Harry was still quite bewildered inside as to what bugged Hermione so much -- that she would temporarily take Ron's cheek out of service, but he abandoned the thought according to Hermione's recent words, and instead occupied himself by turning to Fred. "So, what are you an Hermione going to do now that she is in your year, Fred?" He asked politely while Hermione turned a page in a book furiously.
Fred
eyed the brown book, recognizing it as the same one that had caused
the tiff in the library a few weeks ago. Posed with Harry's question,
he considered. He really had not thought of it. He eyed Hermione,
wondering whether it was possible to get her into a better mood or
not.
"I don't know," he said truthfully, then he
grinned, an idea striking him, and he said, "I could always
teach her how to play Quidditch
Hermione's
eyes darted up to Fred. "Teach me how?" She asked, a grin
creeping onto her lips.
"But, maybe not –how-, because I
already know HOW . . . . I've studied all the rules, and all the
hundreds of ways to make a foul -- everything! Maybe you could just
teach me some techniques, or – something. . ."
Harry's jaw
dropped. He was – quite frankly – very, very impressed with
Fred's ability to make Hermione's mood change to good in one
sentence. Quick as a snap. Very impressive.
Fred
laughed at Hermione's reaction, very pleased with the success of his
suggestion. He hadn't been sure whether this would work on Hermione
or not - but he knew whenever he was feeling down, the subject of
either Quidditch or the possibility of playing a trick on someone
always managed to put a smile on his face. He was glad to see that it
worked on Hermione as well - and a month ago he would have been
shocked.
"'Course," he said, his grin matching
Hermione's now. "If you're willing to put off some homework now
and again we could practice in the Quidditch Pitch."
Hermione
laughed slightly, mood lightening immensely. "I'd love it! I
would even skip a class or two . . ." She added in a mutter, then
paused and realized that it was very un-Hermioneish, not only that
but she, Hermione Granger, had just offered to skip some classes.
Against the rules. Against her schedule. Against everything.
What
was she DOING?
Fred
chuckled, the thought quite appealing to him. Who ever would have
thought that Hermione would actually skive off on classes just to
practice Quidditch?
"Alright then, whenever you're up to it,
so it shall be done!"
Normally he and George used to sneak
out and practice, whopping bludgers at each other. Well, if he
wouldn't talk to him, then he was more than happy to teach Hermione
how to play.
"A-A-Anyways..."
Harry said loudly failing to stifle a yawn.
"I've got barely
any sleep, and I want to go take a nap before my eyes drop out of my
head. Excuse me . . ." He got up from the table slowly, and with a
backward, slightly nervous glance at Hermione, disappeared up the
boy's dormitories.
Hermione turned to Fred with a sigh.
"So,
you really are happy then? About the moving years?" She said in a
would-be-calm voice, looking anxious to hear his answer.
Fred watched Harry leave. He suddenly wondered what he thought of the whole thing, being stuck between he, Ron and Hermione as he was. But before he had gotten long into this train of thought he was posed by Hermione's question. "Yeah," he said. He shot her a grin. In fact, it sounded quite wonderful idea to him, even if it did mean being alienated from two of his brothers. "Why wouldn't I be? It'll be great, seeing you more than once a day, you know."
Hermione
was quite surprised, and happy with the outcome.
He was actually
looking forward to seeing her more.
"Well, you know, it'll be
great seeing someone who will make me laugh, and not angry . . ."
She said with a smile, beginning to pack her books into her bag.
Fred
snorted a bit.
"Yeah, well, it'd be great to see someone who
actually laughs at me and doesn't say I am an immature,
attention-seeking, big-headed..." he tried to think of a few
more choice adjectives his peers used to describe him, and then
laughed, narrowing his eyes good-naturedly at her. "Out loud, at
least."
Hermione
looked shocked – and, quite scandalized.
Her eyes widened and
she frowned.
"They WHAT? They c-call you those things? You've
been called that. BY WHOM? What CIRCUMSTANCES? And WHY?" She seemed
outraged at the fact that he had been insulted such, and was nearly
as passionate about it as the S.P.E.W.
"That's quite
ridiculous. I can't even believe that they would call you immature.
I mean, I used to think you were a few years ago, but now, I don't.
'Specially after you have that idea to set off fireworks in
Umbridge's office." She grinned.
Fred
raised his eyebrows in frank surprise. He hadn't expected Hermione to
become offended - on his behalf - over what he had thought to make a
simple joke. But, he did grin at her last remark.
"Yes, the
fireworks were a pretty good ideal, if I might say so myself. But
don't get yourself worked up, Hermione - there's always the gits out
there that take George and I for troublemakers. They just do not
understand that it is our job to keep this school from being - well,
frankly, boring," he smirked. "Plus there's the fact that
they spontaneously pop into canaries now and again - they need
someone to blame."
Hermione
cocked her head to the side with a grimace of sarcastic
thoughtfulness.
"Well, there was Malfoy as a ferret, don't
forget..." She said with a slight laugh.
"I'll never forget
that. Why don't you try a canary tart, whatever they are – on
him? Then I might help you with sabotaging Umbridge's office . . .
I do feel a bit," Her eyes twinkled. "Mischievous, when it comes
to Professor Toady."
Fred
burst out laughing, something that the visualization of Ferret-Malfoy
always managed to do to the Weasley twin. It was a day that would go
down in Hogwarts' history for as long as he could help it.
"You
know, I did try it once," he said, his eyes glittering at the
memory. "George and I managed to plant it right on his plate at
breakfast one morning, but the scoff-bag Crabbe ate it instead,"
he winced. "For a moment I thought that the Cream malfunctioned
- he looks more like a chicken when he transforms than a canary. But
I suppose that's just because of his - er - exceeding girth."
He
paused, grinning.
"Though I'd be happy to try it again -
anything is worth sabotaging that old Hag of a manticore."
He
was a bit surprised - he could hardly guess what Hermione was able to
do when she was feeling "mischievous".
Hermione
looked at the ceiling, seeming to be pondering something.
"You
know, I could make a few potions . . . I know a mighty amount of ones
them." She said matter-of-factly. "Some that Malfoy might find...
-interesting-. But still," The brown eyed girl added hastily,
remembering that she WAS Hermione, and that not only did she have a
reputation to keep, but she also had grades and schooling to
do.
"There is much work to be done. Flitwick wants a three foot
essay on memory charms, and it's due by Thursday!" The
anxiety-full old Hermione's face resumed its spot in the very brief
and shining mischievous one, once again making her look like the
regular Hermione.
"Memory
charms, eh?" he asked, quirking an eyebrow. "Forgot them
ages ago."
But he sighed - it was frustrating, how Hermione
begin switching into Hermione-mode and - well, non-Hermione-mode: the
mode that would bait Malfoy with interesting concoctions.
"Come,
Hermione - there's always plenty of time for lessons," he said,
smirking. "And far too little time for a bit of fun!"
Hermione
seemed to be having an inner battle.
The temptation was there, to
shed her studious, strict ruled, Hermioneish way and join Fred in his
fun, but the other half was screaming out loud; telling her to stay
where she was to save her reputation and grades.
After all, she
was taking Arithmacy as well . . .
