Yea, chapter 3 is up! This will be the last chapter that im going to upload for a while. I know, i know you all are upset with me now. But, i just dont have much inspiration to get on with this. I have started chapter 4, its just adding more to make it into the chapter i WANT it to be is the problem.... so we'll see when i upload this storry again. =/ plz enjoy the story and maybe if you leave many comments, i will get off my ass to type you up some more! sometimes thats all the inspiration i need! anyways read on my lovely readers. =3

Mako-Chibi: I do not own Kingdom Hearts, but i do own some of the side-line characters... now if i DID own Kingdom Hearts... the world would be a scary place indeed....

*ROXAS*

We walked for about an hour till we made it to his house. He unlocked the front door, and we walked in. I somewhat fell back as the strong blast of cigarettes and beer hit me. I blink slowly, staring at all the beer bottles. All the dead cigarette buds everywhere. There were so many ash trays, I couldn't count most of them. I looked over at Axel, at his frown. "Um... Axel...?" I didn't know how to finish the comment, but just stare at him. What is with all of this stuff?! Who drinks and smokes so much in this house? I can barely breath! I waited.

He doesn't look at me, just surveying the whole place. "My moms getting help." He looked over at me, trying to force himself to smile. "Don't worry about it. She'll be better soon, I know it. This is actually good. There are usually much more then this." With that, he went up the stairs, skipping a step each time. I could tell he wanted to leave the downstairs as quick as possible. A weak, "Oh." came out of me. I didn't know what to say, so I quickly follow after him. The upstairs was much, much better than the downstairs. I couldn't quite figure out why.

I'm pretty sure Axel could tell that. "Mom's usually lives downstairs. Marluxia and I live upstairs. The right side from the stairs I my half, and the left side is his half. We usually stay out of each others halves." He shrugs lightly. "He's at a 'friends' house, though." Axel shrugs again, then starts heading towards the right. He opens a door, pulling me in. "And this," he smirks, looking around proudly, "is my room." He looks at me. "What do you think of it?"

"Hmm..." I look around his room. It was pretty huge, very dissent for a teenage boy. He had a mahogany desk, with a nice laptop. It was currently on the charger, and it was open to the internet. Apparently he was on myspace. A bookshelf was on the right side, and it was pretty huge. It had many types of magazines and books in it. I had no idea that Axel read so much. Huh. Could have fooled me. There was clothes thrown around the room in random places. It was hard to tell what was clean, and what was dirty. The bed was a nice size too. He was up against the far left wall, and window right above it. I walk and sat on his bed, still looking around. "I like it. Its..." I look at him, smiling, "... roomy." I then smirk, slightly. "And I love the clothes everywhere. Nice touch, Axel." I laugh softly.

Axel grins at me, and it was a wide, happy grin. Made me feel slightly better. "Good." He then gave me a devilish smirk. He plops down next to me, and leans in close. "What do you want to do now?" His emerald eyes blazed with curiosity. His lips were slightly parted, and a smirk was still on his face.

I blush deeply. Why the hell do I always blush around him so much?! Its so... So... ANNOYING!! "Erm, we could..." I was starting to slightly draw a blank.

He kisses me softly, still smirking. Damn smirk. "Yes, Roxy?"

"W-what about..." My mind was seriously starting to fry up majorly. I don't think I liked that much.

Axel leans in closer to me, slightly pushing me down. "Go ahead. Tell me." He places his hand on my lower back... Under my shirt.

"We could... We could..." He leaned forward, kissing me again. While doing this, he pushed me a little bit more, making me lie on the bed. The hand under my shirt went up my spine, slowly pushing the shirt up with it. He moved from my lips to my neck. My eyes flutter closed. "Nnnn... Axel..." I breath

I felt him smirk against my skin. "Yes?" I open my mouth to speak, and he bites me playfully. His other hand kept running over my length playfully.

