A/N Hope you like this chapter and the lemons. To address something now I didn't go into detail as much as before or as much as I could have but I felt this time so much detail didn't work. Hope there aren't any spelling or grammar errors but I had to work quickly because my computer is broken and the batter doesn't charge right. Please review with your thoughts and or feelings about this chappy. I still need a Beta.
Things I do: laundry, but not as much as I should cause I hate putting the clothes away, sing along to the radio or any music if I know the words, and I have to eat everything in certain groups, like always 4 m&ms at a time etc. Things I do not do: Get any money for this or twilight because I am not the owner that would be Stephanie Meyer, lucky girl!
Choose wisely ch 9
"Bella?" he said through kisses.
"Hmm?" I managed to reply.
Edward pulled away, so I could see how serious what he was about to say was. His face looked relaxed and happy and excited. He took the sides of my face in his hands, leaned in to be as close as possible while still allowing me to look into his eyes and he spoke.
"I want to make love to you"
BPOV
I pulled back completely and even stammer a bit. "What?" I said?
Edward chuckled. "I want to make love to you."
"But I thought you didn't do that… neither of us have done that."I was wrapping my mind around it. I was trying to find a reason to say no, I was unsuccessful.
"I was waiting until it was right, and what could be more right than making love to the girl who my heart has defined love with?" he answered perfectly.
I didn't say anything. I just stood there in his arms, still searching for the reason to say no.
"Oh, it's too fast, I am sorry. We will take it slow, no worries." He thought I was scared, he couldn't be more wrong.
"Yes" I said while leaning in to kiss him.
"Yes?" he asked.
"Yes, I want to make love with you too" I was already opening the front door to my house.
I led him upstairs, taking one of his hands and using my other to place one finger in front of my lips, indicating he should be quite. "Oh right, police chief's daughter, maybe I should reconsider this." He whispered between a smirk.
Once we got to my room I told him I needed a minute to erase the evidence of my bad night before having the best one of my life.
I went into the bathroom, splashed my face with water and dried it. I quickly brushed my teeth, applied a little deodorant and went back to Edward.
He was looking around my room, taking in all its glory. I was glad I had straightened it up recently. I quickly glanced around and there were no dirty clothes or embarrassing messes. I was happy that I wouldn't have to worry about that.
Edward walked up to me and started kissing me again. His lips were so perfect, so smooth and he knew just how to use them. I allowed myself to be consumed by him. I had never fully let down my guard before with Jacob, never allowed him to consume me like I was letting Edward. Things were progressing very slowly which is just as I wanted it. It was my first time and my first time doing anything with Edward. I wanted to bask in it, to memorize every movement and touch.
We spent a long time kissing, just learning one another's mouths. He would occasionally lick along the line of my lips and I would gently moan into his mouth.
When our bodies couldn't deny the heat rising in us anymore, he asked one more time "are you sure Bella?"
"I have never been more sure of anything than I am here with you" I answered.
We began kissing again. Edward placed his hands on the shoulders of my jacket and slowly slid it down my body. I loved every touch from him. I wanted more and I wanted them to never stop.
Next he lowered his hands to the hem of my purple shirt. He stopped kissing for a brief moment and locked his eyes with mine. I didn't flinch so he proceeded to gently lift my shirt up over my head.
My heart was racing; my blood felt like it was actually heating up. I had never felt like this. Not even last night with Jacob.
He paused taking the sight of me in. I looked down to remind myself which bra I was wearing. It was a fairly simple black bra with a very low cut design and a small, white, satin ribbon bow in between the cups. I was also wearing the matching boy short panties. This was probably the best underwear I had for this purpose because I felt very comfortable in it and I was pretty sure it was at least a little sexy.
I smiled at him and started to remove his shirt. He had taken his coat off on the way to my room. I pulled his shirt up and over his head, and I hadn't realized that he was wearing an undershirt until I saw the layers as they were moving over him. Once our tops were removed we leaned in and began kissing the bodies before us. I was kissing along his shoulder, down his chest to his sculpted pec muscles. I ran my hands all over his chest and back, forcing the curves of his muscles into my memory. He would moan when I got to the lowest part of his stomach and he would giggle when I brought them back up along his sides, accidentally tickling him.
