A/N: Sorry it took a while to update, yes Mimi was a bitch in my first chapter, she has her reasons. Give it a chance, I got some plans for this story just wait. Read and review please, good or bad. I'm always open for critisism if it helps out make my storys better. Hope this chapter appeals to you all better. But drama drama drama. I love drama, and romance. So there will be fluff, romance, drama, humor and all the good stuff. Patience is a virtue. =)

Mimi damn near ran a few blocks, finally getting tired and stopping to rest sitting on a stoop of an old condemed building with smoke coming from one of the windows. Probly some homeless people getting heat, there was rarely fires around Alphabet city. Her brown eyes glanced around the surrounding area, looking at the people walking down the streets some on cell phones and whatnot and others blowing into their hands with ripped up gloves. She wished Roger was there to hold her the way he always did when it was cold.

Closing her eyes and letting out a deep sigh, she tried to calm herself and go back to him but that wasn't happening. She's been moody lately, she knew it and didn't understand why. Her mom once told her she was bipolar, but she'd always denied it.

Rubbing her arms and opening her eyes looking around, she headed back down the street. She wanted to go home and lay in her nice warm bed but, then she'd have to face Roger. She wasn't ready yet.

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Roger jogged down nearby streets, she couldn't have gotten that far. "Mimi! Mimi!" he shouted, people shooting him looks like he was dressed in a clown outfit. He ran a hand through his mangled blonde curls letting out a harsh sigh and groaning. It was cold as all hell, and he felt like he was walking for hours though it'd only been about 15 or 20 minutes.

He wasn't about to give up, his right hand was balled into a fist with the small box in his grasp that held the engagement ring he'd baught for her 3 weeks ago. It took him months to get that, it cost him about $500 and it wasn't super fancy like people in movies or somthing, but it was worth it in his eyes.

"Exuse me, sir, exuse me." Roger said tapping a women on the shoulder. She turned and half smiled at him, roger panting for air before speaking. "Have you seen a women, she's about this high and has long brown hair. Hispanic?" he said motioning with his hands her estimated height. The women made a face then her smile grew and she nodded.

"Um, yeah she came running past over there and headed down Divine, she seemed upset." the women answered. Roger thanked her and ran off in that direction, she couldn't be far.

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Mimi's POV

Damn, it was fuckin cold as hell. I didn't what I was doing, men were looking at me weird and some were creeping me out. It was starting to get dark. I sighed and shook my head turning and making my way back to the loft building. I quickly but quietly made my way upstairs and into my loft. It was pretty much empty besides my matress with a bedset, hair brushes and a dressor with a few outfits and some other necessary girly items of mine.

I sometimes came back when me and Rog got into a fight and we needed to be apart for the night.

Luckily, I had a cell phone. Joanne baught it for me on me and Roger's 4th month anniversary. I faught hard as hell to get her to get her money back, but I guess it was nice. Paying for the thing was a bitch. I texted Maureen and told her to come.

Wats wrong hun? Maureen texted me back. God, just come over! I was close to tears again.

idk, i freaked on roger 4 no reason and then left..

u ok?

no!!!

chill babe

just come, please! my loft, not his. and dnt let n e 1 know your here.

okay, see you in a few

I sighed and shut my phone holding back tears, my eyes burning. I made my way to the door unlocking it and going into my near empty bedroom sitting on the bed and wrapping a blanket around myself. I could smell Roger's scent from the last time he'd stayed at my place because Mark locked us out on accident. Yeah, he had a girl over. Thin walls Marky, thin walls.

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Roger didn't want to, but he gave up. Only for the night. Well, walking around in the cold anyways. He called Mark as he headed home putting the ring box back into his pocket. Roger felt like shit, quilt washing over him as if he'd done something wrong. All he did was disagree on somthing and then all of this. It sucked, he didn't know what was wrong with Mimi lately.

"Hello?" came Mark's voice, in the backround you could hear the radio playing but not the song exactly. Old ass staticy radio.

"Hey its Roger, Listen has Mimi come home? She just ran off." Roger said. Mark sighed and shook his head.

"What'd you do now?" the filmaker asked. Roger groaned getting impatient.

"Just.. fuck! Have you seen her!!!!" he yelled, he was in no mood for Mark to be playing mom.

"Okay chill, no I didn't see her. Everything alright?" Mark asked sounding concerned. Roger sighed and swallowed hard trying to think.

"I'm outside the building, I'll explain inside." Roger said and hung up heading inside and upstairs. He didn't even think Mimi would be in her loft, walking past feeling a cold breeze from it. Sence she didn't use it, heat was turned off inside it, but not electricity which was good. Mimi didn't mind the cold right now, she treated Roger coldly and felt she should be punished for it.

