in the world. How much I wanted to be him right now. To comfort her in her time of need. Of coarse all of his was caused by me.

I went up to my room and started to think about what happened today. She was out of my arms way to fast. She was only in them for less than a minute. I tried to think of ways to get her to trust me again, to love me back. That's all I wanted this summer.

For Bella to be mines.

Ok guys was that to fast? cause this was kind of confusing to me. If u have any questions ask me! And if u want to criticize me go ahead, please it will help me improve my writing. (and food4thaught sorry I was all up on u , all u said was my grammar and spelling is bad, and I'm trying to improve)

Anyways I didn't really want this chapter like this, but it ended up like this. Its kind of weird. If u want me to rewrite it ill try, but this is the best I got, sorry! And sorry if theres to many mistakes, im to tired to edit, and I want it up tonight.

Told ya Edward wont be an ass…I didn't really get his emotions to good this time but thanks for reading!!

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