Jacob's P.O.V
A few hours after Rosemay left, I raced over to Ness's house. I sunk into Nessie's room feeling a bit of gilt. She was a sleep. I looked at her pale face knowing that she had no idea what was coming. "Jake?" she murmured. "Nessie, go back to sleep." She got up and sat on her bed. Studying my face well before breaking the silence. Nessie smiled at me. "Why are you here?" Why was I here? Because I love her and she's my imprint? Because her sister ran away and its mostly her fault? "I missed you" I told her trying to change the subject. She frowned "Its only been a day" "A day too much" She smiled.
"Where's Edward?" I asked her. "He's out on a hunting trip with the rest of them." Great, I couldn't hold the secret out of my mind for a minute longer. "So they left you here all alone?" She lifted her shoulders as if to show that she's an a adult now. "I'm old enough now." I knew she was upset. "Want to go for a walk with me?"Her face lit up as she nodded and jumped out of bed. I sigh as I watch her get her shoes on. We walked down the street in silence. "So-" I started. Then I stopped and rethought my words. "Nessie, if anything ever happens I'll be here as a shoulder to cry on." Nessie's face changed. I knew she was jumping to conclusions. "Are you saying your going to leave me?" Her face was already tearing up. Tears running down her beautiful face. "No, I'll never leave I said I'll be here" Her emotions turned to anger. "Who going to leave?" She had gotten her stubbornness from her mom. "I never said anyone was going to leave." Which was true. "Your keeping something from me!" She was crying a lot now. " No I'm not keeping anything from you..." she let go of my hand and looked at me strait in the eye "Jacob Black, how can you lie to my face over and over?!" I was hurt now feeling pain in the pit of my stomach "there is not secret." I said trying not to phase.
She turned her head and started to run. How can she just run. Now I knew that running away must be in their genes because it happened a lot. When I finally caught up with her, she wouldn't even look at my face. "Tell me now! and if you don't I never want to see you again" I was holding back the tears now. "Okay you want to know then fine if you get hurt its not my fault!" I just yelled at her. I couldn't believe what I just did. "Nessie?" I said my voice softening.... She had refused to talk to me. "Fine if you promise to never run away again I'll tell you." She wiped the tears off her face trying to hide the fact that she was crying. "I won't ever do that again I promise"
I scooped her up in my arms. I knew I'd regret doing this. I couldn't lie to her. "Ness, It was not me who was going away but someone is ........ its you sister ,May." Were at the Cullen home now. "AND YOU LET HER GO?" How am I ever going to satisfy her? "Nessie, put yourself in her shoes for once. She's always in the sidelines. She didn't have anyone." I said trying not to blame it on her. "B-but she had me." I sighed "Yes, she had you but she didn't have parents." She stood up. "Were are you going?" I asked her.
"I'm going to get her back." First this and now this and then that! I hate my life! "I won't let you go." I said firmly as I could. "I'm not going to run after her. I'm gonna tell mom and dad" How could I let this happen? If I hadn't gone on the walk with her or told her anything this wouldn't have happened. "Nessie, Let her go." She made her mind and there was nothing to do but hope. "She's my sister, My only sister, and if I never see her again can I blame you? DO you want me always wondering what would happen if I did something sooner? Would I still have my little sister?" I couldn't get away with that. "Then I'm coming with you." She showed me that Edward and Bella had left a map of where they went to hunt and for emergencies only. and soon enough we were on our way. I feel really bad for betraying May but Nessie's sake was on it. It took 3 hours to get there. We found then by sent and Eddy nearly had a heart attack when he saw us. Nessie went strait to business when she saw him while I just stand there looking stupid. It all happened so fast. Then Edward said something to me. "And you knew about this dog?! You knew that my daughter was going to run away and you let her?!" HOE SHIT! Nessie stepped in at this point. "No, Daddy he ran to our house as fast as he could but you weren't there." Edward's eyes moved from me as if her were sorry but not sorry at the same time. "But how could she? What made her think that she was alone and that was had to run away?" With those words everyone looked down expect Bella, confused as usual.
I even saw Alice look sad. Edward growled. I knew someone must have thought why she left and he didn't like the idea. "So, you all think that she left because Bella and I ignore her?!" Who was the idiot who thought that? He turned to me. "Give me the box. NOW." Holy shit I was the idiot who thought that. "why?" I asked him. "Because I know my daughter's mind and I know that she must have left a location or something in the box something important." That did make sense "The box is for Nessie's eyes only!" Nessie looked at me knowing that I left out that detail for a reason. I spoke up before he could say anything. "Well maybe if you payed more attention to her this all would have never happened." I regretted saying that the minute it came out of my lips. Edward's head shot up. "Well maybe if you hadn't imprinted on our daughter than none if this would have happened." I froze. "You imprinted on May?" Her eyes watering up ...... How was I ever going to get out of this one?
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