Im so sorry about the delay

sorry i lost inspiration and i thought i should wait until inspiration struck me to continue writing so i guess you can thank my ex-boyfriend who broke my heart and if your an adult reading this then shut up because kids do to know what love is and do feel it when were still young so if you say your son or daughter is stupid because he or she told his or her boyfriend or girlfriend they love them then shut up because your the retard and a disgrace to society and i hope you stop reading my story and get very offended because its not my job to watch out for your feelings and seriously if you tell your kid they cant date or not to date a certain person there gonna do it anyway and its going to make them hate you so much trust me i see it happen everyday.

Disclamier: Twilight is not mine but part of this story is

The joy of having parents ( take them plz)

Nessies point of view

Later that night when Jacob left the condoms down stairs my mom brought them up into his room where me and him were sitting on his bed talking, me in my tinkerbell sweat pants and long shirt and him shirtless and in his wolf pajama bottems.

She brought them in saying i hope you guys wait awhile but if it happens be safe i screamed at her and she simply said "im your mother get used to in im going to be there and watch out for you, its my hob to protect you as is it your fathers."

''Well mom I dont plan on having sex right now ok!''

''Thats fine there just there oif you need them, Jacob i hope i can trust you, i know how your a virgian and all but still your first time still needs protection with me daughter.''

I looked over at him '' your a virgin?''

'' Well yeah i was in love with your mom and stuff but when you were born i saw you and imprinted on you, me nad your mom never had sex and i couldint ever have sex with someone other than you after i saw you.''

''Wow so when it happens it will be a first time for both of us''

''Yeah pretty much Nessie.''

I looked over at my mom and said ''m there up here its not happining to night can you please leave.''

''OK goodnight sweetie ill see you tomorrow morning.''

'' night mom''

I turned back to Jacob '' ok so where were we, oh yeah whats your favirote color?''

''blue but sometimes red then sometimes black it changes a lot''

We quistioned each other a lot back and forth until my dad came in and said that it was my bed time and had to go in my room because him and my mom were going hunting for the 2 time that week , he seemed really irritable because of Jacob and mom didint want to take a chance oon anything.

Ok dad goodnight i said and kissed Jacob goodnight and ran to my room with my father behind me.

Half an hour later

I couldint sleep without Jacob i couldint stop thinking about him i just wanted to be with him, i stayed in my room staring at my wall for what felt like forever but when i looked at my clock it was only 37 minutes later.

''AHHHHHH '' i said '' i want my Jacob.''

I silently snuck out of my bed and tiptoed across my room to my door and opened it i hurry up and ran towards Jacobs room just acrossed the hallway and as my luck would have it right in front of Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper on there way to there room to do god only knows what.

'' Shouldint you be in bed Rennesme'' said my uncle

''ahh hunny let her sleep in Jacobs room''

''OK but if Edward finds out you'll know he'll kill us right?''

''Yes darling but im sure rennesme knows to leave the room early in the morning to go back to her own room plus ill see if he finds out.''

''Very well dear''

I snuck into Jacobs room to find him sleeping in his boxers i jumped on the bed to cuddle up next to him startiling him awake.

He looked at me with shock them with joy '' Nessie'' he whispered

''SHHH''

''What are you doing in here what about your da-''

''His gone right now and wont be back till early morning and he wont check on me knowing he'd wake me.''

'' Ok but why are you in here, im not complaining just curious.''

''Because i coulidint sleep i missed you.''

'' i just saw you, i missed you to but we did just go to bed 43 minutes ago.''

'' you can sleep in here baby come on.''

He opened his arms for me to crawl in and i quickly did loving the feel of his warm skin against my semi cold one.''

We talked for a little bit but then gently fell asleep he was so warm and comforting i took the blaket off of me cause it was way to hot then i made sure he was still covered.

It was nice feeling his chest against my back his perfect chest, so muscular and warm.

I woke long before Jacob and snuck into my room and shivered what was left of the time before i normaly get up.

My dad didint come home until later that morning around 10:00 when i asked what took so long my mother shied her face away and turned toward my father whop was also looking like he held a secret.

Right then i knew what happened and ran away screaming '' SICK YOUR MY PARENTS AND YOU STILL CANT HIDE THAT STUFF MY GOD.''

I ended up going back into Jacobs room and cuddling up to his warm body.

'' Jacob'' i heard somebody scream as it jolted him awake

'' You have company''

We went down stairs with him carrying me and me giggling and him sayin he was a wofl knight in black armor i figured a refrense to his wife beater and black jeans he choose to wear that day.

When we got to the bottom he set me down and looked at who ever was his company.

''Oh my god'' I heard him say silently, i turned my eyes to see what he was looking at and saw an indian girl aparintly from the reservation with long black hair and a beatiful body.

I felt a pang of hatred for this girl instantly felling she liked my Jacob MY Jacob MINE.

'' Nayana?''

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ooh jaw dropper lol plz review i want 25 before i write again