Disclaimer: I don not own Instant star or the song a million miles away by Rhianna
It had been two days since Tommy told Jude about his sister. Jude had tried to get Tommy to open up more about his family but he just changed the subject every time she said anything. Jude knew that Tommy opening up about his sister was a big thing but wondered what sort of relationship they could have if he kept shutting her out. As Jude approached the entrance of G major her thoughts quickly went from Tommy to his sister. She had her first session with Taylor today and to say she was nervous was an understatement. As Jude walked into studio A there she was listening to music. She was lost in the song and had the same goofy look on her face that Tommy had when he was trying to listen. This was the first time she had seen her up close and unlike when Jude saw her from a distance the first time she wasn't pretty she was beautiful something that you wouldn't be able to tell unless you were up close to her. She had big eyes like Jude only green and long wavy brown hair with lightly tanned skin. It was obvious that Taylor had all the good looks. Tommy was good looking too but compared to his sister he was nothing.
Jude: umm.
Taylor: o hey Jude Harrison right.
Jude: yeah and you must be Taylor Quincy.
Taylor: Actually it used to be Dutois but no one has called me that in years. It's just Taylor these days.
Jude: Sorry I didn't mean...
Taylor: No it's fine so I'm guessing you are either friends or dating my brother.
Jude: Ahh we just started dating.
Taylor: Well good for you. Look Jude I don't know what my brother has told you about me but I just want you to know there is more to the story than what he thinks.
Jude: Look how bout we start over I want to know you for who you are not based on what Tommy has told me. ( Jude extends her hand) Hi I'm Jude Harrison.
Taylor: Hi I'm Taylor your new producer. Have you got anything you would like to record.
Jude: Actually I do.
Taylor: Well why don't you get in the booth while I set up.
As Taylor got set up Jude walked into the booth and pulled out a piece of paper with a song that she wrote last night after Tommy left on it.
Taylor in 3, 2, 1
A Million Miles Away lyricsHere we lay face to face once again Silence cuts like a knife as we pretend. And I'm wondering who will be the first to say what we both knowWe're just holding on to "could have been"s and we should be letting go. [Chorus: It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.And we both know that the story's ending,We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears'cause even though you're here,It feels like you're a million miles away. Was it me, or was it you that broke away?For what we were is like a season love is changeAnd every time I think about it, it tears me up inside.Like the rivers of emotion but I got no more tears to cry. [Chorus: It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.And we both know that the story's ending,We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears'cause even though you're here,It feels like you're a million miles away.[Music Plays: [BridgeWe can try to talk it over but we walked that road before,While our song is playing its last note,We both know for sure that it's time to close that door.[Chorus: It feels like you're a million miles away as you're lying here with me tonight.I can't even find the words to say I can find a way to make it right.And we both know that the story's ending,We play the part but we're just pretending and I can't hide the tears
As Jude finishes up the song a single tear escapes and slides down her cheek. Jude loves Tommy but at the moment it feels like he is a million miles away.
'cause even though you're here,It feels like you're a million miles away.Taylor: Jude that was great.
Jude: Thanks do you want me to go again.
Taylor: No the raw emotion in your voice makes it sound so much better.
Jude: Ok well can I go.
Taylor: Sure I'll see you tomorrow.
Jude: Ok bye.
As Jude left Taylor reached into her bag and pulled out a journal the first few pages were filled with pictures of Taylor and Tommy as kids. Unable to hold back her feelings any longer she lets a few tears escape. She knew that coming back was going to be hard she just didn't expect it to be this hard. The thing she need most was to talk to her brother and tell him why she left. So she could mend there relationship and move on from the past she had tried to forget for the last seven years. She looked over the pictures one last time before putting her journal away and fixing herself ready to meet her next artist.