Hi all . YAYYYYYY , I got reviews !!!!!! ;) Thanks again , I really appreciate you taking time to do that.

Ok, this might be two chapters , just have to wait and see how windy I become. LOL

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Strange Behavior....Normal ... but ....

So, I've been giving some thought to my dilemma. And I still don't know if I should try to find out what is

going on with them, or leave it be. I mean , on hand , I can't really say as I want to push my Bella into

something that might make her uncomfortable. But , on the other side of that, I don't want the other to

feel as if there is something wrong. I would love to talk with Alice about it. Maybe she could find out if

there's something about the two that are keeping them apart. I know, its crazy that I'm so worried about

the love of my exsistance not wanting to sleep with another. BIZARRE!! You can say it, I have ,more

than I care to remember. Oh well, I guess we can let it go for now. I'll have to wait for someone else to

give me some incite.

Esme had us build a little get-away, her words LOL. It's about 5 miles from the main house, a small

cottage. The women all think it looks like something out of fairy tale! Its made of all river rocks, we had

spent an afternoon emptying out the section of the river that runs through our lands. Its small , but very

quaint. Living room , with book cases everywhere on one side . On the other side of the room , has a

solid wood wall , that has nic-nacs and picture that covers most of middle of wall. But when you hit a

remote , the picture flips around and becomes a big screen t.v. and home entertainment center. Big

soft couches with minimal lighting , keeps the atmosphere soft. There's a small kitchenette , LOL, with

small wine refrigerator. Carlisle has come with idea of us , well , going into the ' plasma ' bottling business.

There is also full bath , which is probably same size as living area. We do love our baths LOL. And then at

opposite end is the bedroom. Esme and the girl's have done fabalous job , with the whole cottage, but the

bedroom is amazing. The bed , well was specially made and we had to set it up and build the room

around it!!!

Yep, Esme wanted this as a get away for us all. If a couple or ummm.... well more... wanted to be alone

they could come here, without worrying about having the whole house listening in. It's been christianed,

well.... literally... Emmette had bought champaign and before we could enter he rapped the roof with the

bottle. Well..... we had to repairs to fix ..... the big bear broke part of the roof and it feel onto the small

porch , completely blocking the front door. LOL , at time wasn't funny .....well .... it was when you seen

Em running away with 4 really pissed off women on his heels. But, by the time the returned , we had

everything fixed and cleared away. Emmette wasn't allowed near the cottage for two weeks!! LOL , he'll

never learn!! So, here I am , most everyone went hunting today. But I had inspiration for new song , and

I wanted to stay and enjoy the solitude. Well... I thought Bella was staying too, but since I haven't seen

her, I guess she went with the others. And since I still can't ' see ' her , well ... she's probably hunting.

I'd decided to get away and maybe hunt down something for myself . I had headed towards the cottage,

there's always alot of game around it. It is defineately one of my favorite spots around , I'm so glad

Esme had chosen this spot. As i get closer , I pick up a scent that I know extremely well.......Bella!!

Hmm... maybe she's been waiting for me! But.... I pick another scent....stronger...male....Emmette!!!

Quietly , even more than usual , I walk towards the window. But no one is in the living area. Continue

to walk around outside of house....when I can see shadows from bedroom. Hmm....peaking in , I can

see Bella and Emmette standing close together. His hand laying on her cheek, and her head angeled

into his hand. Well...... I wonder when this was planned?? It...really, it doesn't matter to me , but ....

hmmm....you think I would have picked this up from someone?!!

voyeurism- the practice of obtaining sexual gratification by looking at sexual objects / acts , esp

secretively. voyeur - is a person who practices these acts.

Now I've known Em for , well... over 80 years give or take a decade or so. And it worries me to see my

precious Bella with him. I know, I know, I've been over-reacting and worrying about to as why they haven't

been together. And now , I'm worrying about him hurting her. Well.... because I KNOW him. He's so

rough and over powering with his sexual needs. And Bella , she's just NOT !! Oh my goddess, well I

guess .. I'll stay here and if things get out of hand.... well I'll be ready !!!!!!!

His big hand , covers the whole side of her face. She looks up at him , tenderly smiles , turns her lips

and kisses it. His dimples appear quickly in his cheeks , making him look younger yet. They step

closer to each other , barely touching , he turns his hand so his fingers trail down her cheeks very

tenderly. I chuckly lightly , well , Em's been taken lessons it looks like . That calms me somewhat,

hoping he just won't swoop down a drag her to him. But, I really shouldn't even be watching let alone

ready to go in a drag her away, thats not how we do things in this family. Shaking myself out of this

train of thought , I return to wants happening inside.... Just in time to see Em removing his shirt and

throwing it to the side,...his massive chest magnificently comes into view ....all those muscles stretching

and rippling with the movement. Bella watching ...slowly lowers her eyes , taking him in . She looks

back at his eyes , smiles... almost seductively at him. "Your turn", he huskily tells her. She , well ...

smirks at him , reaches for the edging of her blouse ....slowly drags it up ....exposing some of her

porcelain white stomach. Ever so slowly , while Emmette continues to watch as if intranced. She

reaches just below her bustline...stopping ...raises her eyebrow at him ..."Well , burly bear, I need

some help again ,it seems to be stuck!!" Ummm.....what?? ..... did she say again???!!!!!

Emmette's smile widens even more , impossibly , but it does. Walks right up to her , hands raising to

side edges , and whips it the rest of the way off , throwing it so it lands on his shirt. "Dam Bells ,

don't tease me so much this time.... I can't wait like we did last time." He crabs her up, smashing

her luscious breasts against his chest and kisses her. Ok, umm... I heard like last time??!! When

did that happen , and why didn't I know about it??? I felt like ramming myself right through the wall

and intrupting them to demand some answers. Well... yep ... what I should do ...but I can't bring

myself to do it. One , Esme would rip something off me and hide it like she does to Em sometimes.

And two , its not how we decided to be all those decades ago. We aren't allowed to interrupt ANY

couple , when they decide to spend ' time ' with another. And dam , it really sucks that I'm the

RESPONSIBLE one at a time like this!!!

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Yep , two chapters. Sorry ;) . Hope like it so far . I'm working on next part , hope to have it up later tonite

or early tomorrow morning. Thanks and enjoy!!!!!

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