Summary: Squall finds himself in a new dimension, one other also imported thing is, that he finds himself stock with three of the most different people, who's names are Cloud, Tidus and Zidane. Will those four ever survive? Or will they go crazy because of there differences? Based on Final fantasy Dissidia. Warning yaoi alert!

Disclaimer: I do not own Squall or other characters,Square enix owns them. although I wouldn't mind owning them ^^

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Chapter 13 Remember who you are

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This didn't look good, Squall has been knocked out because of a very powerful blow from the same person who made his life a living hell. And he was sure that this man won't make it any easier for him now.

"Quite funny this is" The dark angel spoke as he looked at his puppet. Cloud frowned and was getting frustrated.

"What's funny about this?! I don't have time for small talk." Cloud said while glaring at his new opponent, sword ready for an attack.

"Why the rush? it seems that we are destined to fight each other for eternity, so I have all the time in the world." The angel smirked as he noticed Cloud mutter something under his breath.

"Hm, or do you want to get out of here fast so you can save him?" Sephiroth continued as he looked at the young gunblader. Cloud gasped as he saw Sephiroth moving towards his friend. Cloud ran as fast as he could towards Squall himself before the angel reached him, buster-sword pointing at the treat making clear that it was forbidden for Sephiroth to get any further.

"Leave him alone! This has nothing to with him" Cloud hissed, tightening his grip on his old but important sword. Sephiroth smirked again.

"He is on the side of Cosmos, so he is my enemy just like you Cloud, although I find it interesting. You leave your friends in Midgar worrying about you, you let two important persons leave out to die, but you do protect this person who you've only known for a few months with your own life? This person really has to be something, for making you a person who is so lost in life too care." The dark angel spoke making the blond man feeling guilty, which the angel planned to do.

"Shut up! Leave him out of this!" Cloud almost yelled, not wanting the man to continue. He that he had screwed up with Tifa and the kids, he'd never felt more guilty when he watched Zack and Aerith die before his eyes. He all knew, but since he was in this world he felt like he was given a second chance but just one look at the winged man made him feel all more miserable again.

"I know you Cloud, I'm part of you and I will always be part of you. You're afraid that he will get to know the real you, that he will push you away when he knows what for person you really are, a person who nobody can rely on, who let's everyone down.

"That's not true.." Cloud spoke but barely above a whisper. He didn't want to hear this, the mans words were like poison running trough his whole body making him weak.

"Then prove me other wise" The man raised his voice as he came with high speed towards Cloud. His wing made him so fast that Cloud didn't see him coming, so he was knocked on the hard cold floor.

"Ahh!" Cloud moaned as he felt the pain in his head. But he didn't have anytime for lying on the ground for long, cause the winged man was already planning a second attack for him on the ground. Cloud quickly got up before the sword could cut him. Cloud threw his sword in Sephiroth's direction to make the man back off. Only to get dark magic back at him, Cloud ran towards a wall to let the magic fire against it instead of Cloud himself. When Cloud was finally close to his enemy he hit Sephiroth's own long sword, making direct hits. Cloud felt that the other man was overpowering him, this seriously didn't look good for him. Cloud backed off and whispered a spell making large meteors fall from the heavens above. It seemed like the man was hurt from the attack. The silver haired man supported on his long sword and looked up to Cloud.

"You want him don't you?" Sephiroth spoke with an evil looking grin on his face. It shocked Cloud, how did he know?

"Hehe, you still forget Cloud. I am part of you Cloud, I know everything about you." He spoke as his grin growed even more big. Cloud watched him with wide eyes

"Poor lovely Tifa, trying so hard, too bad that the man she loves falls for the first guy that comes along. It's a shame that you'll never be with him, why would he ever want to be with you?" Sephiroth spoke as he watched Cloud looking at Squall with miserable eyes.

"Stop it.." Cloud tried to say as he covered his ears. "Don't say it! Don't make me suffer more."

"You're nobody, a puppet, a person who was not made for love only to let people down."Cloud heard the man say. He felt weaker and more desperate by the moment, how could the man hurt his so much with only his poisonous voice.

"He doesn't love you" Cloud heard, it made his heart stop for a moment. he could feel the darkness taking over him, bringing him down. Cloud screamed when he could feel the darkness pulling at him, investing his heart.

"Weak little child" The angel spoke as he stood before the suffering man, only giving more strength to the darkness. He was about to finish his old enemy off but his hands was hit away by a unique looking sword.

"Get away from him!" he heard, when he looked at the man who held the sword,he saw that it was the chocolate haired man.

"You've got a lot of guts kid."" Sephiroth said as he glared. He wasn't pleased that the young man interfered.

"Shut up and make him stop suffering now!" Squall said with eyes almost glowing. Sephiroth assumed that it was anger.

