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Chapter 14: The Proposal and Love
BELLAS POV
He slowly lifted me off his lap and placed me on the side of the bed. And then he stood up and looked at me.
"Bella." he started to lower himself to the floor. And lean on one knee. Oh my god. No, he wouldn't, he couldn't.
"Bella Marie Swan. I love you, today, forever, for eternity. Marry me?" I was shocked. I didn't know what to do. I wasn't ready. Was I? no, how could he ask me that. We aren't even out of school. I mean, did he honestly want this? What would Charlie say? Or Renee?
"Bella?" He asked softly.
"I, Uh, You. Are you serious?" I blurted out and tried to suppress a laugh.
"Great I just propose and you laugh. Yes I'm serious!" He smiled up at me.
"Edward. I, we aren't old enough. I mean were still in school."
"Bella if you have it your way. Were always going to be in school." he was right, we'd graduate, over and over again. Repeat it all for eternity.
"You don't have to answer yet, its ok. I understand." I looked down into his eyes, I could see the hurt in them. Tears still slowly falling down his face. How could I say no to him. No to that face. Tear strung face, he was crying. I wanted him forever. I wanted to marry him, I just always thought it would be later down the road. After school But then again. We would never be out of school. Out of forks school yes. But still, vampires don't age. All that mattered was that, I loved him.
"Edward, yes." his eyes got wider.
"Are you sure. Seriously?" he jumped up and laughed lightly
"Great I just accept, and you laugh at me. Yes seriously!" I smiled at him. He grabbed me around my waist and picked me up. He swung me around in the air. All the while his cool hard gently lips were on mine. Moving passionately.
"Bella, I love you." he whispered in my ear, as he placed me gently on the bed.
He laid next to me. Half over my body, and half on the bed. Careful not to put any pressure what so ever on me. He began to kiss my cheek, my neck and back to my lips. His cool lips moved slowly all around. I let my hands roam over his bare, fantastic, muscled chest. By the slightest of my touch he let low growls escape his mouth. I looked into his eyes and what I saw reflected my own desires. They were pitch black and it seemed as if his irises were getting bigger and bigger. He was kissing my throat, nibbling gently. His arm tightened on my back and he groaned and bit me harder. Careful not to break the skin.
It was all I could do to not shiver with excitement. But I knew if I moved even an inch. It could make him pull away abruptly and we would never continue.
He slowly lifted the end of my shirt up.. As he traced patterns on my stomach. Every so often my body would tighten and I'd let out a low moan. He changed course after a few seconds. And slid his hands slowly up my sides, and around my back to my shoulder blades. I was suddenly hoisted into a sitting position as he wrapped his one hand around both my wrist and lifted my arms up over my head. With his other hand he quickly pulled my shirt up over my head. He threw it behind him. His lips trailed down my neck, to my collar bone. As he slowly laid me gently back down. He nibbled a little more, and continued tracing his lips down. His lips paused between my chest. He slowly nipped the fabric at the bottom of my bra line. He began to slide his hands up and down my sides, moving a little closer each time to my breast. He slowly started his way down to my stomach. He kissed the outside of my belly button as his hands gently grasped my breast.
I let out a moan. I couldn't take anymore. I grabbed him by the top of his shoulders and pushed him up. I sat up a little bit, fiddling trying to unbutton the top button of his shirt. It was impossible I couldn't concentrate. He pushed my hands away, and began to unbutton the top button. He was taking to long I flung his hands out of the way. I gripped the collar of his shirt and ripped open his button down shirt. Buttons flew around the room in all directions. He gasped at my sudden quick movement, and then smiled.
EDWARDS POV
I gasped at her sudden movement but then smiled when I saw her begin to eye my chest and abs. Her hands trailed from my shoulder, tracing my muscles. They flowed down to my V-line, and she moaned. She quickly popped my jean button and unzipped them. Following her hands as they went into my jeans and boxers
I moaned and in protest as she pulled her hands free and traced around my sides and up my back. She let out a low giggle at my protest and made her way down my shoulders. She traced the out lines of my chest and circled my belly button before making her way further down. I moaned again.
Before either one of us could realize. Both our pants were thrown to the floor. We were both in our underwear. I was now only in my green striped boxers. I should have worn my silk ones, but I had no idea this was going to happen. Bella on the other hand, had a yellow semi see through lace bra on, with matching semi see through thong.
She was amazingly beautiful.
BELLAS POV
We were both now barley clothed. He was wearing sexy green boxers. He looked more like a Greek god now than he ever had before. I was eyeing him as he traced his fingers around my sides, my stomach, he slowly began to trace the outline of my bra. Slowly he lowered his face and kissed my neck. His hands moved around to my back as he grabbed the bra and un snapped it. It to was thrown to the floor. He slid his fingers down around my breast. He continued down my sides. To my panty line. I lifted my hips off the bed a little, he looped his fingers inside my panty line and slowly slid them down. Kissing my stomach. The further he pulled my panties down the lower his lips got on my stomach, until they were on my hips. He made his way back up and around my neck to my lips. He pulled away slowly and looked down at me.
