Chapter 7

(A/N: Ok, I said another chapter with just me and no one else's ideas but I lied. Well, sort of. Nightmist88 said, wow, it's all about love, why don't you do a cat joining Starclan? Well I realized that this is an excellent idea. This will be the second not-love song (Tawnypelt and Second Chance by Shinedown) And I picked the song out ALL BY MYSELF YAY XD! I debated for almost half an hour, there are so many good songs. I almost picked I Will Remember You, by Sarah McLachlan, and What Hurts The Most, by Rascal Flatts, but I finally settled on this one. So anyway, thanks Nightmist. And here is the next chapter. )

(Song used: I Will Remember You- Ryan Cabrera)

Cinderpelt's POV: (takes place after Yellowfang dies. This is about how Cinderpelt feels when Yellowfang dies)

I sighed as I sorted out herbs. I still don't know if I know all these herbs! Why did Yellowfang have to die...

Yellowfang

She joined Starclan...and she wasn't ready! She wasn't that old. Ok, so I joked to her a lot about her age but really she wasn't that old...oh I miss her so much. I can't believe she's gone.

4 years later
Time goes by fast
Got my memories
and they will last
I try to keep it simple
cause I hate goodbyes
And i try to keep it simple
by telling myself that

I remember her gray pelt so well. It looked a lot like mine, both dark gray. And those bright amber eyes that always looked straight into mine when she told me that I could do this. Time goes by fast, it seems like just yesterday I was picking herbs with her, laughing and making jokes with her. I absolutley hate death, and hate goodbyes. What if I forget her?

No that would never happen. I will never forget Yellowfang. She's in my memories.

I, I will remember you
And all of the things
that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So we're not together
I will remember you
We went through a lot together amazingly, in that short amount of time that I knew her. I could say so much...but that would just be...the words would get in the way of my emotions. And anyway, I can't say anything now.

Because she's gone.

"Yellowfang." I whispered at the herbs in front of me.

I had to be stronger! Yellowfang would think I was a fol to sit here and grieve, while I should be doing my job.

I have to stay strong. And start working. For Yellowfang.

I started sorting the herbs again. But yet, it was still hard to concentrate. Would Yellowfang do this better? Would I be better with her here?

We're a picture
In my mind
When I want to find you
I just close my eyes
You'll never be that far from me
So don't say goodbye 'cause
You'll never be that far from me
I'm telling myself

I can just picture her in my mind, sorting these herbs in a few seconds flat! I'm going so slow...what if a cat was dying? I wouldn't be able to do it.

Cinderpelt! I scolded myself. Yellowfang would hit me for any thoughts remotely like that! Get to work!
I started working again. "Oh Yellowfang." I whispered again.

I hope she was happy, up there in Silverpelt, up there in Starclan. I wonder if she thinks of me like I think of her. Probably not obsessive, like me. I snorted. Yea. I was pathetic.

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you

If I would have been able to talk to her before she died that day, I would have told her thank you. Thank you for saving me and fixing my leg. Thank you for mentoring me. Thank you for showing me I can be useful. Thank you for being there for me.

And thank you for being my friend.

"Thank you Yellowfang." I murmured at the ceiling of the den.

I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
But words get in the way
So

I, I will remember you
And all of the things that we've gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
We're not together
I will remember you
We're not together
I will remember you
I got done sorting the herbs, and I lay down on the floor of the empty, lonely den. I sighed, and I felt the tears come. I cried myself to sleep, thinking about Yellowfang joining Starclan.