"Banned."
Gah.
As if he needed Angelina to remind him. As if he didn't have that
very same word echoing through his brain. As if it wasn't already
driving him crazy. He shot the captain a thoroughly unappreciative
look that was little less than a scowl. At the moment everything
annoyed him. The crackle of the fire. Even the sound of everyone's
breathing was grating on his nerves. George was in no better a mood.
They sat apart, next to each other, glaring at their shoes and
generally mulling on their misery. At least he was in a better mood
than he was before. When George had told him, he had wanted to beat a
first year to a bloody pulp just because he had bumped into him in
the hall. Banned. He could hardly believe it. And he hadn't even done
anything! He hadn't even touched the whimp! The injustice of it all
was just too much.
"Banned," was she still
talking!? He narrowed his eyes at her, and watched as the crestfallen
captain continued. "No Seeker and no Beaters... What on earth
are we going to do?"
He made a slightly disgusted sound,
and shook his head, though it wasn't really in answer. He looked
around once, his eyes skimming over his fellow Quidditch Players,
before his gaze dipped back down to the floor, or the fire. He
crossed his arms, and leaned back in his chair with a longsuffering
sigh. This had to be one of the worst days of his life. He would
never be able to play Quidditch again. That... that was low. Well, of
course, he wouldn't actually never play Quidditch again. He
was sure that he would be able to sneak a game or two back home, once
he left Hogwarts... but that really just wasn't the point. It was
unfair. He wanted to go to bed. And brood. Maybe he could dream about
hexing Umbridge so badly she barely resembled her own globular self.
Harry
was sitting miserably on the couch sandwiched in between Ginny and
Hermione, wondering numbly where Ron was and what on earth he was
going to do.
No more Quidditch. It seemed like Umbridge was
already beginning to take away the things he loved most at Hogwarts –
first Quidditch, what next?
She was a twisted foul gargoyle –
and just loved to torment him. Why and how could someone take
pleasure in that? The injustice of it all made him want to yell at
some unsuspecting person for hours on end.
"It's just so
unfair," He heard Alicia say from somewhere to his left. "I mean,
what about Crabbe and that Bludger he hit after the whistle had been
blown? Has she banned him?"
"No," Ginny said, and because
she was so close to Harry it drew him back to earth with an
unpleasant bump. "He just got lines, I heard Montague laughing
about it at dinner."
"And banning Fred when he didn't even
do anything!" said Alicia furiously, pummeling her knee with her
fist.
Hermione sighed and set her head on her hand, which was
propped up by her elbow.
She had come back to the common room
alone to find them here, and decided to sit by Harry for her and Fred
hadn't talked since then. She was already depressed that he was
angry with her and didn't know if he would forgive her.
Fred
lifted his eyes again; just long enough to give Angelina another
scalding look. Oh, wouldn't she just drop it? He swore that she was
trying to get him all riled up again. His blood had just ceased to
boil, and his temper had just cooled enough for him to sit here
without being truly hostile. He was getting tired, now. His anger was
all simmering down and leaving him broody and moody.
"It's
not my fault I didn't," he said, his tone laced with bitterness. "I
would've pounded the little scumbag into a pulp if you three hadn't
been holding me back."
He briefly included Alicia and Katie
in his glare. He probably wouldn't forgive them for this for a long
time. Even though they were on his side – and if they knew that he
was going to get punished for hurting Malfoy even if he didn't lay
a finger on him, they probably would have not only let him go, but
would have cheered George, Harry and he on with a gusto – he just
simply couldn't let go the fact that if it weren't for them, he
probably would have at least gotten a little bit of satisfaction from
the whole ordeal. He bit his lip, turning his eyes away from the
chasers to look at the rest of the Gryffindor Quidditch team. Where
was Ron? The thought struck him suddenly. He wasn't even sure where
it had come from. Now that he noticed it, his absence was
conspicuous. He of all people had the right to be glad of the day's
outcome. Not only had his nemesis been beaten (almost) senseless, but
also his (unsupportive) brothers had been thrown off the team. He
should have been elated.