"My god, Bella," He was studying my body carefully scanning over every detail.
I mentally cringed. What if I wasn't good enough for him? My body was far from perfect. He wasn't impressed…My sudden burst of confidence disappeared. I cringed and made an effort to cover my body.
"Stop." His voice scared me. It was unbelievably harsh. I flinched again. I kept messing up.
"I'm sorry." I said as I glanced down.
"Bella," He locked my hands in his, refraining me from moving. Then he kept studying my body. That's when I noticed for the first time what his expression looked like.
His eyes were glowing, staring at every part of me. Memorizing it, taking it all in. They were drinking me in like some forbidden fruit. His mouth was slightly open. I could feel his breath on my warm skin. He was breathing deep. I shivered with pleasure.
"God Bella," Edward began running his fingers on my body, "You're so beautiful…Never hide from me again."
I would have answered, but I couldn't find my voice right now. It was lost with the rest of my body. All I could see, All I could think, All I could feel was Edward's cold fingers trace down my thigh. My core began to throb uncontrollably. I began to breathe faster. I was giving Edward my all. All I could do was pray he'd like it…
Slowly my confidence returned and I dragged my fingers slowly down his back. He let out a low moan. He lifted his head slightly leaving his neck free, I kissed it, and decided I'd do the same thing he had done. I bit his neck softly, and then began to suck slowly, gently on his neck. He let out a low sound, I couldn't recognize, I decided to try again only I sucked a little harder. Again the unfamiliar noise came, it wasn't a moan. It was, I
laughed at my sudden realization.
"Edward, you purred" I whispered into his ear.
"I purred" he said as he relaxed and pulled his face up to look into my eyes.
"Yes, you purred" I realized I liked the sound of him purring, I liked any sound he made. I knew I was doing things right.
"Well then, I've never done that before"
"Well, let's see if you can do it again. I liked it, it sounded really sexy".
"You found my purring sexy?"
"Yes I find everything you do sexy"
He just smiled my favorite smile and brought his face back down and placed his lips gently on mine. I felt his cool tongue rub against my bottom lip. I parted them slowly, his cool breath entered my mouth. I moaned again out of pleasure, as he slid his fingers down across my breast. Slowly our tongues were entwined. Moving simultaneously with one another. His icy tongue explored my mouth while my hands knotted themselves in his hair, pulling him closer to me. I slid my arms down around his waist and pulled off his boxers. We had both rolled to our sides. Tracing our hands, our fingers over one another's bodies.
EDWARDS POV
I slowly pushed my self up on my one arm. Still on my side. She brought herself up so she could kiss my lips and then I rolled us over so I could hover over her. Suddenly a fear leapt into my brain. What if I hurt her? I crushed her? What if I killed her. My face must have given away my thoughts. Bella growled at me.
"Don't even think about going back, Edward Cullen."
"Bella, if I hurt you at all please tell me." I kissed her lips gently again.
"It's going to hurt. First time for both of us, I'm expecting the pain, I welcome it! Please don't back out now. I might just kill myself. So you don't have to worry about doing it! I can't wait anymore."
I smiled at her confidence in me. "Neither can I, my love. Neither can I."
With those last words, I plunged myself inside her. I could feel her gasp and grab my upper arms and dug her nails in. she released a little and I glided forward again, her nails dug in again, tighter. I wanted this more than anything. I struggled to keep control of myself. I was in all the way, I looked at her for any kind of hesitation. I saw none.
I plunged inside of her again.
BELLAS POV
I knew it would be painful. That much was expected. What I didn't expect was the overall bliss that followed. It was amazing. I felt like I could do anything. I felt like I was flying. Edward was on top of me. He was inside of me. I could feel the buildup gathering. Even after all of that I still needed more. I needed more of him
"Bella…" Edward said in a husky low voice, as I traced down his back, all the way to the bottom of his butt. I dragged my finger nails back up to his shoulder blades.
He paused for a second and pulled out as he began to kiss along my jaw line from ear to ear, then worked his way down my neck, shoulders, arms, all the way to my wrists and back up. He would lightly brush his lips against mine, but then keep kissing my body. It was driving me absolutely mad. My breathing started to get heavy. I tangled my hands in his hair as he sucked on my neck lightly. He then traced his lips light across my neck, down to my chest, he breathed lightly on my breast and it sent shivers down my spine. I tightened one hand in his hair, and had the other on his cheek. He slowly and gently kissed his way back up to my neck and my lips.
Eventually his kisses got more passionate, and my self control diminished. I pulled him to me as wrapped a leg around him, pushing him further on to me. I felt his resolve give slightly, as he pushed himself into me once again.. I felt an increasing pressure on my hips. He started kissing my neck a little more aggressively this time, and before I could say anything I felt a sharper pain go through my hips as he pushed himself on me. I knew he did not realize he was pushing so hard, and I knew this is what he was so worried about. I had promised I would tell him if he hurt me, but that the same time, I was afraid he would stop and not let us keep trying at all after this.
I dragged my fingers down his arms. His body tensed, he slowly came to a stop again. I didn't have to tell him. I was thankful for his sudden stop.