He began touching me on my stomach, just using the back of his fingers to trace circles on me. He would then move his fingertips to my back and run them along the entire waist of my jeans. We were back to kissing now. Just moving our mouths in sync and loving one another's bodies. When he moved one of his hands up and cupped my breast I gasped. It was such an amazing feeling and he saw my reaction and apparently he loved it. He used his palm to squeeze my breast but only a little before moving his hands to my back and unhooking my bra. I arched my back, probably not making it easier for him, but I wanted my bare breasts to be available for him so badly that I was trying to push them towards him. It didn't take him long to have it undone and he slid it down off my arms.
When he looked down at me, standing half naked in front of him, he gasped. He actually had forgotten to breathe and had to gasp for air. Edward was the perfect man for me to make myself this vulnerable for, and even though I had only known him for two days I had never felt so comfortable in my own skin, not even when I am alone.
"Bella, you are exquisite." He complimented and I felt my face blush.
"Thank you" I used my manners but he could hear the blushing in my tone.
He lifted my body and lied me down on my bed. Before joining me he took off his socks and shoes and his belt. He took his wallet, cell phone and keys out of his pockets and placed them on my night stand.
I watched him do each of these things, making mental notes of things like the color and type of his wallet and that he removed both shoes before removing both socks as opposed to removing all from one foot at a time. I also took my socks and shoes off like him.
He lied next to me on the bed and brought his right hand to my stomach, slowly bringing it up over my breast, cupping it first and then gently squeezing it. It felt so good I didn't know how to respond. He moved that hand to my other breast and while keeping eye contact he lowered his mouth to my skin. I watched as his mouth opened and accepted my nipple into it. The sensation was amazing. He flicked his tongue around and lightly sucked on it, clearly enjoying himself. I had my hand on his back, trying to massage his muscles in the odd position my hand was in.
After a couple minutes I pulled his face to mine, needing to kiss him more. He stayed by my side and I reached down to the button on his jeans. My hand grazed the length of him and I had never felt a reaction in my body like the one I felt at that moment. I did not stop kissing him while I unbuttoned his jeans and began on his zipper.
"Edward, I have never felt this way." I told him, I didn't want to omit any feelings I was having from him and I hope he would return the favor.
EPOV
"I haven't felt this way before either Bella" I responded to her somewhat spontaneous comment.
Everything tonight felt like a dream. Well first a nightmare, but now the best dream any man could have.
We had both wrapped things up with our significant others, I guess I should say our Exes now. And now we were free to be together. I knew two days was technically fast to go from meeting to making love but I didn't care. My heart had always belonged to Bella, even though I didn't know it, so in a way it felt as though I had loved her forever.
Kissing her was the best feeling in the world, and when she didn't deny me from kissing her outside on her porch, I was so happy.
When I told her I wanted to make love to her and she agreed, I was the happiest man alive.
So now here we are, half naked, in her bed, about to take a leap both of us had been saving. I knew I had not wanted to do it before because my heart was saving itself for Bella, and I hope she discovered the same thing about herself.
Seeing her topless was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. At least until I was lucky enough to see her naked, but I was afraid my heart may actually stop beating when that happened.
Bella reached for the button on my jeans and my breathing immediately sped up. Having her touch me could quite possibly make me cry. And I was not about to look like a blubbering baby for this too. I had done my fair share and then some of crying tonight, so I was determined to just love and enjoy this moment sans tears.
I looked at her as she slid the zipper down. I wanted so badly to feel her hands on me.
She looked scared, or maybe it was more nervous. I knew she was a virgin, but I didn't know how far she had gone otherwise. She was shaking, her hands were trembling as she finished undoing my jeans and I think she was holding her breath. Then I realized I was holding my breath and I was shaking. I wanted to savor the moment but I also really wanted her to go under my clothing and touch all of me without waiting any longer. But I would take this at her pace.
She rubbed her hand over my dick for a while, getting me harder with every stroke. I couldn't wait to feel the skin of her hand on me.
Her face was looking more and more nervous, and it caused me to start worrying about things too. I had never given much thought to the size of my dick before. I somehow knew it was at least average. But now I worried that it wouldn't be enough for her. I already didn't know how far she had gone or with how many guys, so what if I was small in comparison. Or I suppose it could go the other way. What if it turns out I am too big for her? She is a virgin, and while I am too, it's not the same for guys. Girls obvious have some pain issues their first time. I didn't want to hurt her at all, ever, in any way. So I guess I would just go slow, let her lead me, and hopefully we could avoid any pain that would be too bad to bear.