"I... well... I –" She
sputtered, eyes darting across the table.
"I know it is fun to
occasionally play a prank on Umbridge, and have a go on a broom...
b-but studying is important, and there w-will be time for fun during,
holidays – a-and . . ."
This was not good. She was letting her
guard down and making herself too vulnerable for Fred to take her
down and turn her into the different Hermione. Not good.
Fred
looked minorly scandalized.
"Studying? Important?" he
blinked, as if he had never heard anything so preposterous in his
entire life. "Well, I suppose so, but there are many things much
more important than - or, possibly, of equal importance to -
studying!"
He waved his hand across the common room, as if
something would pop up out of thin air.
"Just think, Hermione
- you only have two-- or, now, one - more year left in Hogwarts! Soon
you'll have graduated, and you'll realize that you've spent seven
whole years, just studying, when you could have been doing a hundred
and one other useful and important things!" He shook his head
sadly. "Playing Quidditch, ridding the school of the wordst bint
of a professor it has had in ages (or annoying her at least),
enlightening the lives of our fellow students by turning them into
various different kinds of animals, leaving your mark on the school
so that your predecessors could remember you for years to come... I
could go on forever! And after you leave Hogwarts, you never have the
opportunity to do any of these things again. Though, you can study
until you turn old and grey and begin to resemble professor Flitwick
himself!"
Hermione
seemed to be listening apprehensively as Fred talked, and when he
made the Flitwick point, looked down with wide eyes as if highly
considering something.
"Well... I guess . . ." She said
slowly. "I guess you – ARE right – I mean, why waste the time
that I, have to have fun, and study in between, and – but, oh Fred,
these years at Hogwarts are what starts up my career! The most
IMPORTANT studying years! Better now than later!"
Her voice was
slow and cautious at first, but quickened and sharpened near the end.
Fred
let out a long, drawn-out, slightly exaggerated sigh - it was not as
if he were getting annoyed. Quite far from it - he was very much
enjoying the debate with Hermione. But he had to keep up the show for
effect.
"Hermione, Hermione - sure, lessons are important,
but it doesn't mean that you have to let them take over your LIFE.
How come you can't - say - study one day, the next day, have a little
fun?" he asked, lifting his eyebrows. "Think about it - if
you even just take an HOUR - in that time, you can successfully pull
off a number of things --- like, poisoning the ponce Draco and
waiting for the results - that can't take more than a few minutes.
You could easily learn a new Quidditch technique. You could even --
nah, the list goes on forever. Besides. You know almost all this
stuff anyway! I'll bet you - given an few hours' worth of studying -
you could parse ((nyeh, stupid Neopets)) the N.E.W.T.s in a
heartbeat."
Hermione
was listening once again, chin now in her hand.
Her ears perked at
the N.E.W.T point, and she seemed almost highly convinced by his
whole speech, but skeptical.
"Just... one hour, a day..." She
repeated quietly, pondering about just how much studying that would
allow.
"And then... then I could still get my studying finished...
and have time to sabotage Umbridge in any way shape or form..."
Fred
beamed.
"Exactly," he said, happy that she was finally
seeing his point. "See? You can still have fun and not
completely goof of like George and I. Besides - isn't seeing old
Toady's face all purple with rage worth missing a few minutes' worth
of studying?"
In his humble opinion, he would drop every
lesson - needed or no - to see the horrible professor canned.
A
rare grin cracked over Hermione's face.
"You've no idea. Now
all we need is for her to become Headmistress and have us all become
slaves..." She said with a small snort.
"But let's see..."
Hermione leaned in slightly, eyes twinkling mischievously.
"What
can we do to the old hag?"
The
Weasley twin's eyes sparkled at the question, and he leaned in as
well in a conspiratorial manner. Yes, debating was fun - but this -
this was his specialty. Planning the attack.
"Hm... well..."
he tilted his head, thinking. "I'd say the Fireworks went off
with great success, but no point trying them again... chances are she
won't be caught off her guard by those again. Hmm... what do you
think? What would you like to do to old Toady, for your first try?"
A
feeling surged through Hermione unlike any other. A mischievous,
wicked, daring, evil feeling that felt pleasantly satisfactory at
planning the Toad's bring-down.
It was quite unlike any other
she had ever had. Ever.
"Personally, I would like to bring her
down upon her knees." She said venomously, eyes closing with a
malicious uplifted expression, and opening again.
"Something
that will really make her fall, yet not know who did it... and I am
no expert at pranks, that would be you. So what's the master plan,
Fred?"
As
Fred began to see the look in Hermione's eyes that got into his own
whenever he was about to pull something off, he grinned brightly. He
didn't think it was possible - but he was certainly glad it was. On
an impulse he glanced sidelong to where George had been a few minutes
ago, but it appeared that he had gone off to bed already. While he
was at it, he made sure nobody who sympathized with the Professor -
though few there might be who were - was present.
"Hmm... on
her knees, eh? It would have to be some prank, then... I didn't even
think she HAD knees, her legs are so short and stubby... let's see.
Can't be too drastic, or we will be expelled if we're caught... but
don't worry, that never happens if I have anything to do with
it..."
He frowned, scratching the back of his neck as he
contemplated the many schemes he and George had managed in the
past.
"Well, this will take some thought. There are many
possibilities. We could try to destroy her office, but -- well, that
would only get her angry, not bring her to her knees. So it'll have
to be something more direct. ... What were these potions you spoke of
using on our dear friend Draco?"
A
look of comprehension dawned on Hermione's face, and her eyes
widened.
"Oh, Fred...." She said breathlessly, her grin — if
possible – widening.
"I have always wanted to make a truth
potion... Or—" She giggled slightly. "Maybe even a love potion
for the old hag!"
Fred
looked as if Christmas was being held a few months earlier.
"A
love potion?" he breathed, his eyes glistening at the very
thought. "Wow, Hermione - now that- THAT is an idea."
He
looked upon her with a measure of awe. This idea by far outshone any
he and George had in mind for the old Wretch.
Hermione's
eyes sparkled. "I believe it is in 'Most Potente Potions' and I
could certainly steal some ingredients from Snape's storage... and
now that I think of it – I am feeling a bit... mischievous..."
Her voice went breathless and excited at the last word, and she stood
up.
"I want to get this done as fast as possible, so the
temptation to rip the Toad's hair out will be somewhat reduced...."
Fred
stood as well, getting even more excited by the moment. This prank
would - perhaps - rank right up there with the Fireworks in
Umbridge's office and the ton-tongue toffee extricated upon
Dudley.
"Your wish is my command, madame," he said with
an eloquent bow, grinning from ear to ear. "Fast it is. What
sort of ingredients shall we need for this concoction? And --"
he paused, a new thought striking him and making him grin all the
more broadly. "Who do you think shall be the unlucky recipient
of the Toad's affection?"
A
very malicious grin cracked over Hermione's face.
"I have an
idea... how about a greasy haired long nosed menacing black eyed
someone?"
Her head was swimming with the uncanny desire to cause
havoc, especially to someone who had made her life at Hogwarts
miserable for the past 5 years.
