Did anyone read The Host? Mmmm I loved it! And what about the Special Edition of Eclipse? I didn't like Breaking Dawn's first chapter OR cover. Seriously? Chess? And the book's going to be more of Bella's indecisiveness in the JacobxEdward area. Seriously. anger Well don't listen to me…I'm weird. Happy Summer! PS visit my Profile…I updated it and now I have a homepage (blog) and a playlist! Hooray! Thanks to my Betas-Boo182 and edwardcullenmaniac!

I snapped my phone shut and strode back to Bella's room, now with purpose.

A quick glance around the room showed me that Renee was still asleep and the next doctor was not due for another hour. Perfect, I thought. I walked quietly over to Bella's bed, placing my hands on either sides of her face. I then thought about Blake.

Blake happy.

Blake sad.

Blake angry.

Blake worried.

Blake talking.

Everything about Blake. Then I forgot about Blake one bit at a time.

Blake happy, sad, angry, worried, talking, laughing. Blake never existed. At least not to Bella. There had now never been a Blake.

I removed my hands from her face and she sighed in her sleep. Lucky girl, I thought. No worries. I had made sure of that. She would now never feel any pain when she thought about Blake, because she didn't know Blake. I then relaxed into a stiff arm-chair and pretended to sleep. Time wasn't an issue for me, I could wait forever for her to wake up. I sifted through memories I had acquired from Bella about Blake. I didn't know he was afraid of spiders, and that memory had me grinning. I then saw a memory that made me realize just how close Bella and Blake had been.

(A/N: The memory is in Bella's POV cuz Marie "stole" it. Bella is about 5 years old.)

Blake and I had been playing with stuffed animals up in his room when mom called us downstairs. She and daddy were sitting on the couch; they looked sad and a little angry. I sat down against the wall and Blake sat next to me. We were facing mom and daddy, our faces were flushed but blank. We knew the news wasn't good. We were right.

"Kids," my mom started. "Your father and I have some news for you."

"Your mother and I are splitting up." Daddy said. Mom glared at him.

"What?" Blake said. He looked shocked.

"Exactly what your father said, honey." Mom said.

"Splitting up?" Blake asked.

"Divorced," Daddy said.

"What does that mean?" I asked. I really felt stupid, but I didn't understand.

Mom's eyes softened. "Sweetie, your father and I aren't in love anymore. We decided it would be best if I took you kids and moved to Arizona to be around Grandma. He would stay here."

"But I'll miss daddy!" I exclaimed. Life without daddy? It seemed silly.

Daddy looked sad. "I'm sorry baby, it just has to be this way."

"No it doesn't!" I protested. "If you used to be in love you can be again!"

Daddy chuckled. "I wish it was that easy Bella, but it's not."

I couldn't help the tears blinding me. I stood up angrily and stomped upstairs, screaming "I hate you both!" behind me before locking myself in my room and sobbing. Mommy and daddy not loving each other? That wasn't right. Mommies and Daddies were supposed to always love each other. I heard a soft knocking on the door. One knock, then three knocks, then one knock. Blake and my secret knock. I scooted away from the door and mumbled "come in" in a scratchy voice.

Blake came in and sat next to me. He didn't talk which was good. I didn't think I could talk without crying again. My tears dried on my cheeks and I felt warm. I leaned my head on his shoulder. I then realized he was crying silent tears. I reached up and wiped one away with my finger. He looked down on me and then grabbed me in a big hug. We sat there for a long time, just hugging. Then he pulled back and said it would be all right. I nodded and that was that. He tucked me into bed and left. I fell asleep instantly.

When I came out of this memory I felt like crying. It was so wrong of me to take Blake away from Bella. She needed him badly. I wasn't sure how she would get on. Then I looked up as I heard her heart speeding up.

I liked that memory, it's just so sweet yet sad. Anyone else agree? Agree with a review.

Playlist-

Life is a highway-Rascal Flatts

Graduation (Friends Forever)-Vitamin C

The Only Difference Between Martyrdom and Suicide is Press Coverage-Panic! At the Disco

That Green Gentleman (Things Have Changed)-Panic! At the Disco

Peace…

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