Oops...well next up will be BELLA . Well , because it's time !!!! Oh , there is NO Renesemee

in this story. Edward and Bella did NOT make love before she was turned!!! Yes, Edward

refused to back down from his belief that good girls didn't make love until after they

where married !!!!!!!! ;)

Of course all belongs to not me , but Stephenie Meyer , goddess of all CULLEN.

Chapter 8

BELLA

Finally , love reason for my existance , my true love , and MY SOUL MATE !!!!!! Yes ,

after a hundred years I finally found wasn't something I was looking for really ,

well not outside of what we are, but there she was over , the sky , and stars to everything

eternal. And I thank whatever higher power that was out there at the time , that helped

me stop my bloodlust at first meeting her, or I wouldn't have her with me all these

years later. I , well wouldn't have had her at all , except for the time it took me to drain

her life.!! We had a very hard road together , and looking back now , I see where

some , ok ALOT of it was my fault. But it worked out ,THANK YOU TO WHOMEVER!!

But for along time I was trying to believe that she would be better being left in her

human form. To live and eventually die ,like we are suppose to. But , I couldn't stay

away from her. And even though I was scared that I would break her, being the

fragile human she was , she was alot stronger than we all knew. But there was one

thing I was adamant about . NOT having sex with her !!! And she would push at those

boundaries I had in place constantly , but that was just those teenage hormones. I really

don't think she ever realized how close she had come to not existing anymore ,if I hadn't

pulled away from her.

We had finally married after we went to Dartmouth for a year. I was so happy she had

changed her mind for her to experience it. But , she only agreed on a year . But of course ,

we have been back and she now has two masters , and several minor degrees !! But more

tragedy at befallen my Bella. Her parent's , Charlie and Renee and Phil ,had been coming

to see us , traveling across country together , when there had been unbelievable accident.

All three had been some of fatalities , over 50 people. Bella had walked around for several

months , not really seeming to part of living either. It took all of us , my family to bring her

back. It was one of sadest moments of my existance.

A couple of months later, our family came again. And some how , I didn't now , until they

were at our door. It seems Bella had called them all , because ,well, she was ready to

continue her existance , but by being one of us. I was completely blindsided !!!!! And that

has hardly happened to me in over 118 years. Of course , I tried to talk her out of it , why

couldn't she graduate , another 3 years wasn't that long . Bella and my family , they

were all standing behind her, even Rose!!! And , I am ashamed to say it , I left ,ran away.

But this did not stop any of my Bella's plans. She had just said that since I didn't seem

to want to do ' the deed ' , that Carlisle , would do it .

So , they had waited , for a week . But I still had not come back . Alice was growing angrier

at me every time we " talked." Finally night before , Alice had said " you don't deserve her

anyway Edward. She's still going to be a Cullen , but since you won't change her , Carlisle will.

And she can be with us and maybe I can find her another mate who can appreciate everything

about her!!!!!!! " Well , it took me about two hours to get back , I had been in upper Canada.

I had run into the house , it was TWILIGHT , our favored part of day. Carlisle was just bending

over her ,when I yelled.

They were shocked to see me . Alice , the devil-pixie, just grinned , "Welcome home Edward,

Bella has been waiting for you." Bella , walks toward me , smiling like she always has at me

" Alice told me you would come back tonight. I love you Edward, and I'm ready to be yours forever."

I pulled her close and breathed in her special sense she always had to me. Once again, I apologized

to my Bella , telling her I'm more than ready to never let her go. I was petrified , and am so glad that

my family ,especially Carlisle was there. I had managed, obviously , to control myself though , and

after three days of excruciatingly long time to even a vampire, my beautiful Bella opened her eyes to me

and our new life together.

She was amazing to watch . Her transformation , her awakening , and her ability to control herself

in her newborn state. Jasper was perplexed and frankly astounished how she could control it. None

of us had come across this before. It wasn't till about a month after her change, dear friends "family"

really came to visit. And thats when we were told that she was a truly ' gifted ' vampire. She is a

" SHIELD " . She can block things , like my mind reading , or a physical attack by other vamps, with

her mind. Well, when we found out , of course it explainded everything to us , and Bella, she had

said that she was relieved to learn it , because she always thought there was something wrong with her

brain. (LOL).

Well, we were legally married, by human standards. And we gave ourselves to each other in front of our

families and friends by vampire standards. We honeymooned on the Isle of Esme , which of course

was Carlisle's gift to his bride , Esme , all those decades earlier. Let's say , well that we made up

for lost time in our love life . We couldn't seem to control our need for each other the minute we walked

onto those sandy beaches , and thank god , we still can't. !!!

I did have and still do have jealousy issues . I don't like when human males fantasize about her, but I

do understand that they can't help it . She just MORE than most woman. And being a true CULLEN

woman , its even harder ,because they just attract the MOST attention !!!!! I still can't understand

how Emmette and Jasper, and even Carlisle can handle it. But , they growl low, and then proceed to

show all males ,that they belong to them and they don't have a chance in HELL !!!!! I guess I should

include myself to , according to the family , I was always like that but just didn't see it.

So , thats our ' family ' . Most see us as beautiful , and lucky to belong to such as our family is. And

we all would agree. We would and have done anything for each other and well have Alice to tell us

that the future won't change any of it. But , we are thankful , I guess you would say . That humans aren't

very observant, that they take face-value , to that extant. Because ,if they would look under it all ,

they would find out exactly what happens in a house that doesn't sleep !!!!!!!!

Ok, next chapters are defineately LEMONS !! AND SMUT !! AND SAME SEX- SEX , but I'm hoping

you all knew that when you read the intro??! IF NOT , sorry , but IF YOU DID hopefully you'll enjoy it !! ;)