"And I am not sure of the entire
recipe for the love potion, but it should take around three days to
finish properly, if we really want it to be strong... and what do you
think of my recipient for the Toad's affection?" She added
hopefully, yet still with an evil look about her.
It was actually
fun planning mayhem for unsuspecting souls.
Fred
oggled at her.
"Merlin's beard," he gasped. "Are
you SURE you have never done this before? That - that is brilliant.
Abso-flippin-lutely bloody brilliant."
He would burst out
laughing if he was not so impressed. Instead, he grinned, savouring
the visual.
"Ah, and what a lovely couple they make..."
his eyes misted over. "I wonder if they'd have children...?"
He
was lost in the mental imagery of greasy little globular slime-balls
chasing each other around Snape's office, Umbridge and Severus
snogging in a corner...
Fred
may not have laughed, but Hermione did.
She burst into loud gales
of laughter, brown eyes shining with mirth.
Holding a hand to her
mouth, she was unable to control her howls of amusement at the funny
picture now forming in her mind.
"Oh... that -- is – great
..." The usually studious girl choked, staring at Fred for a
moment, then being overtaken in a new fit of giggles.
Hermione was
inside surprised with herself. Never before had she laughed this hard
about something she enjoyed picturing. Or anything at all, in
general. It was a nice change, being able to laugh freely with
someone about this particular subject.
She knew that it would
never be this way with Harry or Ron.
They would find it just plain
uncanny and bizarre that she did anything like this.
Fred
soon collapsed into hysterics as Hermione's laughter became
contagious. He dropped heavily back onto a chair, making it skid back
a few inches in the slightly exaggerated movement. Hermione was
surprising him - she was proving herself not only to be the most
brilliant student in school, but the only one - other than George -
that could render him nearly incapacitated with laughter.
"Hermione
- I swear - you could --" he broke of laughing, and wiped tears
of laughter from his eyes. "You could be - be- really great
someday!"
Hermione's
laughter died down, periodically interrupted by occasional giggles,
but she wiped a tear from her eye and sat down at the table, smile
fading slightly.
"Although Fred, I don't t-think..." Her
joyous face dropped completely and she now looked slightly puzzled.
"But Fred, I don't want to be famous or great... o-or known for
things like this... really, I don't. I just want to play maybe one
or two... or three tricks on Umbridge. I really don't know if I
want to make this a career like you and George – and I really don't
think I would like it if I became, well, no offense, but classified
under the same thing as you and George. Ever. I have other dreams for
my career, and would be horrified if the whole school found out, or
even got a whiff of the fact that I played a joke on Umbridge. Then I
would be a c-common.... prankster!"
Her eyes widened as if the
very thought frightened her.
"I don't want to be great for
this!"
Fred
- still unable to control his grinning - sobered down enough to
consider this. He leaned his elbow against the table, looking at her
through thoughtfully narrowed eyes.
"Nah, I didn't mean it in
that way," he said. "You will be great to me at the very
least -- I wouldn't expect you to follow George and my footsteps.
'Tis a hard job, you know. And don't worry, if any of the school
found out about this," he considered. "You could always say
I either bullied you into this or made the potion myself. Easy as
that- you're clean and free, and it'll just be another escapade to
put in Filch's file under the Weasley Twins."
Hermione
still looked quite worried and skeptical, and when Fred had offered
to blame it on him so willingly, the brown-haired girl frowned.
"Oh,
I would never do that, Fred. If I wouldn't let Harry and Ron get
blamed for something they didn't do in our first year, when they
saved my life, I most certainly wouldn't blame a good friend for
something I chose to do." She said matter-of-factly.
The
Weasley twin's grin faded into a smile.
"I know. Just saying,
if you're really worried about it, I'd be happy to take the blame,"
but he grinned again. "Yet I assure you, we will not get caught.
I've gotten good at this, I promise! I'm not as dense as I look -"
he teased. "If sneaking fireworks into our dear Toady's office
was difficult, then sabotaging her drink won't be that hard."
Hermione
looked doubtful for a few moments, as if inside her head the cogs
were working furiously, but then she grinned.
"When do we
begin?" She asked mischievously, leaning in closer and scrambling
onto her knees in the chair.
"I want to make Umbridge
embarrassed so much, she'll wish she never came to this school...
that horrible woman..."
Fred
nodded enthusiastically.
"And I am sure her first snog with
the grease-mutant will accomplish that nicely," he said with a
malicious grin. "We begin as soon as possible. We will have to
break into Snape's office. George and I have done that before,"
he paused, thinking. George most definitely would not be joining in
on this, considering the fact that he wasn't talking to him at the
moment. "But it hasn't been easy. The bugger's awfully attached
to his office. But I suppose one big diversion should be enough to
draw him away."
Hermione
tapped her chin thoughtfully for a few moments, then snapped her
fingers.
"You know, I bet Harry'd be welcome to cause a
diversion, considering that Snape loves to torment him.... Or," She
added, cocking her head to the side. "I could cause a diversion by
getting into a snipe with Malfoy..."
Fred
laughed.
"Brilliant idea. Yes, get into a snipe with Malfoy!
No doubt the bloody git deserves it. Then you must give me a list of
these ingredients. ... And when Snape sorts out the snipe, I'll sneak
in and swipe the stuff," he nodded to himself, pleased. "And
we'll do that -- eh, I'm not sure when the next Potions class is. I
really should take a look at my schedule now and again - I always
follow everyone else to the next classes."
"Next
potions class is this Thursday at 1 o'clock in the afternoon."
Hermione said promptly, taking a quill and scribbling something down
on a random piece of paper.
"And today is Monday, so that should
give me enough time to get the list by then... even with my busier
6th year schedule. Which reminds me, I need to get downstairs to the
library -- I heard Professor Flitwick was going to bring up Confundus
Charms in class tomorrow, and so I want to get some important
studying done about them so I might have a head start. Where'you
off too?" She added, slinging her bag over her shoulder and staring
at Fred.
Fred
blinked at her.
"Ah - nowhere," he said. He glanced at
his bag on the ground - he had pushed it beneath the table at some
point. He thought that there was perhaps some sort of homework in
there that possibly, possibly had to be done, if he wished to at
least not fail utterly in all his studies. He kicked at the bag and
frowned. "I'm sure I'm supposed to be doing a bit of homework.
But I'm sure I could get Lee to do i--- er, help me later."
He
grinned innocently.
Hermione
raised her eyebrows.
"Alright then." She said blankly,
adjusting her back on her shoulder.
There was a pause while
Hermione shuffled her feet awkwardly, thinking to herself.
Why was
she lingering? Why didn't she just zip out of the common room to go
off to her studying? What was she waiting for?
Another moment
passed as Hermione stared at Fred a few seconds, then back down to
the ground.
Was there some kind of magnet that was keeping her
here?
What was the reason that she didn't turn around and
go?
There was no reason to stay. . . there was nothing to wait for
. . . .
"Well, I guess.... I'll be seeing you around..." She
said slowly, and turned around just as slow.
Hermione mentally
shook herself. She was being stupid. There was something odd inside
her going on... something that even confused her as to why she stayed
the extra minute.
