The Keyblade Bearer was much stronger than I ever expected. And now, I'm paying for it. He's staring at me with that strong blue stare, as if he knows just how horrible I am yet still pitying me all the same, wishing he didn't have to kill me, wishing I wasn't a monster.
But I realize that I do deserve death, and more. I have done nothing but back stab my friends, my lover, and my organization. I let Larxene die without a second thought, used Namine as a shield, ordered the death of Vexen, and through it all, attempted to overthrow Organization XIII. A meaningless effort. What I didn't know has led to my death. I had no idea how strong Sora was, nor how his strength echoed in his heart. I knew nothing when formulating my plan and even now...even now I know nothing. Then again, one who knows nothing can understand nothing.
I believe it was Xemnas who told me that. We had been in an argument and he put me in my place. It made me angry though. Made me think I could do a better job taking care of the Organization. I couldn't even lead three people. Shows how wrong I was, I suppose.
Anything a nobody attempts to do is just another…meaningless…effort…