He looked last at Hermione. No, he
wasn't angry with her. Slightly perplexed, maybe. He wished he
could corner her off and talk to her, but he wasn't sure what he
would say. He didn't know what she thought of the whole thing,
after all. What if she was displeased with his behavior? What if she
would say it was his own fault, for letting Malfoy egg him on? Part
of him was telling him this was absolutely preposterous, but he
didn't know what to think right now. He needed a good night's
sleep to figure this whole thing out. A flash of gold caught his eye.
He tore his gaze away from Hermione, and for a while watched the
snitch as it zoomed its way around the common room.
Hermione had snuck a glance at
Fred –for she could've sworn she had felt him looking at her a
few seconds before, but he was watching the Snitch when she looked;
she sighed and looked back at her cat, who was pawing at the gold
object flying around the room as if he was going to catch it.
Her
eyes met with the Captain of the team's worriedly, before back onto
Crookshanks.
"I'm going to bed," said Angelina, getting
slowly to her feet. "Maybe this will all turn out to have been a
bad dream. . . . Maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and find we haven't
played yet. . . ."
This made Hermione feel even worse. Even
though she wasn't on the team – she felt its pain. Perhaps not as
strong as Harry or Fred, or anyone in that matter – but it was
still there.
She stood up slowly and walked over to the fire,
staring at it blankly. The flames reflected in her gaze.
Harry
stared miserably at the dark window. It was snowing – but he felt
like it should have been raining. It was not a possibility anymore –
it was for certain. The worst day of his life at Hogwarts had
come.
As she stood by the warmth of the fire, which was not
feeling very warm at all - Hermione suddenly felt a rush of wanting –
she wanted to talk to Fred, to comfort him, to be comforted by him,
and to confide in him. He – other than Harry – was the only one
she could do that to.
She missed talking to him and it had only
been a few hours.
Hermione turned her gaze to him and her eyes
lingered around his face for a moment or two.
Fred had been watching her as she stood and walked towards the fire.
He was fighting some sort of inner battle as he watched her. He felt
just as strong the desire to talk to her – to go up to her and tell
her he was sorry for whatever he did to make her mad – but he
wasn't quite sure whether that would be a good idea or not. He
didn't want to fight anymore that night. Maybe if he waited until
tomorrow... if he had a bit of time to sleep on it... he wouldn't
be so short-tempered? As soon as their eyes met, however, he realized
that there really was no battle at all. He didn't really have a
choice. He blinked slowly, observing the firelight flickering in her
eyes with a sad sort of smile. He tore his gaze away for long enough
to toss a glance to his brother. George was busy glowering at the
fire. They'd talk later. They didn't really need words, his
brother and he – they would share a few dark looks now and again,
and then the next thing he knew they would be plotting the demise of
madam Umbridge with the fervor of escaped convincts.
He
frowned lightly as he made up his mind to carry on with his decision.
He stood slowly, and then after a moment's hesitation stepped up to
Hermione – as stealthily as a cat, though lumbering as he was now
Crookshanks was not much of an example. Somehow, the atmosphere
seemed to forbid any noise louder than a whisper, unless the silence
would come shattering down around them like a thousand shards of
glass. Once he reached Hermione, he paused, looking at her with a
wary expression on his face. No, she wouldn't snap at him. She
never snapped at him, and she never would if he had anything to do
about it. He stepped up closer, hooking his fingers lightly in her
sleeve. He leaned in close so they would not be overheard (or at
least he wouldn't disturb either George or Harry's interminable
broodiness), and said,
"Think we can talk now, Hermione?"
Hermione
looked towards Fred and immediately felt a feeling of relief spread
through her entire body. He wanted to talk to her! He wasn't
thoroughly angry with her!
"Alright... sure," She replied
quietly, throwing an uneasy glance toward Harry, nodding, and moving
slightly towards the portrait hole.