The brown haired girl shuffled slowly off to the
portrait hole, opened it, and paused right outside it for a moment
after climbing out.
Fred
was torn. He shifted in his seat, sat up, sat back down again, and
frowned after Hermione for a good - oh, ten seconds or so. He glanced
at the portrait hole - glanced at his bag - glanced at the stairs
that led to the Boys' Dormitories. He looked all around him and his
thoughts turned in circles.
What? What was bothering him?
He
really did have to do homework. Right? Well - he hated to admit it,
but he DID actually have to do a bit of his own now and again. He
could not very well hang about and talk to Hermione all day, much as
the thought appealed to him. And as George was not speaking to him,
they could not very well go over Joke-Shop business. Reluctantly he
reached down, and hesitated before touching his bag, and then a
thought hit him.
Of course! Why did he not think about it
before?
He almost winced at the thought, and banged his head once
on the table as he considered this new plan. If he carried through
with it, it would make him feel - well, almost tainted. But also, it
really couldn't hurt all THAT much ---- could it? Yes. No. Maybe so.
Well. It was better than studying alone. He sighed, stood up, grabbed
his bag, and then darted for the portrait hole. Plenty of people
studied in the Library. Just because he, Fred, had never done so
before, didn't mean that he never could.
Hermione
sighed quietly, and shook herself, this time physically, before
setting off down the stone hallway.
Foolish, she thought, really.
Foolish to hope... -- but hope what?
There was nothing to wait
for! Nothing to ponder!
It was a ridiculous and childish idea.
Hermione could study alone.
There was no problem with that.
She
had accomplished it many times before, and loved it.
Then why did
it feel empty this time?
It took a few moments to realize that her
drifting thoughts had brought her right in front of the
library.
'Stop it.' She thought to herself firmly as the girl
sat down in her usual table back in the corner hidden behind a few
bookcases.
'Stop this ridiculous longing to laugh again. There
is studying to be done.' After finishing her inward battle,
Hermione opened three of her hefty books on charms and bezoars, and
leaned her chin on her hand, biting the tip of her quill and
beginning to study.
Her eyes darted hopefully up to the door, but
then sharply snapped back down to her book.
"The Confundus charm
causes confusion. A person who is affected by this Charm is said to
be Confunded. . . ." 'I wonder if he is studying in there... how
will he get his research books though? What if he comes in here?'
"A person who is Confunded, may have a disorientated view of what
is really true, and may believe something that is completely
different according to the person who first cast the spell. . ."
'Maybe he just wants to stay away from me... maybe he is on his way
down here right now, though...' Hermione's thoughts were
wandering off, and her brown eyes were only some-what focused on the
book in front of her. Her long brown curls were falling in her face,
and she blankly tucked them back.
The
library. In a second Fred went from a dead sprint to a dead halt in
front of the door, looking upon it with wide, slightly fearful eyes.
Panting, he clutched his bag to his chest, going over his decision
once more before taking the plunge. If he decided to study in the
library, then he would tarnish his flawless record of - NOT studying
in the library. It would be a first. Yes, a true first. Though he was
known on occasion to go into the room - he had not been in there too
long ago - never, ever had he ever thought to STUDY there. If George
knew, he could possibly be teased for the rest of his life. There was
nothing stopping him - he could simply turn around and go back, and
never take the dangerous step between - Fred and someone who was NOT
Fred. Someone who was willing to take horrible, big, dangerous risks
just to study with Hermione.
He sighed, and with a resigned look
behind him walked purposefully through the door. The library never
seemed so intimidating- books, so many books! Fred was a bit blinded
by it all. At least there were not so many people in here as he
thought - he would not make THAT much of a disgrace of himself. He
began to look for Hermione. It took a bit, but finally he saw her,
hidden near the back. He shouldered his bag, took a deep breath, and
walked towards her.
"Hi," he said, grinning a little
nervously. "Mind if I join you?" he shrugged a bit,
motioning towards his bag. "Too quiet in the common room,
y'know."
Hermione
jumped with a start at the sound of a voice, a voice actually talking
to HER, and her wide eyes slowly looked up from their position that
was previously locked on the book.
The back of her hand was now
supporting her cheek, and when she looked at who it was standing in
front of her – she sat rooted to the spot.
A mixture of shocking
joy made her want to yelp out in happiness, but also confusion and
puzzlement that Fred Weasley was actually in the library.
She
settled for cocked eyebrow and a mock-disapproving smile, and said
teasingly,
"What, no paper bag over your face?" But it wasn't
mean.... more of a pleasantly surprised comment.
Hermione scooted
over a bit, and shoved some books out of the way to make room for
Fred, happiness inside screaming to be let out.
She actually had a
study partner! The first one that wasn't Ron and Harry!
This was
– new, nervous, and neat.
Fred
laughed - it was a bit more high-pitched perhaps than he had meant it
to be, but he must say that he was impressed that he was able to
laugh at all. If it were not for Hermione, he would have probably
been hiding under the table or running away as quickly as possible.
"No - no paper bag."
He decided that it was quite worth
it - Hermione looked so happy! He was surprised – why ever would he
be so deserving of such a thing? But he decided to take it in stride
- he placed his bag onto the table, sitting down beside Hermione. He
cast a wide gaze over the books piled around him.
"Heh -
there's a first time for everything, eh?"
If Hermione was to
become a bit more rebellious - no reason he couldn't - return the
favor a bit, eh?
Hermione
grinned. "'Course there is...and I don't know why you are so
edgy. No one ever comes back to this table, let alone see it. It's
well hidden see, behind the bookcases, so you can relax."
It
suddenly struck Hermione that if it was hard to spot, how did Fred
find it?
Surely he hadn't been looking THAT hard to see her –
and surely he would have just given up looking for her instead of
actually setting foot in the library without seeing her?
She
flipped through her book, ("Charms of the Century!") and stopped
at another, more advanced chapter on Confundus Charms, then blinked
and craned her neck around the bookcase.
Chuckling
at her remarks, Fred reached out for his bag, pulling it closer to
him.
"Yeah - why do you sit so far back here, anyway?"
he asked.
He opened his bag, and began shuffling around inside
through the handfuls of skiving Snackboxes and implements of
destruction for every-day use. 'Course there was no reason for him to
be edgy - it was not as if he was going to get physically ill from
being in the library for more than a few minutes at a time. He pulled
out a handful of notes that looked suspiciously to be in someone
else's handwriting, and frowned at them, wondering if these were for
the current lesson in - he squinted - History of Magic.
Hermione
looked back at him and was momentarily frozen, staring at him as if
she had never seen him before, then she looked down at her books and
grimaced, leaning her cheek against the back of her hand once
more.
"Well, just... certain, reasons... nothing to be – er,
-- concerned about. I sit back here because, well, it's nice a-and
– er – cozy, and.... Comfortable. For me."
Lying through her
teeth, she was. The real reason she sat back here was only known to
her. And she would never tell anyone. Except perhaps Harry... not
Ron, for she was currently livid with him.
Fred
lifted an eyebrow skeptically. Nice? Cozy? Comfortable? He looked
around him, but could see nothing different about this table than the
ones closer to the front of the library. He glanced sidelong at
Hermione again. If the girl had one fault, it was that she was a bad
liar. Nah, scratch that, an awful liar. Even worse than Ron was - and
he was one of the worst.