I don't know how I had gone through the majority of my teen years without really thinking about this stuff. I guess I figured what is the point of pondering it when you have no plans to do it? But then Bella came into my life and there is no time to think about it because now that we can be together I need to be as close as possible to her.
She gently placed her fingertips under the elastic of my boxers and started tracing the line it created. I let out a soft moan because not only did it really tease me but it felt good to. The moan must have comforted her nerves or encouraged her because she slowly but promptly pushed her hand the remainder of the way under my boxes and immediately wrapped her delicate fingers around me.
I thought my body would fail me right then, that I would be trigger happy and ruin the night but it did not. She was rubbing her hand up and down on my dick and the feeling was amazing. I was lying on my back now and I lifted my hips so I could completely remove the remainder of my clothing. When she caught sight of how hard I am her face blushed but her eyes twinkled. She looked generally excited, not nervous anymore. She went back to stroking me slowly but was picking up pace.
"God Bella, I… I… apparently I can't talk" I spit out and she gave me a soft giggle.
"I'm doing it right then?" she asked, being a little shy.
I figured her question and her obvious insecurities meant this was a first for her.
"Yes, you're doing everything perfect." I assured her.
I let her touch me for a minute longer before turning her over onto her back, deciding I couldn't wait any longer to see the most beautiful girl in my world naked below me. I met her eyes and without losing them I rubbed my hands over her jeans almost directly between her legs, she moaned and arched her hips immediately. I rubbed my palm up and down some more until she was squirming beneath me. I then moved my hands to the button on her jeans and undid it.
"Edward" she moaned as she lifted her hips to allow me to pull her jeans off. She was wearing boy shorts that matched the bra she had on. I took the time to rub my hand on her pussy over her panties making her moan and grind up into my hand. Then I took my index finger and slipped it up under one leg of them and softly rubbed just the outside of her. She was breathing hard and fast which let me know she liked what I was doing.
"Edward please… stop teasing me… I need…" What? What does she need?
"What do you need Bella?" I was going to verbally tease her now. "You need me to stop?" I asked while pretending I was going to pull my hand back. She reached down and grabbed my hand, not allowing me to move it even an inch.
"I need you inside of me" she finally told me. Those were the hottest words I had ever heard. I think, if possible, my dick actually got harder from hearing her say them.
"Bella, are you sure because I…" but she interrupted me by placing her mouth on mine. She was sure and she didn't want me ruining the mood by asking, again.
She slid her underwear off and I closed my eyes. I needed to prepare for the sight I was about to see. I guess you could say it was like waiting your entire life to see the coliseum or Stonehenge and you were standing before it but very unexpectedly without much notice. That was how I felt. Just knowing that Bella was lying there under me, bare naked, waiting for me to make love to her, it made my heart race faster than it ever had. I was sure V-Tac was about to occur and she would have to call 911.
When I finally opened my eyes and took in the sight, it was better than I had expected. Her body was incredible. No words exist to describe it. She was creamy from head to toe, not a tan line anywhere. She was soft and fragile looking. As she lye with her arms bent up over her head, her hair beautifully fanned out like a halo around her head I thought I might start drooling. Her precious breasts perfectly round and perky. Her legs were twisted, one on top of the other, curved in a way that her waist and hip bone were sticking out and I wanted to lick them. She was amazing.
She brought her arms down and straightened her body. She reached to me and grabbed my shoulders, pulling me over to her and pulling harder so that I was climbing on top of her. She was spreading her legs and bending her knees. My dick was pressed against her hot core and I knew it was a matter of an inch or two to finally be making love to her. I lowered my face to her and whispered "I love you, I always have and I always will" and then started kissing her.
I could feel her smile, her lips pulled taut and not letting my tongue in as much as it would when she wasn't smiling. "I love you to Eddie, so much" she adoringly told me.
"Bella, I don't want to ruin the moment but I don't want to be the irresponsible stereotypical guy either so do you have a condom?" I finally brought myself to say, even though it wasn't exactly sexy.
"Edward I am on the pill and I trust you, I want to do this natural, to truly feel you in every way, please? She stated but also kind of asked. Then she lifted her hips and made eye contact with me.
