Hey! sorry it took a little while for me to update again. I just moved into college and my first day was today, so I've been doing the whole transition thing you know. but i hope you like this chapter, it's very short, but the next one will be much much longer. so enjoy! R&R please!

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I opened my eyes gasping for the air I didn't need. I absolutely hated to teleport, but desperate times call for desperate measures.

As soon as the pain faded, I remembered the reason for teleporting. I fell to the floor sobbing, tears streaming down my face. I started to take in huge gasps of air. I had seen him, he was right in front of my face, I could have reached out and touched him...

All the emotion I had been holding up in the car was now pouring out of me.

How many times had I wondered where he was, and now here! I continued crying and let the events replay in my head.

He was magnificent. My vampire eyes brought out every flawless detail. Those beautiful sad eyes. That perfect marble skin. I stood up and began pacing the room. The tears slowly stopped as I thought.

What was I going to do now?

I wanted to run to him. To have him hold me in his arms forever. To tell him I loved him, and him say the same. But I knew that wasn't possible. He had left me, he didn't want me. Me going to him would either make him feel guilt, for me still caring, or disgust, that I did care. And I couldn't bare to see him feel either of those, especially towards me. It might literally kill me.

I had to see him again though. He was more like a drug to me now more than ever. Just that one glimpse of him was all it took, I was hooked. Maybe I could just watch him, hide in the shadows and enjoy his excellence from afar. That wasn't too bad, was it? Just to see enough of him to hold me over. When he leaves town I'll stop..at least thats what I'll tell myself. I knew once I started this I would never be able to stop. But there was no doubting it now, I was going to see him.

I continued to pace as I thought up a plan. I would unblock my mind just enough to find them again. Then I could go to wherever they were and completely cut myself off from any of there senses. I wouldn't even need to hide really, they'll be so deaf to me I could literally walk right past them and they would never know. That thought made me laugh aloud.

I kept laughing. This all sounded so crazy, but I couldn't resist the temptation.

Once again, sorry it was so short!