I groan in pleasure. "Axel..." I wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer. It also meant that he was more on me as well. He chuckles softly. "Don't stop... Please don't, Axel..." I whine.

He bites me playfully again, slightly pulling my shirt off. I groan with pleasure, slightly panting. He whispers in my hear, "I'm gonna make you scream my name." I shiver in pure joy, pulling at his shirt now. "So demanding, Roxas." He pulls away slightly, chuckling.

I whine in response. "No..." I think my no kind of dragged out longer as well.

Axel kisses me softly. "Okay, okay. Just this once, ill give into your unholy needs." He smirks down at me, trying not to laugh.

I blink slowly, somewhat glaring at him. "Unholy?" I mutter

He chuckles at my expression, then pulls my shirt completely off. I blink, and he pulls his off. Damn. Axel had a nice body! All those muscles! I just wanted to take him then and there. To rub against him, and feel him. But, I wanted to see something else. He pushes me completely down on the bed, and leaned in close. I might just get what I wanted. He was basically on me. *smirks* "Yes. Unholy. You're a dirty boy, Roxy." He kisses me, then pull his face away an inch.

I whine again. "Stop teasing me!"

"But you look so damn cute when your whining or pouting! How can I not resist teasing you?" He pinches my cheeks playfully, laughing.

I glare up at him, swatting his hands. "So?!" I cross my arms over my chest, somehow, and glare off to the side.

I heard a soft sigh escape him. "Roxas. Don't be like that."

"What happened to you making me scream your name?!" I challenge I refused to look at him.

I heard another sigh. "Fine." He turns my head forward, and kisses me. He forces his tongue into my mouth. His hand traces down my chest, unhooking my crossed arms, to my length. He unbuttons my pants, pulling them down. He pulls back only to unbutton his own pants and take them off. I stared at him in wonder, and greed. I wanted him. Then, he leans down to whisper in my ear. "How's this? Is this more to your liking?" He grabs my erected length through my boxers.

My face goes red and I start to pant again. "Nnnn... Axel..." I whisper, "more. Don't stop." I could hear my voice have a slight whine to it. I knew he liked that. I even felt him smirk against me again.

"Louder, Roxy, louder." he croons Axels grabs my boxers, ready to rip them off. I was panting harder. I could tell he wanted to take me then too, just like I wanted him to.

However, the door downstairs opened. "I'm home." It was a voice I didn't recognize. And it sure as hell didn't sound like a girl.

Axel, however, knew who it was. He froze, getting off me quickly. "Shit!" He chucked my clothes at me. "Hurry and get dressed!" He starts pulling his clothes on.

I sat up, confusion on my face. "Who is that?" I start pulling on my clothes. He was already done and I soon finished. I was really disappointed as well... Also pissed.

". . ."

"Axel?"

"What?"

"Who is that?"

He was silent at first. "Marluxia." The one word is filled with hate and loathing.

"Oh." I had no idea what to say to that. He really did seem like he hated his brother, a lot." Can I meet him?" I really wanted to, though I was pretty sure Axel would say no.

He did freeze, to what I thought was going to happen, but opens the door. "Sure." I was kind of shocked when he said that, but I nodded. We headed down the stairs. I could hear shuffling in the kitchen. We headed in.

*AXEL*

"Marluxia." There was zero tone to my voice. We had entered the kitchen to see Marluxia digging around the pantries. I was pretty sure he was just going to take some food, and then leave.

"Axel." His voice was as toneless as mine. He didn't turn around to face me, as usually. He rarely looked at me, and when he did, it was full of hate. Just like my eyes. "What do you want?" Toneless again.

"Do I always have to want something when we speak?" That's what he always assumed, anyways. Marluxia shrugs, while I sigh and role my eyes. "A friend of mine wants to meet you." I pull Roxas in front of me.