"Oh?" he said, his tone a bit
flat. He looked away and pulled a book up, looking blandly at the
cover. Inwardly he was wondering when Hermione would start trusting
him - didn't he prove himself yet? He hadn't even told his own twin
brother about Draco's curse, and now George wasn't even speaking to
him.
Hermione
bit her bottom lip, facing downwards to the book in front of her.
She
had heard the disbelieving "Oh?" from Fred, and sighed
heavily, rubbing her eye.
Should she really tell him the real
reason that she remained hidden back here? The real reason that she
hid behind bookcases, away from most of the people?
Maybe. But at
the same time, a loud, resounding, and frightful NO.
Her brown
eyes flickered over to Fred, and paused on him, head half in her arm,
and elbow on table.
"Do I really need to tell you why..."
She muttered.
Was she going to say it? Should she? Could she?
He
looked back at her again, but his annoyance started to disappear.
Instead he gave a half-smile and gave a quick shake of his head that
slightly mussed his fiery red hair.
He turned his eyes downwards,
toying with the first pages of the book - something about the history
of dragons.
"You don't have to," he said. "I mean,
I wouldn't force you to - but I must admit that I am a bit
curious."
Indeed - whyever would Hermione be hiding in the
library? Of all the places in the school, he would have thought that
Miss Granger would feel most at home there!
Hermione
blinked slowly again and ran a hand over her forehead, keeping it
positioned over her eyes and nose exasperatedly.
"Well, it does
get annoying, you know. Well, not that – you, would...know, but
speaking differently, it gets annoying when people like the girl at
the ball keep coming up to you, or some people hissing rude comments
in your ear... Or insults that make you want to snap back at them
right in their rude, annoying, excitedly foolish faces... but you
don't – because..." She had said this very quickly, and took a
sigh after she drew breath.
"Because it would ruin your identity
as the quiet studious nerdy one at 'that table over there'..."
Fred
snorted slightly, and cast a venomous look about him, as if said girl
was flittering about.
"Well, if you ask me," he said
dryly. "That isn't an identity that I would like to keep
intact..."
He grinned at her, and nudged Hermione with his
elbow a bit, trying to lighten her mood. "But, hey, if I'm here,
who do you think'll dare come up and insult you, eh? They'll find
their own fist halfway up their -- er, nose - before they could even
finish their sentence."
Fred rarely felt protective over
anybody except his own family - though at the moment he didn't even
care about Ron, he could get teased by the whole house of Slytherin
and he'd probably help. But Hermione was someone he'd be more than
willing to slug into oblivion for.
Hermione
gave a small snort when Fred had fumbled with the word 'nose' and
smiled sheepishly as he finished.
"That's nice of you Fred,
really... it is." And she truly did sound grateful. For she was.
"—
But you can't come with me into the library every time... I mean,
this is only a once in a lifetime thing...." She paused and frowned
slightly. "Isn't it?"
Fred
shrugged, and looked curiously about him.
"Well, I don't
know. I mean- now that I'm in here, I see that I won't drop dead
immediately from stepping foot into the library. Isn't such a bad
place, really," he ruffled the pages of his book subconsciously,
thinking hard. It really wasn't so bad - at least not as bad as he
thought it would be. "I don't see any reason why I shouldn't
come now and again. I mean - unless, of course, you would rather me
not to."
Hermione
nearly laughed out loud. She was staring at Fred with wide eyes as if
he had gone mad, and when she spoke, kept her voice at an urgently
quiet tone.
"Not WANT you to come in here with me? When you,
other than Ron and Harry, have been within a foot of my table without
hissing rude comments in my ear and then running away? When Fred
Weasley has come into the library and befriended me, going past that
barrier at the doorway into the dreaded library to come and study
with me? When you are the only person other than Harry to whom I feel
comfortable with just ME? When you are one of the few people that can
make me laugh? As in really laugh? The only one, other than Harry,
who accepts my like of Quidditch? Well, except for the snafu a while
ago, but that was just curiosity and shock at seeing Hermione read
something like that..."
She paused to take a breath and then she
plowed on, voice urgent no longer, more just quiet, and her eyes were
slightly less wide.
"The only one other than Harry and Ron who
has accepted me as –me- and actually, well, at least I hope, liked
me as a friend for who I am? That's nice to know... so why, after
all those points would I want you to leave?"
Needless
to say, Fred Weasley was a bit surprised by her reaction to what he
had meant to be a sort of joke. He regarded her with raised eyebrows,
and then, slowly, as her rant came to a close his face broke out into
its accustomary grin.
"Perhaps because I secretly annoy the
heck out of you but you're too polite to say so," he teased, and
then laughed.
He was a bit embarrassed - he didn't know what to
say. Well, that was a first. Fred Weasley - speechless. He continued
to play with the pages of the book until he realized he would
probably rip it. He closed it and drummed his fingers on the
cover.
"No - I'm glad you want me to stay, then. It's hard to
come by such good company as you, you know."
It
was Hermione's turn to be speechless, though she had been many
times before.
Whether good or bad in those times, this one was
certainly a good.
Her cheeks went slightly pink and she too was
turning pages of the books rather too fast than to look entirely
plausible as to reading.
"Thanks, Fred. It's nice to know
someone other than Harry says that about me...."
Then her eyes
widened and she smiled rather weakly. "What are we doing, it's
already been 10 minutes and we have an essay to finish..."
"Yeah,"
he said, and laughed. Suddenly an idea occurred to him, and he became
thoughtful. "You know, Hermione, I do believe everyone will be
shocked - I do not once remember handing in a complete essay.
Interesting - I can still shock people even while I'm not making
trouble."
He liked the sound of that. So he looked eagerly
about him, grabbed a roll of parchment, and then hit an obstacle. He
turned to her sheepishly.
"Er - Essay about - what again?"
he asked. "I wasn't - er - paying attention."
Hermione
laughed, but silenced embarrassedly when Madam Pince almost instantly
bustled over, brandished a feather duster at her, and cocked her
eyebrow warningly.
"Two, actually. Confundus charms, and love
potions." She corrected quietly, throwing an uneasy glance at the
librarian, who had walked away stiffly.
The
infamous red-head glanced at Madam Pince. He wondered whether she was
suspecting him of blowing something up. He grinned.
"Heh. The
second one should come in useful... hmm," he considered this. "I
probably could do with learning the Confundus Charm anyway... could
come in useful for future joke-shop projects..."
That was all
Fred needed to justify this - unwaranted act of studying. And, hey,
in the end he would be more educated than his dear brother.
By
gut reaction, Hermione nearly rolled her eyes, but suddenly realized
that it was fine when he talked about the joke shop. She couldn't
control everything, so why bother with him and his pranks if he
wanted to talk about it?
"Yes, anyways, the Confundus charm,
look, here's a book on it over here..."
Her hand reached out
across the table and swiped the books "Charms of the Century!"
Then
pulled it back and held it open for both Fred and her to see.
