Forgive me, I don't know Xaldin's personality that well so I tried my best. I do not own Kingdom Hearts.
This was not in any of my plans. I highly doubt anyone plans to die. I should have seen it coming, however, seeing as how almost the entire organization has been wiped out by the Keyblade Bearer. I should've expected it, planned for it, prepared for it. But I got too confident. I thought that I was stronger and I had been counting on the Beast becoming a Heartless. I assumed too much and planned too little.
Damn, Xigbar always told me my assumptions would be my downfall. Bet he's laughing his ass off. Maybe not. We were friends, well as close to friends as Nobodies can get. I put up with him whining about Demyx, he put up with my violent nature. Shame, now he won't have anyone to whine too.
Well, there's our drinking buddy Luxord but I'm getting distracted. Besides, when Luxord's drunk he runs his mouth off. It isn't safe to tell him anything.
I have to admit, I'm not too sad to go. I never really wanted to follow Xemnas, never wanted a heart, just stayed with the group so I wouldn't get bored and kill myself. This is much better. I can pretend I wasn't suicidal and it was all Sora's fault. That's what everyone would think.
Even in death I'm living a lie.