Roger opened the door then slid open the big door shutting it behind him and setting down his stuff. Mark came over but kept quiet watching Roger as he started pacing, mummbling and opening his phone and dialing Mimi's number. Yeah, Joanne got them matching cell's only Roger's was black and Mimi's red.

Mimi was on her bed waiting for Maureen when her phone started ringing. She'd recorded Roger playing your eyes and set that as his ringtone for when he called. She quickly grabbed the phone and pressed ignore call, throwing it on her bed and stareing at it. The walls were thin as said before, and she heard Mark on the phone before and didn't want them to hear her phone ringing.

Roger groaned and hung up putting his phone back in his pocket and sitting down. He explained the whole situation to Mark who only looked a bit angry. "Roger, what the fuck?" Mark said. "What?!" the rocker said confused. "You just let her leave, standing there? Sure she blew up for no reason, but damn you took to long to chase her." Mark said.

Roger's mouth opened to respond, but he shut it and put his head down. He hated when Mark was right.. Why didn't he chase her right away? That was a question running through Mimi's mind as well. Damn, he had no exuse for this one and only felt shittier now. The rocker stood up and slumped over to his bedroom kicking the door shut. He took off his shirt and layed on the bed, his face in Mimi's pillow. Mmm, he could smell her sweet purfume and shampoo. It wasn't a break-up, but it sure as hell felt like one.

"Let her cool off Rog.." he told himself and shut his eyes trying to think of where she could be, let alone that she was right below him in her bedroom.

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Mimi's POV

A knock on the door. Finally! maureen bounced in with a happy smile on her face, wrapping her arms around me in an embrace so tight I thought my eyes were gonna pop out! "Heyyy babe. How are you?" she asked. I shot her a look and hung down my head walking over to my bed were I plopped down on my back with a frustraited groan.

"Me and Rog, we got into a little disagreement and I totaly turned things around horribly. I scrreamed at him then just left out by myself." I explained. I bit my lip in anticipation, surely being the drama queen she'd make a huge thing of it taking Roger's side. Well, I'd take his side too he didn't do anything but voice his opinion.

"Mimi.. you serious? Damn, and I thought me and Joanne broke up for dumb reasons." she folded her arms giving me a look of disapointment. Why was that soooo much worse than just being mad at someone?

"Shut up! We didn't break up.."

"Yet.." she said. I rolled my eyes. "I don't plan on leaving him.. I just can't suddenly go back to him and expect him to take me with open arms and kisses." I whined sitting up with my legs folded looking up at her.

Maureen shrugged and slid down the wall sitting on the floor. "You need to talk to him." Maureen said.

I raised an eyebrow. "And do what? oh roger I'm soooo sorry I acted like a bitch. Please forgive me and lets have make-up sex." I said bitterly.

She smirked. "That could work." she said.

"Just because you and Joanne do don't mean me and Roger do. He's hard." I said.

"We do not!" Mau protested.

"Sure about that?" I challanged. "Shall I call Jo?" she shut her mouth looking down and mummbling. Finally her head rose and she sighed.

"Still, you should say something to him. I know he's hard, but your soft and you get through that hard shell of his so easy its crazy. You have a gift." Maureen said. That made me feel good, in a weird 'are you fucking crazy' sorta way. She rose to her feet sitting beside me on the bed. "He loves you, and I"m sure this can be blown over shortly. Trust me, I'm the break-up make-up expert." she said and smiled.

I couldn't help but smile and wrap my arms around her breathing in and taking in her sweet sent. "Your right, I'll try later tonight." I said. Maureen kissed and stroked my cheek. Suddenly her beeper went off and she smirked reading it. "Well, Joanne just got out of the shower and its our special night so, call me tomarrow?" I nodded and stood up to fixing my shirt. "Okay, later." then she was gone.

This would be interesting, I knew I'd upset Roger and I saw the look on his face when I left. But knowing him, he'd flip on me in some way when I spoke to him. Slowly I gathered my thoughts and energy, and headed upstairs to the green door, opening it and walking in until I came to the huge gray slide door. I let out a deep breath and knocked on the door, hearing footsteps I backed up and rose my head pearing into the blue-green eyes I fell in love with.

"Hey.."

soooooo that took forever for me to update. sorry! hope you all liked it. I enjoyed writeing it and I'm gonna try updateing more often. This story will go on for a bit longer, 3 or 4 more chapters. reviews would make me a happy person. =] i got plans for this story soo pleaseee be nice!