The
twin leaned in to squint at the book. He had to read a few sentences
twice before it began to sink in - he hadn't done any serious reading
in a long while. He decided - after a while - that he could quite
like studying - with Hermione as his partner, at least.
"Do
you think Crabbe and Goyle are on some sort of permanent Confundus
charm?" he asked, after reading the side-effects of the charm.
He couldn't help it - no matter how much he was paying attention to
something, he just couldn't keep his thoughts to himself. It was this
impulsive nature of his that perhaps was the REASON he didn't bother
studying with anyone else. He gave her an apologetic grin before
trying to turn his attention once more to the book.
Hermione
grinned in spite of herself and shook her head.
"Oh Fred,
honestly..." She said with a mock disapproving smile, and then
rolled her eyes, turning back to the book.
"The Confundus
Charm will, however powerful the charm, momentarily confuse the
person or being it is set on, making them believe whatever the caster
wants them to." She read aloud quietly.
"Useful indeed..." murmured Fred. Already he was thinking about a hundred and fifty ways in which this charm would be of value to him. In so doing, he wouldn't easily forget this information, so the studying was doing its job. He didn't bother scribbling it out on the parchment. "You know, we could make Filch believe that he's a newt - or - or Malfoy that Goyle has a crush on him - or --" he paused, considering. "Y'think we could use it somehow with our Matchmaking-Service?"
"Maybe
for Snape." Hermione said thoughtfully, shrugging her
shoulders.
"Now pay attention..." She added in a hiss. "We
need to get these finished before Monday I believe, and it's
already Friday, isn't it?"
Her thoughts paused, then drifted
over to a book and her brown eyes widened. "Most Potente Potions! I
need to get it signed out, but need a permission paper! How am I
going to get one?? None of the teachers will give me permission t
sign it out without permission, and the only teacher that actually
did, was Professor Lockhart, but he isn't here now..."
This
hadn't occured to Fred before. He frowned thoughtfully at
Hermione.
"Well, I certainly can't ask any of the
professors," he stated the obvious. "With a book like that
no knowing what I'd do with it... hmm. Well, we could always forge a
signature. I have dozens of detention slips from - oh, almost
everyone. Don't like to hand 'em in - like souveniers, y'know. I have
so many no one ever misses them. Couldn't be that hard to copy a
signature down onto a slip - and Madam Pince shouldn't suspect you of
any foul play."
"Yes
but, b-but..." Hermione was struggling to find something that might
go wrong. "Oh Fred, what if she goes back to whatever teacher had
signed it and asked, and that teacher said no, and..."
Her voice
drifted off, and suddenly a wide-eyed look of comprehension dawned on
the girls face and when she spoke, it was in an excited but deadly
quiet whisper. She leaned over the table at Fred with a smile unlike
any other. "That's IT! Harry! His invisibility cloak!! I'll ask
him to borrow it, and use it to get the book at night!!"
Yeah,"
Fred said, nodding. "Top notch thing that is, that invisibility
cloak of his! Wish I had one..."
He did, for a moment,
consider what would happen if he used Snape's signature to forge the
permission slip - but in the end he decided that Hermione's plan was
not only perhaps better, but more fun to boot. The thought of
sneaking into the Library at night quite thrilled him.
"Do
you really think he'll go along with it?" he asked eagerly - he
could not imagine Harry parting with his cloak
Hermione shrugged. "I hope so. If not, then we are definitely in trouble..." Her voice broke off and she sighed. "Now we need to get back to studying... a one and a half foot essay on Confundus charms and the effects of it, by Monday. Hurry up...."
A few hours later, Hermione sighed and leaned back against her seat in the library. "Well, now that you've finished one complete essay, what do you say, is it that bad?" Her eyebrow cocked as she surveyed Fred through amused brown eyes.
Glassy-eyed,
Fred gazed blankly ahead of him into the general direction of rows of
bookshelves. His hand twitched compulsively - hours. He had just
spent hours preparing and writing out an essay. That was more than he
had spent doing such his whole life. In a slightly delayed reaction,
he turned and surveyed Hermione through wide eyes. His first reply
would have been - how in the blazes was she able to do this every
day? But he only had the energy to say,
"N-no. Not bad a-at
all."
He tried to smile to emphasize the point, but it only
came out in a pitiful half-smirk.
Hermione
grinned in spite of herself and broke into silent laughter.
"Come
off it, it wasn't THAT bad, was it? I saw your hand twitching...
there is something seriously wrong with you...." Her smile widened
as she shook her head and stared at Fred. "Ready to head back to
the common room?"
Fred
snickered. He took the twitching hand and massaged his wrist - he had
never done so much writing before.
"Mother's been saying
there's something wrong with me since the day I was born," he
said cheerfully - now that the studying was over he was beginning to
snap out of his delirium. "And the common room does sound quite
nice to me at the moment."
Hermione
clicked her tongue with the amused shake of a head, and proceeded to
pack some of the books back in her bag.
"Come on, gather your
things, Mr. I- hate- studying...."
Inside, it was highly
entertaining watching Fred twitch compulsively for the past two and a
half hours.... not to mention the fact that she had a study partner
was not only fun this time, but wonderful. Fred somehow always found
the way to make her laugh – unlike Ron who always got her angry.
"Well,
I don't hate studying," Fred said timidly, though he grinned
brightly. He sprang to his feet, vowing never to sit in one chair for
longer than an hour again in his whole entire life. As he began
stuffing things back into his bag, he said, quite matter-of-factly,
"Though, I don't hate trolls either, and I wouldn't want to be
around one of those for too long now, would I?"
Though, as
much as he teased, it was not so bad as he thought. He rather had fun
studying with Hermione, though he would never admit that studying
would be fun. He'd rather eat a toad.
He could barely imagine what
Flitwick would look like upon receiving his very first complete essay
that actually had something to do with the subject he wanted.
At
the word 'trolls' Hermione had a sudden memory of the previous
year when Ron had said quite rudely, "We don't want to end up
with a pair of trolls..." About the Yule Ball, and then had
proceeded to insult Eloise Midgen after Hermione had inquired
indignantly what exactly he meant by 'trolls'.
Snapping back
to reality, and moving from her momentarily frozen position staring
into space, an ugly look came onto Hermione's face.
She gave a
quiet yet exasperated groan at the thought of the idiot red-haired
boy who was quite rude, and slung her bag over her shoulder.
Fred
noticed Hermione's abrupt change of mood, and was half through the
process of slinging his bag over his shoulder when he paused to frown
at her. He wondered if his comment had somehow put her off into a bad
mood - though he couldn't at all figure out what it was that might
have aqquired such a reaction.
"You alright, Hermione?"
he asked tentatively, shrugging his bag higher onto his shoulder and
stepping up to her.
Hermione
looked at him and grimaced uneasily.
"It's just that...
well," She laughed weakly and began to walk towards the library
doors slowly, so as Fred could follow.
"When you said
'trolls' I was reminded of something Monsieur Jealous said last
year...."
Following
diligently, the Weasley twin gave a short snort of indignation.
"Oh,
I can imagine several different ways my dear brother could use THAT
word," he said, but he looked sidelong with a slightly worried
expression at Hermione just the same. "What did he say?"