He began kissing my neck my shoulders, my chest. Kissing around by breast. As his lips slowly traced over my nipples I let out a low moan.
I started to kiss him more furiously, and I laced my fingers through his hair again. He moved his face towards me, and began kissing me as furiously as I had been doing.
I felt my back arch as I pressed my body into him and I wrapped my leg around him again, pushing him into me. His lips met mine and I slowly parted my lips. Allowing him entrance.
My lips closed slightly on his tongue. I dug my nails further into his arms. I thought he would stop, but he pushed his tongue further into my mouth, and I felt his hips start to move again slowly, gently. it began too feel amazing.
I could see the bliss in his eyes as he started to move himself a little faster. He began to suck on my neck and continually kissed me all over my neck, shoulders, and chest. He felt absolutely amazing inside of me, and it took every ounce of my willpower to keep myself from testing his further. We continued to stare into each other's eyes, seeing nothing but pure love and passion. I loved him more than anything in this world. I just hoped I was enough for him, for forever.
I heard his breathing get heavier and heavier, and felt a continually building sensation in my groin. Eventually, I couldn't keep my eyes open and longer, as the pleasure was taking over me. I moaned loudly. As soon as my eyes closed, I felt Edward lay his head next to mine. He continued to thrust, and we started to breathe the same ragged breaths, at the same time. I could hear him grunting and moaning every now and then, and forced my eyes open so I could stare into his gorgeous ones. He wrapped his arms around my, supporting my head on his hands, while supporting himself on his elbows. He pulled me close, and my entire body began contracting, my pulse was racing faster than a hummingbird, my toes involuntarily curled, and I dug my hands into his back. I was sure he would be bleeding if he were human. My nails hurt from all the scratching and digging I had been doing.
A loud moan escaped me as I pulled Edward more into me. I felt a stronger pressure from his body on my hips, but it was what I wanted. My back arched, I heard an even louder groan from him. He gave one final, strong thrust and as one, we peaked.
I couldn't concentrate, I couldn't even see straight. I was in pure bliss. I felt Edward panting, as we rode this out together. Eventually I felt our bodies relax. I was dizzy.
Edward slowly laid his body gently on mine. Feeling the bare skin of his chest and abs on mine, I let out a little moan. Edward rolled over off of me and landed beside me on the bed as I laid my head on his chest, tucked under his chin. He kept tracing his fingers up and down my back, my side, down to my legs.
I sighed.
"So, how, how was it?" he asked hesitantly.
My eyes narrowed slightly, like he couldn't tell from my reaction, but I couldn't keep the smile off my face.
"Edward, you are perfect at everything. Why would this be any different?"
"You were just as amazing, my love." He told me, kissing me again.
I intertwined my legs with his and traced my finger along his arm,
"I told you, you wouldn't hurt me," I said playfully.
He looked at me skeptically, but smiled and kissed my forehead." Yes, well, I had to continually keep focus on not hurting you. Especially when I would bit your neck, I had to concentrate on not breaking the skin. I'll admit that as amazing as it was, it certainly took away from some of it for me, and for you too. I will never forget this night though, and it will always be special and amazing in it's own way."
This was definitely worth the wait, and I knew it was even more special since it was on our wedding night.
"Well, once you change me, we wont have to worry about that anymore. Somehow, I think it will be a million times more amazing then. And that would have been a hell of a way to be changed." I stated as I smiled up at me, he frowned. "Besides, until then, we will get better at this. Your were amazing, this was more, better than I expected" I trailed off. Letting both our minds wonder.
I guess it worked, because he stopped breathing and got an enormous grin on his face as "More than you expected?"
"Well, yes, honestly, I never thought you would allow this." I said sheepishly.
"Neither did I, but it got to a point, that I couldn't contain myself anymore. I couldn't control my urges. I needed you, I needed to feel you. I still do." he said as he grinned down at me. Looks like we both wanted more. But I knew he would insist on me sleeping.
"Lets just lay like this."
"Like this, what, all night?"
"Yes, all night. And when I fall asleep I don't want to feel you move! I want to wake up to this sight." I said as I leaned up and looked him up and down and smiled.
"Ok Bella, as you wish. But may I move to get you under the blankets at least?" he asked as he pouted. Poking his bottom lip out further.
"Yes, I suppose, if you must."
We were under the blankets in a matter of seconds. I was still leaning on his chest. In his arms. He continued to draw patterns on my bare skin, all over. I breathed in deep taking in his scent. He smelled magnificent. I tried to fight off sleep for as long as I could. Taking in as much of this moment as I could. Not wanting to sleep. But I soon lost the battle. The last thing I remember before my eyes closed for the last time that night. Were the words 'I love you, soon to be, Mrs. Bella Marie Cullen' whispered in my ear.
A/N: please PLEASE tell me what ya think!! I didn't want to make this scene super kinky I wanted it to be romantic. I mean it's the first time for them… not to mention the first time for either of them period lol….. So we'll hold off on the full on sex scenes lol.. I do have a question for all you readers.. Do you think if/when they do make love again. That should go into more detail and just more period lol..
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