So here is chapter 9. I hope you like it! I didn't know what else to call it, so enter Rob!! hehe. . . ENJOY
Chapter 9: Never Think
Bella POV
I can still hear Emmett's words in my head. I have got to by psychotic or something. I never thought my brain would get stuck on Emmett's words? Who would have thought it would be his words. One phrase kept replaying in my mind. This life isn't so bad, if you get to have your own personal angel. I was zoning out of Alice and Jasper's stories. Then I heard them ask about Nessie's story. I still couldn't stop thinking about Emmett's story. I heard Nessie talk about me, I didn't mind. Then her story was over. All I wanted to do was talk to Edward.
I spoke for the first time in twenty years in this house. "It was nice to see all of you again, but I really need to talk to Edward."
I looked at him, trying to persuade him with my eyes. He just nodded. I walked out the back door with Edward following me. I ran and jumped over the river. Even if I couldn't hear Edward behind me, I could feel his presence. I ran until I got to a meadow, our meadow. I turned around to face him. For the first time I actually looked at him. I saw a façade of joy trying to hide hurt.
Just as I was preparing to speak, Edward spoke first. "What do you want Bella? Do you want to break my heart even more?"
I looked at him, hurt by his last statement. "No Edward. Something hit me during the story time."
He looked at me with the same almost pained face, but I could see a glimmer of hope appear in his eyes. "What was that?"
"It was something Emmett said." As quick as the hope showed up in his eyes, it vanished. "No it was nothing like that. Do you remember the last thing he said?"
"But I met someone that wasn't my wife?" He said in a perfect imitation of Emmett's voice. True, that was probably what he had last said before we left, but that wasn't what I meant.
"No, I mean the last thing he said when he finished his story."
Edward thought about this. "This life isn't so bad, if you get to have your own personal angel." He asked with a hint of question in his voice.
"Yes." He just looked at me stunned, so I continued. "I thought about how things were when I was human, and I had you. I remember I thought of you as an angel. You were my angel. I didn't want anyone but you. Then you left. I felt like a piece of me went with you. Then I thought about what he said. Angels don't come around very often. After you left I never thought I would get the chance to have my own angel again. But now you are here and you want me back.
"I was so stupid to say I wouldn't forgive you. How could I not? We have a daughter, and she needs her dad. I don't think I could live without my angel." I stopped there and looked at him with broken eyes. I wanted him to forgive me for being such a bitch.
He looked at me, and I saw his eyes brighten. "Bella I know I can't live with out my angel. I can't live with out you."
My face lit up, "Oh, Edward. I understand why you left. It is not your fault you left our daughter. You didn't even know about her."
"I know Bella. I- I- I . . . love you Bella."
I smiled. I have wanted to hear him say that for so long. "I love you too."
Edward walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He leaned down and kissed me. The kiss was different than I remember. That was probably because I was a vampire now, and I was a human then. I don't know how long the kiss lasted I just know that it felt good to kiss Edward. We pulled away, and I smiled at him. He smiled back.
"That felt good." He smiled as I told him this.
"Yeah it did." We chuckled.
Edward and I kissed some more. Before I knew it, the kisses led somewhere. I didn't care, I had my angel.
Alice POV
"Wow Edward and Bella have been gone for a long time." Esme said worried. "Alice, can you check on them and see what they are doing?"
"Yeah." It's not like we were doing anything important. We were all still talking. Carlisle had left saying he needed to work on some stuff for the hospital. Rose left because, well because she's Rose. It was Jazz, Esme, Emmett, Renesmee, Jacob, and I talking.
I did as Esme asked. I found something odd, for Edward.
Then I heard Esme, "Maybe I should call him. It has been a couple of hours."
"Esme, I wouldn't do that if I were you, Bella and Edward are a little, how do you say, preoccupied." Esme looked at me questioningly. Then she understood.
"Oh, I see. I guess that is good for them."
Renesmee looked at me. "What?" Then Jacob whispered something in her ear. "Oh, ew."
I laughed. We continued talking. All of a sudden I got a vision.
Bella I wanted to show you something.
What is it Edward?
I wanted to show you this.
Oh my gosh! I couldn't believe this. I had to get to Bella right after it. That way she couldn't say no.
Bella POV
I couldn't believe how long Edward and I were in our meadow. I never got tired once. The next thing I knew it was starting to get dark. We were just lying next to each other when Edward spoke up.
"Bella, do you want to go back to the house? There is something in my room I need."
I looked at him, knowing I would be able to last if I was away from him for one minuet. "Sure, lets go." We got dressed and ran back to the house holding hands. He jumped right into his room from the ground. I wondered why we did use the door like normal people. I guess we aren't your typical normal people. I followed.
"Edward, why are we here."
"I wanted to show you something."
"What is it Edward?"
"I wanted to show you this." He reached into his bed side table and pulled out a small black velvet box. I couldn't believe this.
"Bella now I have my angel back, I don't ever want to loose you again. Will you marry me?" He opened the box to reveal a beautiful diamond ring from the 1800's.
"Oh, Edward. It is beautiful! Yes of course I will marry you." After that we started to kiss again. But before it escaladed to more like it did in the meadow, Alice busted into the room.
"Oh Edward! I am so excited. Yay, Bella we are going to be sisters! Can I plan your wedding? Oh wait, yes I can plan your wedding. Oh I am so happy."
"Alice, I never said you could plan my wedding." I told her.
"Oh, you are going to. Don't worry."
"Alice, couldn't you see that we were in the middle of something?" Edward asked innocently.
"Like you guys didn't do enough of that in the meadow."
If I was still human, I would have blushed at that comment.
"Alice." Edward said in a low warning voice.
"What? Are you guys going to come downstairs and tell everyone? Or am I going to have to do it?"
"No, I will do it Alice." I didn't want her to tell Nessie this.
"Oh yeah? I am going to right now." And she left.
"Alice! Fine I will let you plan it." Then I heard a squeal from below. I turned to Edward, "shall we?"
He smiled, "Yes, we shall, Mrs. Cullen."
"I am not a Mrs. yet. But I like the sound of it." Edward chucked and we went down stairs. Even though Renee raised me to fear marriage, I have never been so sure of a decision in my life.
So at first I wasn't going to have Bella and Edward make up. But then I thought about it. They need to be together, so it became this chapter. I hope you liked it. So review! Please!