She wasn't exactly sure
what Harry would think of her leaving him there to wallow in his
misery, but he didn't look too sociable anyways. Then she saw Ginny
and wondered what /she/ would think of her and Fred walking off
together. Hermione didn't know whether Ginny knew or not, and
wasn't in the mood to tell her at all, so she reassured herself
that they were fine, and exited the portrait.
She waited
outside slightly nervously. Her stomach was feeling uncomfortable –
and she didn't know why. Her head was dizzy, and she wondered
why.
Come to think of it, her whole body was feeling awkward and
sick, and she had no clue as to /why/.
Fred was far past the point of
wondering what the others would think about he leaving the common
room with Hermione. Even if his thoughts weren't preoccupied with
wondering what the hell he was going to say once he was alone with
her, chances were he wouldn't have given it a second thought
anyway. If they couldn't come to the conclusion themselves, then it
wasn't worth his time explaining it to them. He followed Hermione
through the portrait hole, and was just beginning to feel a bit of
nervousness himself. More than anything, however, he was feeling
impatient. He wanted this whole day and everything that came with it
behind him and forgotten. If he couldn't take back what he did or
didn't do in the Quidditch Pitch, even if he had wanted to, he knew
that he could make things right with Hermione. ...Or he would die
trying.
He stepped out into the hall, and took a few seconds
to look about and see if any students were present. Actually, he
couldn't have cared less whether there were or not. He scratched
his red hair thoughtfully, and then finally turned to look at her. He
decided it was best to go right to the point. So he said, talking
rather slowly, as if he was putting great thought into each
word,
"Are you angry with me, Hermione?"
As he
spoke, he began to take a few small steps down the hall, a hint that
maybe they should walk on. He slipped his hands into his pockets,
eyes still fixed on Hermione, still with that slightly uneasy
expression on his face. Not that he suspected anybody would be
listening in the common room behind the portrait, but he didn't
want news of their discussion circulating through the school from the
mouth of the Fat Lady herself. She did have a poor reputation of
being an amazing gossip, after all.
Hermione
began to walk with him, thinking about his question carefully.
Now
that he had actually /asked/, it seemed like she didn't know. –
At the fire she was confident that she wasn't angry with him, but
now... she was having second thoughts.
In some ways, yes. – She was angry with him. For almost attacking Malfoy was the main reason. But then again, he was Fred Weasley, and she liked him for who he was... the feisty, hot-tempered red-head. He had his good qualities, but that was him, and she had to accept that. Besides, he hadn't /actually/ hurt Malfoy. He had restrained himself afterwards.
The other reason was being short with her and leaving her on the ground to go back up to the castle alone – but she squashed this anger by pointing out to herself that /she/ was the one who had been short with him in the first place.
Leave it to Hermione to conquer her inward battles by her own logic.
"No Fred," She said quickly, looking softly at him as they walked. "I'm not angry with you. I thought I was – but not now. I'm glad that we're speaking, because ..." She knew it would sound stupid, but didn't know how else to put it. "Because I missed you. In that brief time when we weren't speaking... - I really did."
This
came as a pleasant surprise to the Weasley. He would have thought for
sure that she would admit that she was angry, and then that he would
have to do a great deal of apologizing and explaining before she
forgave him. That was really why he had put it off so long. He nodded
slowly, and turned to look in front of him for a while, thinking on
what she said. Of course he agreed, and felt the same. She had caught
him off-guard though, so he had to think of his answer. He wondered
if he had gotten a bludger to the head during the game, and didn't
even notice it. That would explain why he was acting a bit slow that
night. When he looked back at her again, the look in his brown eyes
was softer, and he was smiling.
"I missed you, too," he
replied.
He laughed a little. He was feeling better already.
He realized that it might have been his (brief) estrangement with
Hermione just as much as anything that had been making him so
miserable all that evening. He could not believe that it could be so
easy to fix this, though. Because... well, Hermione had been
angry with him, and he had been acting like a dolt when he was
trying to get at Draco, and afterwards. Not that he thought he would
have tried to change what he did if he was given the chance (other
than kick all three chasers in the shins to make them let go)... but
he still knew that it upset Hermione, and the fact that she was upset
made him upset. He still thought that it was his duty to apologize,
whether she wasn't really angry with him or not.
