This fic is an AU fic that takes place in the beginning of season 4 right after TOW The Jellyfish. Ross and Rachel got back together while they were at the beach and stayed together. Monica and Chandler aren't together yet. Joey and Phoebe are both single and Kathy never existed.

Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Bright, Kauffman and Crane. I do wish I owned Chandler!

Title: Through It All

Rated: PG

Summery: An illness brings a couple together

Chapter 8: Decisions

Monica left the small room and walked through the halls. She wanted to go see Chandler but she knew she couldn't face him right now. Everything the doctor told her played over and over in her head. She ended up at the hospital's nursery looking through the big glass window at all the tiny newborns that lay inside. Tears filled her eyes again as she set one hand on her stomach and lightly touched the glass with the other. How could she make a decision how was she suppose to choose between the man she loved and their unborn child. "Why did this happen" she whispered "Why now?"

Chandler sat in his room in surrounded by his friends but the one person he wanted to see most was absent. "Hey guys, where's Mon" he asked "Dr. Kovach wanted to speak with her" Rachel answered "About what" he asked with concern. "I don't know he wouldn't say" she shrugged. "Oh, well I hope she's okay" She set her hand on his arm rubbing it gently "I'm sure she 's Hun, she was pretty upset when the doctor said none of us were a match she's probably crying it out alone somewhere so she doesn't worry you" He nodded "Yeah maybe" he mumbled not convinced that was all it was.

Monica stood staring at the babies for a while but seeing them didn't help make her decision any easier. "Bye bye little ones" she whispered waving to the babies as she turned and walked away. She ended up in a small empty waiting room. Sitting on the small sofa she closed her eyes and pulled something out of her pocket. It was a Silver Star Of David necklace a gift from Chandler last Chanukah. She wasn't very religious but she began carrying it with her when she found out Chandler was sick she figured he could you all the help he could get. "What am I suppose to do," she whispered holding the necklace close to her heart. She starting thinking about Chandler memories they shared played in her mind like a movie.

Flashback: TOW The Birth

Monica: No fair. I don't even have one. How come they get two?

Chandler : You'll get one.

Monica: Oh yeah? When?

Chandler : All right. I'll tell you what. When we're 40, if neither one of us are married, what do you say you and I get together and have one?

Monica: Why won't I be married when I'm 40?

Chandler : Oh, no, no. I just meant hypothetically.

Monica: Ok, hypothetically, why won't I be married when I'm 40?

Chandler : No, no, no.

Monica: What is it? Is there something fundamentally unmarriable about me?

Chandler : Uh, uh.

Monica: Well?

Chandler : Dear God! This parachute is a knapsack

Flashback: TOA The Beach

Monica: (watching a happy couple walk by, arm in arm) Would you look at them. Am I ever gonna find a boyfriend again? I gonna die an old maid.

Chandler: You're not gonna die an old maid, maybe an old spinster cook.

Monica: (sarcastic) Thanks!

Chandler: Hey now besides, if worst comes to worst, I'll be your boyfriend.

(At that suggestion Monica starts laughing.)

Monica: Yeah right.

Chandler: Why is that so funny?

Monica: You made a joke right? So I laughed.

Chandler: Ha-ha-ha. A little to hard. What am I not ah, boyfriend material?

Monica: Well, no. You're Chandler. Y'know, Chandler!

Flashback TOW The Jellyfish

Monica: (sets down some cards) Gin.

Chandler: We were playing Gin? Y'know if we were a couple, we could play this game naked.

Monica: Will you stop!

Chandler: Okay. All right.

Monica: Okay, all right, I think you're great, I think you're sweet, and you're smart, and I love you. But you will always be the guy who peed on me.

Monica set her hand on her stomach he'd given her the baby he promised her even if were years before he promised and he offered to be her boyfriend not that long ago when they went to the beach. If only she told him then how much she really liked him instead of being such a chicken she would have had more time with him. As much as it pained her, as much as it upset her she knew what she had to do she had to save Chandler she just couldn't sit back and do nothing when she knew she could save him.

She also knew that Chandler could never know what she was about to do because he'd never let her go through with it. Standing up brushing her tears away she left the small room. She walked past the nursery again this time with out looking and stopped at the desk in the OB-GYN "May I help you" The receptionist smiled "I…I need to make an appointment for an ab…. abortion" she whispered. The receptionist nodded and checked the seclude. 'E have an opening right now if you'll follow me I'll get you the necessary forms for you to fill out and we'll get you in there" Monica nodded and slowly followed her.

Chandler sighed the guys left some time ago and Monica still hadn't shown up he was worried about her. Dr. Kovach walked in "Hello Chandler how are you feeling" he asked "Well I'd feel better if one of my friends had matched" The doctor nodded "Well Monica was a match but unfortunately she couldn't donate any marrow at this time" he said "Why's that" he asked "Because of her pregnancy a pregnant woman can't give marrow until six weeks after delivery" Chandler stared a the doctor in shock "Preg…pregnancy" he asked "Mon's pregnant" The doctor "Didn't she tell you" He shook his head "She never came back from" He suddenly stopped "Oh my God!" he gasped "Dr. Kovach wh…where's OB-GYN" he asked. "Its one floor down why" he asked "I…I have to stop her, I…I can't let her do it" tears filled his eyes as he climbed out of bed dragging his IV poll behind as he slowly walked to the door praying he wouldn't be too late.

Chapter 9: Am I Too Late….Will Chandler get to Monica in time? Coming Soon!

Author's Note: Hello Children here's the next chapter I had it written a few days ago but didn't like it so I re wrote it. Will Chandler make it in time to stop Mon? Do you want him to? Anyway hope you all enjoy this chapter! More to come soon!