"Oh?" He turns around and stares at him. "Yo." Oh yea, not the bastard turns around. I role my eyes. We looked completely opposite from each other. I had red, spiky hair. His hair was pink that spikes down. His eyes were a blue shading, while mine were green. He was obsessed with flowers, and I was a total Pyro. I ways totally energetic, while he always usually stayed calm. I goofed off a bit, while he was the teachers perfect student. I just hated his guts, and he hated mine. It was a simple as that.

Roxas waves a little shyly. How cute he looks. "Hello." His voice even was slightly shy.

I role my eyes when he doesn't say anything further. "His name is Roxas." I could tell, also, that this was slightly awkward. Or at least, it soon would be.

"I see... Cant he speak for himself, Axel?" I glare at him, not responding. Then, it turned silent. Marluxia and I are staring at each other. I'm pretty sure Roxas can feel the silent tension because he starts to shift uncomfortably.

He then tugs on my sleeve. "Um, how are you Marluxia."

We both broke eye contact with each other, and look down at Roxas. "I'm fine, thank you. You?"

"I'm great, thanks."

Marluxia nods, then smirks at me. That asshole. "So, why is your friend here?" he shoots.

"I cant have friends over?" I shoot back.

"Never thought you would have any friends." He smirks and I grit my teeth angrily.

"Well, I do. Anyways, I thought you were staying at a friends house."

"What? I cant come home once in a while? Love you too, Axel." Electricity was flying between us. We hated each other, and the love thing just made it worse. We both narrowed our eyes at the other, glaring.

"Um... I have to get home soon." Roxas steps between us. He slightly pushed us apart from each other. Huh, that's odd. I don't remember walking up to Marluxia, or him walking up to me.

We both look down at him. "Okay. We can head out now." I glare at Marluxia one last time. "Ill be home later." I was back to toneless mode.

"Fine." So was he. We both turn away at the exact same time, and walk away. He went back to the pantry, rummaging for food again. He head towards the door, opening it.

"Come on, Roxas!"

He rushes after me. "Bye, Marluxia. It was nice to meet you!"

"Yea, back at ya! Watch your back around Axel." he warns.

I grit my teeth, and grab Roxas. I pull him outside, slamming the door shut behind me. How I hated that bastard Marluxia so much!

*ROXAS*

I hurry to catch up to Axel. "Axel?" He didn't respond. I tug on his sleeve, looking up at him worriedly. "Axel?"

He sighs very softly. He didn't, however, look at me. "Yea?"

I open my mouth, then look closer at his face. He seems upset. Really upset. I decide not to ask what I was thinking. "Never mind."

"Okay..." It kind of shocks me that he didn't try to push it out of me. "What time is it?"

"Um..." I pull my cell phone out for the second time today. "Its 5:00." Where had the time gone? I wonder

"Okay. So we could hang out for one more hour, or I could take you home." Axel shrugs, then sighs. It seems like he had no life in him at the moment. "Your choice."

I took his hand, squeezing it lightly. I smile up at him, trying to make him happy. "I want to hang out with you more!" I didn't mean for it to come out as a whine, but it did. I inwardly kicked myself.

There was a small smile on his face. That kind of made me happy again. "Good." He looks over at me, smirking. What the hell? Are you serious!? He pulls his hand free, then wraps his arm over my shoulders. "Where to, Roxy?" I smile, leaning into his side. His old self was back. I didn't care where. As long as I was with him, I could careless. "What? Not gonna give me any ideas?"

"Nope!" I lean up, kissing him on the cheek. *smile*

He chuckles lightly. "You hungry?"

I open my mouth, only for my stomach to start growling. He smirks down at me, and I blush crimson red. "Yes..."

"I could tell! Damn, Roxas, it was so loud!" He walks us along, away from his house... And Marluxia.

"Axel?"

"Hmm?"

I gulp down my nervousness. "Before I ask, will you promise to answer the question no matter what, truthful, and not get mad at me?"

He was silent. I think he could tell where I was going with this. It kind of shocked me what his answer was. "Yes, promise."

I take a deep breath, then let it out. While doing so, I release some of me fear and nervousness as well. "Okay. What do you hand Marluxia have against each other?" I look over at him.