"Well,
I'm still sorry," he said, with a slightly stubborn tone. "I
shouldn't have acted the way I did. I was a real idiot today..."
"You
were just being you," Hermione replied quickly. "And you didn't
do anything wrong. I mean, if Angelina, Katie and Alicia hadn't
stopped you – you would have attacked Draco, - I mean Malfoy, but...
that's alright." Her eyes were slightly wider than usual and she
was frowning at herself. She felt a half-happy, half-gaping-hole
feeling inside her. Hermione was glad that she and Fred were talking
again, but something still wasn't right.
Maybe it was that
good-luck kiss she owed him. After all, the kisses were nice and
always made her feel tingly inside. Yeah, that was it... she tried to
reassure herself.
"I' really missed you, Fred," She repeated, feeling like even if she said it a thousand times it wouldn't get though to him how much she really did.
"I
really missed you too, Hermione," he said, a hint of laughter in
his voice.
Not that he thought any of this was funny - he just
found it rather unbelievable. Without really thinking about it, he
slipped an arm around her shoulder. He looked at her still, as if he
couldn't get enough of looking at her - as if he thought she had
changed somehow in the few hours of their not speaking to each other.
He decided that he never wanted to have a real fight with her. Their
little tiff... it had been nothing. He knew that. And yet, it left
such an impression on him! He could only imagine what would happen if
it came right down to both of them screaming at each other at the top
of their lungs, the castle walls rocking around them like they did in
the Weasley Household whenever any of the family members fought. It
would make this day's misery look like some sort of respite.
This
was yet another alien feeling that was unique to his relationship
with Hermione. He never got so upset when any one of his brothers or
sisters - or even his parents - weren't on speaking terms with him.
The thing was, he just cared too much about Hermione for him to sit
well with her being angry with him. He didn't know how he was going
to arrange for something like this never to happen again, or whether
it was possible, but he was going to have to try.
How in Bill's name would they ever survive when their first fight came...?
That day would to be a catastrophe – an utter disaster. Hermione didn't even know if she would be able to handle it.
She
couldn't even handle not being on speaking terms with Fred for a
few /hours/, let alone a serious fight, which was sure to be over a
few days. If they ever did, Hermione would go mad and lose her mind
from the stress.
She enjoyed every second she spent with Fred –
he was so free, and so away from all the busy atmosphere of studying.
Not that she didn't like it, she still loved everything she did
before she was with Fred, books, studying, - but now was
different.
Not only did Hermione love her studious ways – she
had Fred to add to the list.
Wait.
What was she saying... did she love Fred? Was it that serious?
That
was too deep of thinking for right now. Maybe later.
"Let's go outside," She said abruptly, but in a quiet tone. "I'm tired of this stuffy old castle."
"Sure."
Quick
answer – short and simple. He didn't have to put any real thought
into it. He didn't care that it was after dark, and probably
bitterly cold outside. He would go anywhere, so long as Hermione was
with him, and they weren't fighting anymore. He wondered at how
quickly his happiness became dependant on her. Already his mood was
beginning to brighten. He realized that he forgot he was supposed to
be moody and broody about being kicked off the Quidditch team for a
full thirty seconds. He chuckled. Actually, everything was beginning
to take on an amusing light now. The way Draco looked after Harry and
George had (respectively) kicked his arse, all the angst that
followed, even Hermione and his ridiculous fight... it was all
beginning to seem particularly funny. Amazing how abruptly his mood
could swing like that. He wondered if it was Hermione's doing, or
if the day's drama had left him mentally unhinged.
"We're
doomed, you know," he said, grinning. "Or, I am, at least."
"- In what way?" Hermione
asked, slowly putting her right hand up on Fred's as they walked,
nearly to the front doors now.
Doomed? Well yes, for what /she/
was thinking – but could Fred possibly be thinking the same
thing?
