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Chapter two:

Bella's POV:

I retrieved my lu8ggage and went in search of my rental car. I paid extra to get a silver Volvo they better have got the order right. After I found the car in the back of the lot and got my luggage situated it was time to get on my way. I hopped in the care and just let the entire memories slam in to me. I knew this was not Edward's car but how can it not stir up old emotions and memories.

Flashback:

It was my fist day at Forks High and I was starting my junior year here in good old Washington State. I must have been absolutely crazy to give up sunny Phoenix for rainy dreary Washington. I was getting out of my truck when I heard his laugh for the first time come from behind me. Just the sound of it sent a shiver through my body like I have never felt before. I turned around to see a group of kids' three boys and two girls. The boys were tossing a football back and forth talking and joking. The girls were sitting on the hood of a silver Volvo talking and watching the boys. The first thing I noticed was all of them had a confidence about them that just let you know that this was the it crowd these were the kids that got invited to all of the parties and everybody wanted to be friends with them. I just watched them for a few moments; I mean how you could not. The guys were all breathtakingly gorgeous and the girls were beautiful. The biggest guy had plenty of muscles but nothing gross they just looked right on him. He had brown curly hair and a smile and laugh that lit up his whole face. Then there was the tall well defined blond with pearcing blue eyes. The shortest of the bunch was a pixie like girl with dark short black hair and the beautiful blond model like girl was sitting next to her. Both of these girls made everyone girl within a ten mile radius ask God why he could not of given a little more to you and little less to them. Last but defiantly not least was the mouth water, cream your jeans, Greek God. He was not overly muscular but perfect in everyway. He had brownish bronze hair when the sun hit it just right and piercing green eyes that could see into your soul. I stared so long that I did not realize the bell had rung. The pixie like girl was yelling to boys to hurry up they were going to be late. It was at that moment that my eyes locked on to the Greek Gods and I felt this magnet pull between us we just stared at each other. The bronze haired boy shook his head and smiled a crooked smile and walked into the building. I stood there dazed and confused for a few seconds more while I waited for my heart to start slowing down, I just knew something weird just happened between us. It was not until later that day that I learned the Greek Gods name was Edward Cullen the boy that would change my life forever.

End Flashback

I shook my head and started the car there will be plenty of time to remember Edward I mean that is what this trip is a lot about trying to put my past behind me. I just have to I can not go on dealing with all of the sorrow that has happened in my life since the day Edward went to London with his family. I know part is of it is my own fault alright most of it is my own fault but now I will have to deal with choices I have made in my life. With that I threw the car in gear and headed out of the parking lot towards Forks. I threw on the radio and enjoyed the ride.

Some thirty minutes my phone rung and I knew just who this was going to be.

"Yes, Alice what can I do for you?'

"Bella are you there yet? How does the house look?"

"Alice I am not there so I can not tell how anything looks just yet. I am about another thirty minutes out for Forks and another twenty to your old place."

I can not believe you are going to stay there all by yourself, why would you not let me come out there with you? I miss Forks and the house also."

"Alice you know I need to do this on my own I have to get through this I need to pick up the pieces of my life and move on. He has I need to do this or I might turn into the weird lady that lives down the street wit all of those cats"

"Bella that is too funny I don't see that happening I would never let that happen. We just miss you Bella we haven't seen in years and the first time we see will be at the wedding don't you think that is going to be awkward?"

"Yeah it might be but we will have to just get through it. Hey I got to go to the turn off is coming up and I don't want to miss it"

"Alright bye Bella know that I love yaw"

"I love you too Alice I will see you in two weeks"

Next thing I know I was turning down the long overgrown driveway to the old Cullen Estate. I just hope the house is ready for visitors. I pulled up to the house and turned off the engine and was amazed at how well the place still looked. I grabbed my luggage from the trunk and headed up to the front door. On the front door was a not from my best friend that still lived here, well actually La Plush.

Dear Bella,

We got the house set for you we turned on the electricity and water. We also filled up some the cabinets and fridge with the basics. I love you call if you need anything.

Love,

Jacob, Emery, Quail

I smiled reading the note and new I would have to go and thanks the boys myself something within the next two weeks but right now all I wanted to do is getting myself unpacked and rest from my long flight back home. With those thoughts I opened up the door with key Alice sent me and began my journey back in time and to hopefully a step towards my future, where ever that my take me.