"Only he can do that" The angel spoke as he started to move his black wing.

"Don't you dare going away!" Squall yelled as he turned to the angel.

"You will already have your hands full of him" The man spoke as he flight high up. Squall stared after him with his face at storm, but soon to be forgotten when he heard a familiar voice cry out again.

"Cloud hold on!" Squall spoke, he run towards the other but stopped when he saw bolts of darkness coming out of his friend, Cloud was surrounded by the dark, his eyes emotionless. It's scared Squall to death, what was happening to his friend?

"Ahh!" Cloud yelled again from the pain he couldn't bare. It made Squall forget about his fear and jolted towards Cloud, thowing his precious gunblade to the side, he had to stop this. He didn't want to see Cloud like this, he couldn't bare it.

"Please Cloud, get a hold of yourself" Squall tried as he gently took Cloud's darkened face. The darkness felt uncomfortable and unpleasant. But Squall didn't care, he wanted Cloud back.

"Cloud please! Remember who you are! Don't let it take over!" Squall yelled above Cloud's desperate screams.

"I've...let everyone down.." Cloud whispered with lots of effort and pain. Squall gasped softly, what was the blond talking about?

"I'm not fit to help anyone..." Cloud continued while his eyes still were lifeless.

"What are you talking about Cloud?" Squall asked as he hold Cloud closer.

"You..don't.." Cloud tried again but stopped. Squall couldn't make out if it was too much pain or that he didn't dare to speak anymore.

"I don't what?!" Squall asked desperately, he felt that Cloud was starting to get limb.

"You don't love me!" Cloud yelled as a single unwanted tear fell from his face. Squall was shocked, how could the man think that he didn't love him, he was the whole reason for making Squall lose all his control and things that he believed in. He thought that he didn't need people, oh how wrong he was.

"How can you think that! Have you gone mad?! You're my best friend, the only person who made me feel alright for once in my life! I always thought that I didn't need anyone besides myself but since I met you.. I've lost all those believes, you made me so confused Cloud, you make me happy when I see you, you make me feel jealous when you talk with Gillian and now you make me sad and scared because you're hurt and I can't do anything to help you! But Cloud please believe me..I do love you."Squall spoke as he looked at the ground, he'd never said such a thing to anyone but it was how he felt and Cloud needed to hear it. Cloud watched Squall, now with the shock in his once lost eyes. He could feel the darkness fading away, he heard Squall's words echoing in his head. It made his heart beat again even made it pound five times as fast. Squall still looking at the ground his hands still on Cloud's face then he heard a voice that sounded calm again making him look up.

"Squall.."

Cloud was his normal self again, the darkness gone and eyes warm and full of emotion that Squall tried to read.

"Cloud.. are you yourself again?" The brunette ask carefully hoping that the blond was alright now. The older man just smiled. Squall sighed, so glad.

"Please don't hate me for this Squall." Cloud spoke, before Squall could respond he was cut off by a kiss. Squall's heart skipped, he felt that the kiss was full with different emotions. Sadness,relief,longing and full of need. He felt Cloud pull back, Squall tried to look him in eyes but failed because it seemed that also Cloud was attracted to the floor.

I'm sorry, I can't hide my feelings for you anymore. I really tried too, but it had no use. Squall, I have been falling in love with you."Cloud tried to say that Squall could hit him if he wanted but it seemed that this time he was interrupted. He felt himself being pulled against the other mans lips. He thought that he was in a nice dream first but like he cared right now. Cloud could feel Squall's hands in his hair pulling at it slightly, Cloud couldn't hold back anymore and took a hold on Squall's waist to bring him closer. He deepened the kiss as he asked for permission for his tongue to enter, Squall gasped and Cloud took the opportunity. The brunette could feel the older man's tongue in his mouth making him feel heavenly pleasure. The kiss become more passionate, it was like all the longing they had for each other for the last few months was expressed in the kiss. They didn't want it to end but they we're starting to get out of air.

"It's been sometime since I wanted to do that." Squall said scratching his head. Cloud just watched him still not believing what just happened between them.

"Um, you okay?" Squall asked when Cloud didn't say anything, it made Squall nervous. Was he that bad?

"Huh, yeah sure. Can't believe that we did that, Do you feel the same for me?." Cloud asked not trying to sound angsty.

"Didn't I just told you that I loved you.." Squall said with a shy smile, not very familiar with those three words. It was probably the first time he ever said it since Elone left the orphans house. Cloud smiled at him, not knowing what to feel right now, but he knew that he wanted to feel those lips on his again.

"Squall.." Cloud whispered while he leaned in for another kiss. He didn't thought about the crystals, Cosmos and Chaos, the end of the worlds nor about Sephiroth. All what was running through his mind was the young commander and his kisses.

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