I hope you all like this! It's another chapter and I'm sorry I haven't updated. Again, I would love to have any suggestions! Thanks!
Bella's POV
I kept driving my car through the forest; I was so determined to get to La Push that I was actually pushing my cars engine horribly. I'm becoming more like Edward every day, I thought. As I came to the area where La Push was located, I was enlightened and outraged at the same time to see that Jacob was sitting near the boundary line, as if he knew I was coming.
"Hey Bells," he said nonchalantly.
"Don't you, 'hey Bells' me!" I shouted and jumped as quickly as I could without falling like the klutz I am.
"W-ha-t?" he stammered. I'd never heard Jacob stammer. It was like hearing a turtle bark. It never happened.
"You know well what! You didn't RSVP to my wedding!" I screamed right in his face, I couldn't see but I hoped I had spit on him.
"I did it becauseā¦becauseā¦" he trailed off with his words
"Because what? You couldn't bear to see me with Edward?" I asked, I still had the same anger in my voice as before.
"That and that I knew you would be safe with him so I thought you wouldn't need me." Jacob mumbled this even though his voice was a booming roar that never seemed to be light.
"Just, don't come! This is too hard and I just think it would be better if I never see you again!" I yelled.
"Well, you already are never seeing me again." Jacob said, a smile playing on his lips.
"You're right," I said, I had calmed down more. My breathing had evened out and I was relaxing.