He stiffens up slightly, and releases his own breath slowly. "I have an idea." He didn't look at me.

I frown. "But Axel!" I whine, "you promised!"

He shook his head. "And I'm keeping my promise. However, my idea is to tell you when we're eating." He looks down at me, his eyes slightly pleading. "Okay?"

". . ." I don't respond, fuming. I look away, crossing my arms over my chest.

He sighs patiently beside me. "Roxas, its fair. Besides, it give me time to think." He hugs me closely, and kisses my forehead. "Please? Its only fair, sense you're forcing me to tell you a deep, raw secret." His voice sounded like he was in pain.

I thought it over, then nodded. "Okay. But do you promise, Axel?" I didn't want him to have a way to worm out of it later on.

He kisses me, smiling. "Yes, that's all I ask." We start to walk away again. When did we stop walking? Before I knew it, we were in front of the Elephant Bar.

My eyes widen in shock. "Can you even afford this, Axel?" I whisper.

He laughs at my facial expression. "Of course I can!" I stare at him skeptically, but he just laughs harder. "No worries, Roxy. And don't get some lame ass cheap meal just cause you don't think I can afford it!" He pulls me inside, before I can say anything. I couldn't even stop us from going in. I felt weak compared to Axel for a few seconds. He gets a booth, far away from any other people. I guess he didn't want others to hear, just incase we knew someone here.

"Okay Axel, spill!" I demand.

He shakes his head in the no direction. What the hell?! No?! "No." I open my mouth to protest, but he speaks on. "Order something to eat. Then we can." He flashes a smirk at me. "Promise."

I role my eyes. "Fine. If you order something as well." He sighs, then orders our meals. I didn't get a choice of what I wanted. I hope its something good. We sat there silently, waiting for the food to come. I drum my fingers against the table impatiently. Axel smirks, crossing his arms over his chest. He slouches down, watching me with the stupid, damn smirk of his. I finally loose my nerve and patients. I hit my head against the table. "Ugh! This is so annoying! What's taking them so long?!" I growl.

Axel laughs darkly. "What's wrong, Roxas? Getting a little impatient?" he mocks.

I glare at him darkly. "Shut up, Axel!"

"Oh. Moody too!"

"Axel... !!!!"

He laughs, then gets up. He moves, sitting next to me. He rests his chin on his hands, smirking at me. "Tell me, Roxas, how do you feel?"

I growl, rolling my eyes. "You're an asshole, Axel."

"Aww come on, Roxas!" Axel pulls me into a hug, snuggling me. "Don't be so mean." I love how Axel felt so warm, but then I remember I'm mad at him.

I shove him away, angrily again. "Just get back to your... AHHH!" I freeze when Axel rests his hand on my inner thigh, real close to my length. He rubs my inner though, leaning close to me.

"You still want me to leave? To move away?" Axel had a hurt look on his face.

I try to get away, not wanting him to fry my mind. The problem was, there was a wall behind me, and Axel was blocking the only way out. "S-stop." I whisper My face was flushing up.

"Aww, and before you wanted me not to stop. Stop teasing me, Roxas." He bites my lower lip playfully.

"Nnnn..." My face flushes deeper, and I try to get away. The wall presses against my back, instead. Fucking wall! Why?! "Axel..." I breath.

He kisses me gently. "Yes?" This was just like the time when we were on his bed, but somehow different. He smirks at me when I start to pant.

"Ch-cheater. Stop."

He moves from my lips to my neck. "I'm not cheating." His breath against my skin made me shutter in pure pleasure. Damn him and his ways!

"Uhh... Nnnn... A-axel." My mind was almost spent. He literally was trying to fry my mind again! Then, I remember the promise. I shove him off of me, glaring. "No." I growl softly.

Right then, the waitress shows up. "Okay! Here's what you two ordered." She gave us a warm smile. "Let me know if you need anything!" She didn't comment on how close we were, even when I did shove him. Instead, she spun around and left.