She opened the front door for them and was not at all happy
by the rush of frost-bitten cold that greeted them, but was
exceptionally excited when she saw how beautiful it was. The snow
looked like diamonds all around from the moonlight, crunchy, and
frosty looking as it sat happily on the ground. – A lone set of
foot-prints showed someone had not yet returned from their walk
outside, but Hermione was too distracted by the beautiful sight.
The
sky was crystal clear, and black, and Hermione was strongly reminded
of the last time she and Fred had been outside in the snow at night.
It was a frightful, horrifying memory, but fun and adventurous at the
same time.
"This looks familiar..." She said quietly with a
small smile.
"Yes,
a bit," he said, also smiling. "Only I think the lake might
actually be frozen this time."
He kept his voice in a
hushed tone. It was so peaceful outside. So still. So... silent. He
had the oddest impression that the snow would suddenly crumble, or
melt or disappear or something if he spoke too loudly. Ah, what an
emotional rollercoaster that night had been! He'd been happy one
minute, worried, terrified, relieved, terrified again, confused,
exhausted... wow. It made him sort-of sleepy just to be reminded of
it. Regardless, it was a good memory. It had been a good day. To
think, if any of that hadn't happened, chances were Hermione and he
wouldn't be here at all. They would only be - er - acquaintances,
constantly nit-picking at each other over his testers and her prefect
duties. Rather scary thought, that. He turned to look at her again,
as he found her infinitely more pretty than the snow. Suddenly,
something occurred to him.
"You know..." he began,
eyes sparkling. "Gryffindor did win today..."
Hermione began walking, so
entranced by the beauty outside - that at first she didn't realize
what Fred was talking about.
"Hmm?" She asked distractedly,
turning around to walk backwards, staring around at everything but
him. The sky, the snow, and especially the castle, which was looking
dark and magnificently noble that night.
"What do you mean?"
Then her memory was jogged, and
her face broke into a disapproving smile. "Oh no you don't –"
She began slowly, taking a few steps backwards.
Teasing was so
much fun. Especially when it's your first time with the first boy
you've ever liked.
"Oh yes I
do!"
Laughing, Fred began to advance on Hermione, just as
slowly as she was backing away. He had to admit - there was a certain
charm about teasing. Well, as long as he got what he wanted at the
end, at least. Funny how one can completely forget that they are
ankle-deep in snow and completely freezing when they have other, more
pleasant things to distract them.
"You promised!" he
accused, taking on an injured look that was just as sincere as
Hermione's disapproval. "You're not going to go back on your
word now, are you?"
He wondered how he was even able to
remember Hermione's said promise. Everything that happened before or
after the Quidditch Match was completely overshadowed by the events
after the game. He was rather pleased. Ha. And to think that he would
have let her get away with it, too, if he hadn't remembered...!
"Maybe not," said Hermione
darkly, smiling in spite of herself. She backed up and around a tree,
hung on its side, and stared at Fred with her eyes positively
sparkling. "But I'll need to make sure you don't over-stay our
bargain, mister mischief-maker..."
With her face in an
uncontrollable smile, her eyes twinkling, and her coy aura, it was
hard to imagine that Hermione had a few things in her mind, even
though they had been pushed to the back and temporarily forgotten
since the evening was so thrilling.
Even as he, his twin, and
Harry were banned from the team, Fred was happy, and she was happy. –
He was even more incredible than she thought.
"Do you understand
what I am saying?" She teased.
"'Over-stay'...?"
Fred laughed. "What on earth made you think I'd do something like
that?"
There was a slightly sarcastic ring to his voice. She
had managed to catch him off-guard with that statement, make him
laugh, again. He decided not to respond to her last question. If she
could play coy, he could play oblivious. He also realized that he had
had enough of the playful teasing, fun though it might be. He sobered
a little, and then stepped up to her. He took the last few steps
remaining between Hermione and himself. Having sobered a bit, his
grin softened into a smile. He slipped an arm around her waist,
leaning in to put a small, playful kiss on the tip of her nose. He
winked at her.
"I'll stay as long as you want me
to."