Hermione
led out of the library, and waited until they were down the hallway
to respond. And when she did, it was in a loud, annoyed tone.
"He
just said that Harry and him better hurry up and get dates if they
didn't want to wind up with a pair of trolls."
Then, sensing
some worry in Fred's voice, added, "Why?" curiously.
Fred
shrugged in reply to her last question. It was interesting to him,
how Hermione's thoughts turned to Ron whenever she finally began to
have a bit of fun. He wondered just how long his brother had been
dragging her down.
"Little does he know," he muttered as
they drew nearer the Library doors. "He is about the closest
thing to a troll I have ever seen."
At
this comment, Hermione's face split into a smile and she burst into
gales of laughter.
"Fred..." She choked between giggles.
"I don't know what you do, or how you do it..." A tear was
wiped from the corner of her eye as she shifted her bag on her
shoulder. "But you always make me laugh..."
The
slightly-older twin chuckled.
"Well, I am glad to be of
service to you, ma'am," he said, and, thinking it would be
appropriate to use a bit of matters, held the door open for her. He
liked making people laugh. In all reality, it was the only way he and
George could - well, get a bit of attention, what with a family full
of Head Boys and Prefects and such. With so many siblings, it was
nigh on impossible to get any real attention without causing some
trouble.
Hermione
flashed him a grin, and walked through the door, proceeding up the
stone steps.
She paused to wait for him, thinking.
Why did she
feel so comfortable around Fred?
What was the real reason?
A
slightly subtle thought drifted by, and it made her frown
slightly.
No... couldn't be.
Fred
breathed in deeply as soon as he stepped out of the library - was it
his imagination, or did the air seem so much more - clearer in the
air in the library? He laughed, and, letting the door fall shut
behind him, jogged up to Hermione. He felt a bit elated with the
success of his studying -or, no, he just felt elated in general.
Something new. It was very rare that he actually felt this happy. He
clapped Hermione's shoulder lightly as he reached her.
"Thank
you for helping me with that confounded essay," he said,
grinning. "I must say - I couldn't - and wouldn't - have done it
without you!"
Hermione
raised her eyebrows, still staring at the wall behind Fred through
unfocused eyes and a blank face; then, when he spoke to her, AND
clapped her shoulder, jumped slightly and her eyes snapped onto
him.
Her face broke into a weak smile.
"You're
welcome..." She trailed off, still looking dazed and thinking.
Noticing
he had disturbed her, Fred withdrew his hand, smiling bemusedly. He
was constantly being reminded lately that girls - Hermione, mostly -
have the ability to completely change moods at the drop of a
hat.
"Y'alright, Hermione?" he asked curiously. "You
look like you just got lost. Pretty hard to do, as we haven't gone
very far yet."
Hermione
laughed slightly.
"No.... not lost.. I'm fine. Just a
little..." Her left eyebrow raised even higher.
"Odd."
She finished quietly, then shrugged and began up the steps again.
"I
don't know if it is the potion or what... but I've been feeling off
color for the past few days. Except when I am around you, of
course..."
Then as soon as she had finished the last
sentence, a realization popped in front of Hermione's eyes so
clearly, that she could not see how she hadn't spotted it before.
Did
she fancy Fred?
Fred was just about to reply with something casual or obstinately Fred-ish, but suddenly something mentally hit him and the sentence died before it even began. He realized that her sentence could easily describe him as well. He blinked dazedly at her, realizing that in the past few days he had acted about as odd and - un-Fred-ish as physically possible. And if it were possible, he had "broken up" with his twin. Off-color indeed! What was wrong with him? Suddenly he felt distinctly uneasy. He looked at Hermione as if he had only just seen her - it began, he realized, the day that he had followed Hermione out of the library. What could that possibly mean? No - he knew what that meant, despite the fact that it never happened to him before, but he was too utterly stunned to admit it. He had no idea what to say, so he just settled on blinking and staring at Hermione instead until inspiration came upon him.
Hermione
paused for a moment, then turned around slowly to face Fred.
Once
or twice, she opened her mouth to say something, but it merely
mouthed noiselessly and she ended up closing it again.
This was
different. Different like any feeling before in Hermione's body.
She
felt, comfortable... different... happy around Fred -- and it was
beginning to grow past that.
More than just a laugh. A -like-.
She
actually liked the Fred standing before her.
No -- fancied. But
still, the thought seemed crazy in Hermione's mind. How could it
BE?
It just seemed odd that the one she had once called a hopeless
prankster, that had no idea what he wanted in life -- was actually
beginning to grow on her.... and past!
Her brown eyes stared
straight into Fred's for several moments, looking hopelessly lost
with a slightly confused frowned brow.
Boy did she feel
stupid.
Until she realized that Fred was staring at her too....
It
took him several heartbeats to realize the same thing as Hermione -
one, he was looking exceedingly stupid. Two, they had been staring at
each other for a very long time. His heart was racing as realization
suddenly dawned upon him - how was it possible? That he had feelings
for Hermione? For the girl that he had - since just recently -
believed to be a slightly dull bookworm? He didn't know - and,
frankly, he didn't really care.
There were quite a few options
ahead of him. He could laugh and make some joke - pretend nothing had
just happened. He could just simply start walking again and embarrass
both himself AND Hermione. Or - well, the last option was at the same
time the most logical and - frankly, frightening one of them all. It
had the possibility to make him possibly even more foolish that
Hermione probably already thought him.
He took a deep breath, and
then built up all of his courage for what he was about to do. He
smiled wryly, and then took a small step towards her. He leaned down
- right now he hated being tall - and kissed her softly.
As soon
as he did it, panic set in, and he jerked back. He could feel his
face growing hot - he gave a sort-of high-pitched, nervous laugh,
imagining about a hundred and one reactions he could receive (most of
them probably involving a slap of sorts). "S-sorry," he
stammered. "I - I have no idea what I...." he trailed off
miserably, and eyed her anxiously for a reaction.
Hermione
had once been staring at Fred, and him back at her as well for a few
piercingly silent moments – then, quicker than before she even knew
what was happening – he was kissing her.
On the lips.
A blast
of mixed feelings exploded inside Hermione like fireworks, shooting
by, winding their way through her stomach – which had given a jolt
of adrenaline and panic.
This was – out of the blue.
This was
– so shocking there were no words.
When he withdrew very
quickly, an embarrassed silence fell over the two of them, and left
Hermione feeling completely shocked.
Her face was indescribably
blank for a few more moments as she blinked and thought, brown eyes
staring up at Fred curiously; the flames from the torches in the hall
dancing in them.
It
couldn't be....
No... -- it WAS.
There was no denying it
this time. There could be no ignoring this time.
Fred actually
fancied her. Why else would he just come up and kiss her out of
nowhere?
Did she feel the same? The race of panic now zipping
through her stomach told her yes.
How to react though...
Her
thoughts were somewhere along the line of Fred's. She didn't want
to embarrass the both of them by saying anything embarrassing... she
certainly didn't want to slap him, for despite the fact that her
Hermione instincts told her to, the kiss was actually quite
lovely.
Slowly, very slowly, her face broke into a shy smile and
she adjusted her bag on her shoulder – not knowing what on earth
she was going to do next, or what Fred was going to do either.
