More and More people started to arrive and gather into groups. Like every party Edward and I are at, Edward never left my side; where ever we went we were together. Edward indulged himself in meaningless conversation about the weather and all the usual stuff that makes a conversation unmemorable, but my head was somewhere else. I couldn't stop thinking about Jacob, A thought that I usually try to stay clear away from but I couldn't help myself. I did love Jacob, but not in the way he wished I did. I wondered why he wasn't here right now talking to me instead of these people that I was attempting to have a conversation with. Maybe I should have sent him an invitation; maybe there was something he had to attend to in La Push or maybe I just couldn't accept the obvious reason that he couldn't forgive me for the decision I made.
I decided to ask to be excused from the others and go out to get some air to clear my head. As I was heading to the door I could feel Edwards eyes were on me so I walked a little slower to convince him I wasn't in a rush to leave. Once I knew that I was outside and alone, I let a tear fall from my eye and scale down my face. I could see something flashing from the corner of my eye; it seemed to be coming from the woods that were only a matter of steps away so I took those few steps to check what it was. I felt cold now as I moved further and further into the mass of green closing in around me. The flashing only appeared a few times whilst I was there so I stated to walk back accepting the fact that it could just be an animal or the moonlight through the trees.
I turned to head back to the reception and that's when I saw him. His tall tanned torso, his shiny black hair that shimmered in the moonlight, His strong built frame and his dark overwhelming eyes.
"Jacob?" I asked.
There was silence he didn't reply. All that I could hear was his deep breathing in the darkness.
"Jacob what are you doing here" I asked.
Again there was no reply. I could just make out his expression. It was angry and concentrated but there was a slight look of sadness within his eyes. Then he took a big launch toward me, swept me up in his arms and whispered in my ear
"Sorry"
I didn't even have time to ask what he was sorry for because within a second he had turned into his wolf side and stared to run. I couldn't see where we were going. My instincts told me to yell at him to put me down and take me back, but instead I just stayed quiet and kept my head low into his soft fur around his neck. After a while I did start to ask questions to him but as if we were just walking to somewhere that he had not told me we were going to. Then I realised what the sorry meant, he was taking me away and had no intention possibly to not bring me back.