I point to the other side, still glaring at Axel. "Go! You promised, Axel!"

Axel sighs, moving back over to the other side. "Fine. What was your question again?" He starts to eat, watching me with very faint pain in his eyes.

I start to eat as well. "What do you and Marluxia have against each other?" I knew he hadn't forgotten the question, just stalling for more time. I watch him nod, eating slowly. I grew even more irritated with him then what I already was. "Now, Axel! Tell me!" I demand angrily.

He stares up at me in slight disbelief. "I-- I know! Its j-"

"Dammit Axel!" my vision started to blur up, "you promised!"

"Don't cry, Roxas."

Huh. So that's why my vision blurred. I start to wipe the tears gone, still glaring at Axel. I took a shaky, calming breath. "Okay, speak." I demand.

Axel took a deep breath of his own. "Okay, okay. Just calm down, and eat." I nod, taking more calming breaths. I continue to eat, nodding at him again. "Good." He pushes his already finished plate away. That was fast. "Well, you know we have a mom, right?"

I nod. "Yea." I couldn't tell where this conversation was going.

"Well, Dads out of the picture. He remarried." Axel stops, shaking his head out. I couldn't tell why. "More like, Marluxia's dad remarried." He stares at me silently, waiting for me to take what he meant.

Confusion was the first thing that struck me, but then my mind just clicks. "You have different dads?"

Axel nods. "Yea, but Marluxia is still the oldest. You see, our mom was married to Marluxia's dad. However, behind . . ." He stops, trying to breath calmly. I felt horrible for yelling at him before. I think he could tell, cause he smiles at me sweetly. "No worries, Roxas. Anyways, behind the scenes, our mom was seeing someone."

"She was?"

Axel nods again. We stare at each other, and I wait for him to go on. "Like I said, we have different dads. But she wasn't very into him. Then, she met my dad in a bookstore. This was before she started drinking or anything." He had a sad smile on his face. "I wish I knew what that was like before."

"She must have really loved him." I note aloud.

Axel nods. His sad smile turns into a happy one. I was happy to see that. "They both did. They saw each other every day, so she skipped out on Jason and Marluxia. Soon, she was pregnant with me. It was hard to tell at first, but Mom hadn't been sleeping with Jason after Marluxia was born. She told me how pissed Jason was when she was a month from giving birth to me. She wouldn't let Jason anywhere near her, but she somewhat let Marluxia near. And, I was born. Jason resented me and my father when he came to see Mom and me." Darkness crosses his face in a flash, covering up the happiness.

I blink confused, and took his hand. "Axel? Its okay if you want to stop."

He shakes his head, laughing darkly. I didn't quite like the sound of it. "Nah, its okay. Anyways, Mom and I really loved Dad. When I was 6, he was all of a sudden gone. A few days later, they found his body torn to pieces in a factory basement. The blood was basically dried and flaky, so he had been down there for a while." He slams his fist on the table kind of hard. I flinch from the impact, but didn't interrupt him. "And it was one of Jason's factories!" I nod slowly. "Since then, Mom hasn't been the same. Jason left Mom a month after, remarrying a total bitch." I got up, walking over to his die. I could now tell why he kept stalling. It was obvious that this guy, Jason, killed Axel's father and hurt his mom. I hug him. *heh* "Its okay, Roxy. What's done is done. And my moms getting help now."

I didn't believe him, but I agree. "If you say so, Axel."

"I do. Now, its time to get you home." He kisses my forehead, taking my hand. "So stop worrying." I stare up at him skeptically, but didn't say anything. I didn't want to hurt Axel further then what I already had. I just kept my mouth shut, letting him lead me home.

Again, i redid this chapter as well. Just small little changes here and there, so again they are hard to notice. Hope you guys enjoy this chapter and remember this story will be on hold for a VEEEERY long time. =/ sorry, but plz R&R!

~ Mako