What
should she say? Thank you? No, that would be under the lines of
embarrassing.
Ignore it and march back to the common room? Even
more ridiculous.
Return with a kiss? .... Wouldn't that be
embarrassing?
Wait for Fred to do something? Better.
Still
smiling embarrassedly, she looked up at Fred with her brown eyes once
more and kept her hand on her should strap – underneath wanting to
scream with joy and panic.
As
a few seconds ticked by and he received neither a snap nor a
scolding, Fred's panic gradually began to die down. His heart rate
returned to a normal level, and he was able to think one thought at a
time. He blinked, and watched as Hermione smiled. That - that was a
good sign, wasn't it? He hoped so. He smiled nervously, running his
hand through his hair once and flashing a grin. He decided that if he
had the choice, he would probably prefer to drop dead right then.
Though, oddly, he didn't regret what he did in the least bit.
"So..."
he said slowly, cautiously, trying to figure out the most appropriate
thing to say. It was amazing to him - most of he and George's peers
all had had plenty of experience with kissing, and this was his
first. Another testimate to how very few people were able to tolerate
the trouble-maker on a personal basis. "Er - you're not going to
hit me, then?"
Hermione
grinned and bit her lower lip, looking at him with dancing eyes.
"If
you'd like me to, sure..." She said coyly, once more nervously
adjusting her bag on her shoulder.
"But not on my own
accord..."
Her heart rate was not at all normal though. It was
still fluttering against her inside, thumping as though she had run a
hundred miles – yet this was not a nervous fluttering. It was a
surprised, --pleasantly—surprised beating.
What had just
happened in the past five minutes had been frighteningly shocking,
and yet nice at the same time. The stunned air still hung, that
someone – let alone Fred Weasley!— had kissed her.
She nodded
her head in the direction of the hall, biting her lower lip
again.
"Shall we get back to the common room?"
Fred
laughed - his laugh still wasn't -quite- the same timbre as it
normally was. He still couldn't believe himself - what had he done?
Was he going to regret this? What if George found out? Ron? Anyone in
school, really? He really wasn't careful about it - anyone could have
been watching them leave the library. If he thought they were
receiving a hard time BEFORE -- he realized that he didn't really
care. Never did care, actually. His thoughts were running around in
nervous circles.
In response to her question, he glanced once in
the direction in which they had been heading - common room. Yes, that
was right, they were heading back to the common room. He had
forgotten. In fact, in the past few moments he seemed to have
forgotten everything - even the fact that he had been studying for
hours. He flashed a nervous grin at her and nodded, fidgeting a bit
with his bag.
"Yeah - yeah, sure."
Still with the awkwardness of Fred kissing her in the air, Hermione nervously copied him by shifting her back on her shoulder, and began to saunter slowly down the hall, biting her lip.
Now what was there to say? It was still edgy in the atmosphere, and Hermione's feelings were zipping this way and that, new tidal waves of molten adrenaline coming with every step.
Her head was spinning slightly, but her shy smile remained.
To stir up conversation would be difficult.... But to remain in silence would be embarrassing.
Ineptly, she attempted to bring something to the discussion board – eyes looking ahead. Only three more hallways and two more flights of stairs, then she would be able to fly into the girl's dormitories to think and re-think over what had happened.
Her eyes slowly drifted back to Fred. "So... I guess this means we are going to have a nice remaining year? After, you know..." She shrugged her left shoulder in reference to the kiss, but almost immediately, she winced at her words.
That sounded so –– stupid. And not only stupid, but wrong. Maybe to re-phrase it and tell him what she REALLY meant....and not anything else.
But to rephrase would make her look stupid....
Hermione shook herself mentally. She kept forgetting that when she was around Fred, she didn't need to prove herself in any way. Fred would understand. He was trustworthy on THOSE issues. She had learned that in the past week all too well.
Fred
laughed softly. Hermione's question was a bit odd, but he had an idea
of what she was meaning to say. He looked at her sidelong,
cautiously. Truth was, he had no bloody idea how he was supposed to
act now. Was he supposed to return to his normal behavior, or - not?
He realized that he had set them up for quite a few awkward silences
in the near future, but to him the aftereffects were quite worth the
original act, even if they could include a few fights with Ron.
"I
-- don't know," he replied truthfully, glancing upwards and
pretending he saw something interesting on the ceiling as he pondered
this. The possibilities for the rest of the year were endless and
varied. The could, of course, just go back to being friends. Possibly
Hermione could go running up to her dormitories, and come back not
wanting to speak to him again. Or... not. "I mean... I suppose
so. If - you want - yeah."
That wasn't what he meant. Well,
it was, but it didn't come out right. He never was one that was able
to master words, but he seemed to have lost the skill altogether. He
blinked and looked back at her, faced with the same dilemma and
coming to the same conclusion as she did just moments ago.
Hermione
looked up quickly. Did Fred mean what she thought he meant? What was
he saying? That they should be together? The thought sent a
frightened wave of adrenaline over Hermione for the first few
seconds, then actually seemed quite nice.
Her brown eyes lingered
around his face curiously for a few moments, and then darted to
front.
They were almost there... she needed to finish the
conversation so that she could go running into her dormitory. Not in
a bad way, of course, but just to rethink over everything...
"Well,
I... am not sure..." She said awkwardly. What was there to say?
"M-maybe...."
They came up to the fat lady, and Hermione
paused, with her hand on her shoulder, holding the strap of her bag.
Another
nervous laugh escaped the twin after Hermione's last statement. When
they drew up to the Fat Lady, he looked up at her, pondering his next
words. He realized that Hermione probably wanted to get away from him
as soon as possible to think things through - to tell the truth it
sounded quite good to him as well.
"Well, Hermione," he
said, grinning at her. He ran his hand through his hair again,
stopping at the back of his neck. It was a gesture of his that was a
sure sign that he was unsure of what to do. "I must say that I
am completely out of my element here. I... I had a good time today,
Hermione," he wasn't sure whether he meant he had a good time
studying, or afterwards. Probably both. "And I... thank you for
tolerating my presence, and... yeah... what's the password again?"
Hermione
cocked her head to the side and turned to the fat lady with a smile
on her face.
"Petrificus Totalus..." She muttered, and the fat
lady, after a small nod, swung forward to admit them.
When
Hermione had climbed through, her high spirits were not even dampened
by the fact that Ron was in the common room standing near the
portrait hole and talking to Harry in a low voice.
She simply
walked right by them, after casting Fred a glance. Her stare however
was prolonged, as she plopped her bag down beside an armchair and
made to sit in it, but nearly missed, because she was looking at
Fred.
Ron turned from his conversation as she came in, and
expression narrowed, almost hawk-like as they entered; but Hermione
did not seem fazed even by this. Her embarrassed smile widened and
she finally sat in the chair, feet dangling over the edge, and head
on the other side, staring into the fire with that uncontrollable
grin on her face.
For some reason, she couldn't go up to the
girls dormitories.... For some strange and uncanny reason, she felt
the need to be in the presence of Fred and the fire for a little
longer.... Before she went up into the dormitories....
