Fading

by Schizzar

A series of drabbles that will be exactly 13 chapters long. It centers around each of the Organization members' deaths and their thoughts in the last moments. Scattered, hinted yaoi but rated T mainly for safety.

6. Chapter 6

Ta-dah! The next chapter. This time it's Larxene. Enjoy. I don't own Kingdom Hearts. Next is Axel. Review please!

What was this? This wasn't even possible! I couldn't have possibly been beaten by that sentimental brat. The way I was fading told me otherwise. It wasn't right though. I'm not supposed to die! I'm not supposed to be killed by a…a puppet! A puppet I'm supposed to control dammit!

I can tell I'm babbling now, out loud. I'm saying something but I can't focus enough to tell what it is. God damn Marluxia! Damn him! This is all his fault! If he hadn't gotten me wrapped up in this foolish plan of his, I wouldn't be fading away! I wouldn't be dying!

It's all…his…my…my…fault.

I'm not strong enough. It isn't Marluxia. I failed him. I'm not strong enough to take Sora on. I'm not…good enough. If I was, maybe I'd have been worth something. But no…I wasn't. I couldn't help. Maybe though, in death, I'll be some good to Marluxia, maybe I'll be…worth something…in the end.