Jeej chapter 6 man im going faster then anticipated probably great inspiration and lots of time :P hope you like it. Next chapter will be sporty. Hope you like it there's a little bit Prince of Tennis in that one. Keep reviewing.

Act 6 : You love that boy!

The party was a great success, only Freddie didn't feel that way. Sam and Carly went dancing with two good looking guys. He was glad he didn't lost his cool there. He totally didn't saw it coming so it was quite the shock for him. If it wasn't for Sam's glare at him in that split second, he would left the party crying out on his bed. He hated all the frustrations around him and wanted to let them out, but he stayed so he could at least daydream about Sam and Carly. Man, why is Carly still in my mind? Carly get out please! I love Sam I can't love two girls. Why do I always get in situations like this?

Sam waked up noticing she wasn't in her bed, wonder why she wasn't she looked around to find herself in Carly's apartment. She apparently fell asleep on Carly's lap after the party. She quickly stood up and walked to Freddie's room. Freddie slept peacefully as Sam climbed next to him burying her head in his chest, she softly cried. Freddie woke up, he immediately was awake when he noticed Sam.

"Sam? What's wrong?"Freddie put his arms around Sam and watched her eyes. Though still full of frustration she stopped crying, mostly because she didn't wanted Freddie to think she was weak. "Sam just spill the frustration it helps a lot and it doesn't make you look weak."Freddie exactly knew Sam was hiding her feelings as she done it before. He also knew that when she was going to him, it was the time to make her talk about her feelings otherwise she would hold them back again and that would eventually hurt her even more.

"I'm so sorry Freddie. I didn't give you enough attention last night while I knew you were in pain. I'm really sorry." Freddie kissed Sam on her forehead.

"You didn't do anything wrong last night. It's just not fair we have to hide our relationship. That's not your nor my fault Sam." Sam gave him a weak smile still holding back her feelings. "Sam please tell me what's really bothering you." Sam was startled for a second. She didn't know Freddie knew her so well that he could see her feelings.

"Well the thing is Freddie… I had a conversation with Carly last night when you left. She asked me if I loved you." Freddie was stunned by this.

"Carly also knows you well, doesn't she? What did you tell her?" Sam started crying again and buried her face in Freddie's chest again. Freddie pulled her back so he could see her face. Kissing her intensely he let her know that he wouldn't be mad for anything.

"Well at first I told her "What did you just asked?", I couldn't believe she thought I loved you. "She said "I asked if you love Freddie."I said you seriously think I'm in love with our personal Geek, Man you're insane. She smiled at me in a way as if she still didn't fully believed me. So I said to her that I thought you were a … , well I'm not repeating that. This is actually very insulting Carly, thinking I'm in love with Freddie, you know me better than that. Then she said sorry and we made up though I'm so ashamed about what I told about you, I hate myself Freddie. You didn't deserve that." Freddie pulled Sam on top of his lap.

"Don't hate yourself for protecting me . I can handle you calling me names, after all I am your personal Geek and I love it when you call me Dork." She smiled at him.

"Yeah you are my most precious perverted Dork of all people in the universe." They both laughed at that.

"You see Sam we will both be hurt by this, and I rather be hurt this way, than bear the pain of knowing you're in pain." Freddie didn't stop smiling at Sam so she would feel happier.

"Freddie the problem is, so do I. I rather be hurt myself then see you in pain. It's just so unfair we can't go into the open about us being together , that would save a lot of pain, but also pull us apart." Marissa walked in smiling at the two teenagers.

"You two are really the best couple I've ever seen. Keep on the good work with supporting each other through this difficult time. I wished you could just go into the plain open in this. You don't deserved a single bit of it, you two have known enough pain already." Then there was a moment of perfect silence.

"I wonder why Carly wanted to know if I loved you." Freddie thought about it, but couldn't think of a reason either then..

"Perhaps she knows we're together, but waits until you are ready to tell her that. Only I don't see how she could know." Sam looked at Freddie as if she knew he had another idea, but didn't want to tell it.

"Or of course she loves you too and wanted to know if I'll be in her way." Freddie froze, the last thing he wanted is for Carly to love him too, that would be too hard on him.

"But I think it's what you said Freddie, which girl would love you for god's sake." She smiled at Freddie as he was still not moving a muscle. "That would be so uncool, wouldn't it Freddie." Sam knew she was teasing him a little now, but she couldn't restrain herself from doing so. Freddie did still not move. Now Sam got a little nervous . She hugged Freddie, but still got no response. She kissed Freddie, but even that didn't lead to a response. Sam was starting to panic. "Freddie please respond you're scaring me." Freddie started moving a bit again. Tears roll over his cheek as he fully believed Carly also loved him. He hated this situation. He at least didn't have to make a choice between the girls, making it easier, but still he hated himself intensely for knowing he would have to hurt the girls he loved most. Sam put her arms around him.

"I will always be there for you, whatever you did I will forgive you and I love you more than anything in this universe. So don't take it too hard on yourself. I know you hate yourself right now. You think you have to hurt both girls you love. That is the hardest thing in the world to do, but you can't change it as you can't change the fact that I'm there for you whenever you need me wherever you need me." Sam kisses Freddie intensely hoping that it would make him feel better. Now is it hard not to feel better when a girl like Sam kisses you. Freddie smiled, although he rather died there right away. Of course him dying would hurt both girls too so that wasn't an option, but he didn't want to live his life like this and would do anything to make it better for both Sam and Carly. He of course didn't know this decision would have such great consequences and would hurt him even more. At this moment he could only think of the girls he loved and adored.

"Sam you better get back to Carly's."Before she misses you and finds out you are here." Marissa gave her a hug as she left.

"Freddie? Who do you like more Sam or Carly?" Freddie knew that he had to have this talk with his mother alone. Probably the reason she send Sam of.

"Sam of course, though I hate it that I can't be there for Carly the same way I'm there for Sam. I really care about Carly." Marissa felt for him.

"See it as a test of faith. If you succeed in the test you will have a happy life. Sam is the referee of course. So as long she can forgive you, you don't have to worry. So just don't go too far and there's no problem. Of course you will still feel the pain, but it's all a part of the test. I know you can beat life Freddie. If anyone can it is you." Freddie smiled at his mother.

"Thanks mom, I'll beat the test of faith. I know I will." Mostly because Sam forgives me anything of course, but I won't fall for the desires that hurt her. I refuse to fall for those desires.

"Then stop hurting yourself so badly. You can withstand everything, you can overcome anything. You can laugh at pain. You're the strongest man I've ever seen Freddie." Freddie had finally found his meaning again. He found his path through life. He lost that when his father died seven years ago. Though he still hated him for what he had done, he missed him more then everything. Well his father was the only one he lost in his life and at times like this he needed his wisdom. His mother always told him how smart his father was. Especially as he also was pulled away from his love. So he would have known how Freddie felt in these situations Freddie had and could support him in that. Although he'd probably hurt them again. My meaning is to sacrifice myself protecting the people I love. It doesn't matter how much pain it causes me as long as I am there for Sam, Carly and Mom when they need me to. I can ignore my feelings if needed. I am the one to receive pain in order for them to be happy. That's the way it should be and will be from now on! He hugged his mother with a smile. She wondered if he understood everything the way she meant it. She had the feeling he didn't, but let him to figure out what she meant. His quest of faith has begun.