She was ready and so was I but we were both scared. Without breaking our intense, love filled eye contact, I used my hand to gently enter her. As soon as I touched myself to her it was heaven. People tell you how awesome it feels, how it doesn't compare to anything else, people don't do it justice. This was astonishing, amazing, breath taking. I slowly pushed into her a little more. I looked at her whole face instead of only her eyes to see how she was reacting. She was biting her bottom lips.
"Are you ok, does it hurt?" I checked.
"Just a little, I can handle it please don't stop" She was sincere.
I pushed in the rest of the way and she gave a little whimper.
"Still ok?" I checked again.
"Yes, the pain is subsiding now, that should be the worst of it and it should start being pleasurable for me too now." She informed.
"Ok, just tell me to stop if you need me to" I told her, wanting to make sure she was always comfortable.
I pulled back out some and pushed back in, very slowly. She moaned which I took as the pain being gone and the enjoyment beginning. I started kissing her again, very slow and sweet and bringing my dick in and out of her pussy. I did it slow at first but after a few minutes I started moving faster, which she really enjoyed. She was moaning every time I reentered her.
The feeling made me speechless. It was absolutely amazing. I hoped it felt as good for her.
I continued thrusting in and out and her moans and breathing got faster and faster.
"Oh God Edward I think I am going to come, please don't stop!" she said, a little louder than I thought she should because of the chief being just down the hallway.
A few thrusts later I felt the muscles that wrapped around me get tight and she was moaning loud and lifting her hips. She started writhing on the bed, and was holding her breath.
"Your coming Bella, oh God I'm going to come too." I practically shouted.
When we exploded together it was simply bliss. Releasing myself into her with her grabbing and holding my body down on top of her, as close as possible, was the best possible way to experience this for the first time. Our breathing became synchronized and the motions of our bodies eventually slowed.
I lied on top of her, trying still to catch my breath and she just smiled.
"Bella that was…" I couldn't even finish my sentence partly because I was speechless and partly because I could breathe even enough for conversation.
"Perfect" she finished my sentence for me with the perfect word. Perfect.
That is exactly how I would describe this, perfect.
"I can't believe we just made love, it has been a crazy night, but nothing felt more right than to fully give every part of myself to you" she said. "After the evening's earlier events, starting us by giving each other everything we have to offer was just the best way possible to begin this unstoppable love." She summed it up just right and just how I would.
"I know Bella, my love, I had always been saving this, because I knew it wasn't the right time, but here, with you, my heart was screaming that this is the right time and place and person. I love you so much" I replied to her opening up with doing the same.
"I love you too" she told me.
We lied next to each other for a while talking about the experience. Talking about what we loved about each other's bodies and other things we wanted to try. Every once in a while we would start to doze off but she would wake us both up, afraid the chief would find me there and very likely kill me.
When the sun came up I knew I needed to go home. I got out of bed and started getting dressed. I thought about school, and having to face everyone, but most of all Tanya and how the dynamics of our six some would work now. Bella rolled over and grabbed a t-shirt putting it on and looking positively adorable. I love this girl so damn much.
BPOV
Making love with Edward was perfect. He was sweet and gentle. He kissed me and made a lot of eye contact. He kissed every part of my body and took his time not wanting me to hurt at all. At first it did hurt, but not too bad, and after the pain went away it felt amazing.
My body felt euphoric and I didn't want it to ever end. I couldn't wait until the next time we made love, hopefully later today. I wondered if anyone at school, or God Forbid if Charlie would be able to tell.
I had just finished putting on a t-shirt when my cell phone rang. I was so happy and lost in thought that I just answered it without looking, without even thinking.
The voice on the other end was so familiar yet not familiar at all.
Jacob sounded tired and sick and his voice even sounded depressing.
"Bella, I can't live without you. I am almost to your house, we need to talk some more. Be there in two minutes ok?" He asked and I made some sort of sound he took as a yes and we hung up.
I looked at Edward who looked back at me and saw the fear in my face. 'What is wrong Bella?" he asked.
"Jacob… he is coming here" I said just as I heard his VW Rabbit pull up. "Correction, he is here"
A/N Well? Always has to be some drama, otherwise how would it continue? Review Please. It might be a while for my next chapter because my computer is broke and we have to send it in to get fixed. Hope they fix it fast. Love everyone!
