Chapter 8: Second Base!

Edward moved to my closet, and took out my bath robe. He handed it to me wordlessly. I raised my eyebrow at him. I knew he wanted me to cover myself, but his reason surprised me. I assumed he didn't want to see me half naked.

"This might take a while Bella. I don't want you to get cold..." he explained.

"Oh." was my brilliant reply.

Edward moved to the rocking chair but he didn't sit down. I frowned. Now he didn't even want to be close to me. I was wrong again. Edward sensed my frustration, and answered my unvoiced question.

"Bella...it's not what you think. I just..." he trailed off, his hands balling into fists. Edward was frustrated now. He didn't know how to say what he wanted. He slammed his fist into his thigh. I heard a sharp crack as his own hand made contact with his granite skin. I'd never seen Edward so...reckless around me before. I'd never seen him act this way before. It was a little frightening actually.

He struggled to find the words. "Bella..." he said but he couldn't continue. His voice broke on my name. This was so hard for him. I immediately felt guilty for what I had done. I looked at his face. Edward was tortured now. I could see it in his expression, could read it in his eyes. I was so selfish.

Edward looked at my open bath robe, and his eyes lost their golden edge. I saw the once bright golden hue become edged with black. I pulled the robe closed then, my eyes widening at the look on Edward's face. This was a side I had never seen before. Was this the monster he shielded so well from me? Was this the part of him he never wanted me to see? I was beginning to see why he was always so reserved and careful around me. I was a fool to initiate this, I thought to myself in a panic.

He looked at my face. He cocked his head to the side, confused as to the expression he found on my face. Could he see my fear now? He did. It snapped him back to reality, mostly. The black ring around his amber eyes disappeared almost instantly. He looked at me fiercely though. There was love in his eyes. But something else. A hunger. Yes, Edward's eyes were devouring every inch of my body that he could see. It made me uneasy. I'd always wanted Edward to be less of a gentleman, but now I wasn't so sure. What had I done?

Edward moved towards me again. I couldn't move. What was he doing?. Was he struggling to remain in control? His lips pressed against me like they had yesterday. He crushed my lips with his own. I felt his tongue on me once more...working furiously over my lips. Within seconds, his tongue was in my mouth dancing with mine once more. I couldn't think. Couldn't breathe. No matter how unsure I had been a second before, I lost myself in his kiss. I kissed him back...our mouths as one now. I finally remembered to breathe, allowing the kiss to last longer than the one we'd shared yesterday. It was ecstacy. My orgasm this morning was nothing compared to the way Edward's tongue felt in my mouth, and the frantic way it searched out every inch inside me. After what seemed like forever, he pulled away from me. His hand moved to my waist, and he looked deep into my eyes. His gaze then moved to the belt keeping my bath robe closed. I looked down, and back to his eyes. Edward's eyes shone fiercely now. He seemed resolute in his course of action. There was no wildness in his eyes anymore. It was like he had won whatever battle he was struggling with.

"Is this what you want Bella?" he asked in a growl.

I couldn't speak. I nodded my head slowly. Words utterly failed me. In a flash, Edward pulled the belt loose, and my robe opened revealing my skin and pink underwear to him once more. My breath came in gasps now. My face flushed again.

He picked me up by the waist, and laid me on the bed in an instant. I was disoriented at the speed at which he placed me on the bed. I watched incredulously as he crawled on top of me. His kisses started on my forehead, and made their way around my face. I could feel his hands in my hair, as his tongue moved lazily across my cheek and to my lips. His furious kisses stretched across my face, and then down my neck. I felt his strong hands, push my robe off of my shoulders. I helped him, twisting my shoulder a bit, so my arms fell out of the cotton fabric. The feeling was unreal.

"I love you Bella. I need you Bella. You are my world. You are my everything. I will give you everything you want. I cannot resist you. I will not deny you. My needs are secondary to yours. Let me show you how much I love you..." Edward whispered fiercely into my ear. My heart fluttered now. Was this a dream? Was this really happening? As if to answer me, I felt Edwards cold hands slip behind my back, and remove the clasp on my bra. He removed it gently, and my breasts were exposed to him. He eyed them hungrily, and then he hovered over my peaks. I expected him to caress them or lick them, but he did neither. He smiled at me, and he blew his icy cool breath over my nipple. I struggled for breath, and my whole body shivered. My mouth opened silently. I tried to moan, but no sound escaped. My heart raced at the experience. He did the same to my other nipple, and my body convulsed over his simple act. My legs were moving back and forth now, squirming under even his most minute attentions to my aching body.

I watched fascinated as his mouth made his way slowly to my breast. My eyes widened as I saw his mouth open. I could feel his closeness to my nipple now. So cold, but it was making me so warm with desire. Another inch. Oh God...please. I was rewarded a second later. I felt Edward envelope my hard nipple with his mouth. His tongue swirled over it, making me dizzy. The feeling was exquisite. His other hand was working on my other breast. I could feel the chilling embrace of his fingers wrap around my nipple, as he playfully rolled it between his fingers. The feeling was not unlike having an ice cube against your skin. My whole body seemed to spasm, and squirm involuntarily each time he touched me.

Edward alternated between my breasts. His icy hands manipulated each in turn, and then began anew. I thought I was going to pass out as I felt his slick icy tongue trail over my breasts from one to the other. Oh God...I can't take much more of this. I thought I would surely die when his fingers caressed his way down my stomach to the waistband of my panties. But he returned to my breasts once more. He then mimiced the same action with his tongue. I struggled again to find my breath, and I could hear my pulse thundering in my head. I could tell I was wet between my legs. Edward must have known too, with his acute senses. But he never went lower than my stomach. I reached up to him, my arms circling his cool neck. I lifted myself off the bed slightly, closing the gap between our bodies.. I could feel his icy cold body close to my skin now as we kissed deeply. I could feel Edward's erection against me now. Oh God... It didn't matter that his pants, and my panties were between our most intimate parts. My eyes opened wide at the realization that Edward was hard for me. I couldn't take it anymore. The proximity of Edward's engorged member, and my slick center sent me into overload. My body spasmed again, and I came. I let go of his body, falling back onto the bed as complete bliss overtook me. My whole body seemed to explode with wave after wave of pleasure. I couldn't breathe, couldn't think. I gave into the pleasure, and let it carry me away.

I came down from my orgasm with tears in my eyes. I couldn't control my emotions now. Edward was looking at me with a concerned look on his face wondering if he had inadvertantly hurt me. I pulled him close to me, as I sobbed into his chest. "I love you Edward. I love you so much... I never knew... I've never felt more loved than I do right now" I managed to squeak out. I planted wave after wave of kisses across his face as the tears continued to fall...

A/N: Okay...so it wasn't a talk, and I didn't wait until tomorrow to write it. I guess that makes me a liar. * wink *