Such nonsense! He wasn't even sure if those words meant
anything. He was simply talking for the sake of saying something. Oh
well. He was not in the mood to think about it. In fact, he didn't
want to think about anything. He moved in to press a lingering kiss
against her lips, a more appropriate place than his first try. He
seemed to have forgotten it was Hermione who promised the kiss.
Oh
well.
With a shocked laugh, Hermione's
eyes widened and her face went slightly pink in disbelief. - What was
this?!
Her hand flew to his mouth, pressing down on it and
separating their lips.
"I thought," She began quietly,
looking behind him but speaking into his ear. " - that it was me
who was supposed to give you the kiss... not the other way
around..."
Even though she was speaking disapprovingly,
Hermione was quite astounded at Fred's dare to do such things. After
all, he had been a joker all his life, and having a romantic side was
so unlike him!
It was surprisingly easy to toy with him though,
and that was what led Hermione to believe she was going mad. She had
never in her entire life had practice with her feelings this way.
Hmm. No. Fred had not been born a natural romantic, huh? Well,
Hermione certainly was not making it easy for him now! He had said it
before, he would probably say it again - she was a tease. Really!
Since when had she been the joker and he - well, not? Talk about a
reversal of roles. He would have to remedy that later. He did have a
reputation to keep up, anyway. Couldn't allow himself to become a
sentimental sap now, could he? The orange-haired boy blinked at her,
lips curling into a smile behind her fingers. What was this - the
second, third time she did that? He wondered what her reaction would
be if he nipped her the next time she tried it. This time, though, he
nodded. He gently tugged her wrist away, so he could return the
whisper.
"You're right!" he exclaimed. "Why,
it's completely slipped my mind. Sorry! Oh well - carry on,
then."
He immediately broke out into a smug grin. He took
a step back, crossing his arms as he raised an eyebrow at her. He was
waiting.
Alright.
If he could play those games - then so could she.
Hermione wasn't
bad at teasing, she had just never practiced it before in her life,
was all.
But what about kissing? - Was she a bad kisser? She'd
never really thought about it before.
Well obviously not if Fred
still wanted a kiss. Okay then.
Hermione tried her best not to
laugh as Fred pulled back and watched her.
She copied him and
crossed her arms as well, repeating, " ... carry on."
quietly.
"You're unbelievable!" She laughed, eyes
sparkling from the cold. It was just as romantically exciting as
their adventure on the lake, only not the same situation.
She bit
her lip mock-irritably as their stand-off increased, then gave up
with a sigh and moved closer to him. "Fine then..."
Very
softly, she pulled his arms apart so she could get even closer,
brought her lips up to his and brushed them across in one
movement.
"Enough yet?" The brown-eyed girl asked,
keeping her face and lips just as close.
For
a moment or two, Fred thought that Hermione was going to stand there,
smirking and trying to look disapproving at him forever. Ah – he
loved that look. He truly did. Though at the same time it was the
most annoying thing in the world. So strange he felt! He was just as
excited as he was whenever he was about to go into a Quidditch game,
even. He thought he would have gone crazy if Hermione changed her
mind and tried to tease him any longer. But she didn't! ...But she
might as well have been, pulling back before he could barely
react.
Haha.
Funny.
Hermione was very funny, wasn't
she?
Fred certainly thought so.
"Mm... no," he
replied, with the flicker of a smile.
Simple answer. Nice and
blunt, and quite true, too. He simply wanted nothing to do with tiny
little pecks like that. Sure, it was nice and all and he certainly
would not complain, but... well, as has already been confirmed, he
was a male. He wanted a real kiss! Why, after he had such a
horrible day, and having to wait so long for his good-luck kiss, he
thought it was only what he deserved. Oh, the logic of a
Weasley.
Anyway, after giving his little answer, he grasped
Hermione lightly by the forearms and pulled her a little closer for
what he believed was a more appropriate kiss.
Well.
Funny.
Fred
was very funny, wasn't he?
Hermione
was about to think so, before she realized that Fred was pulling her
closer, and she was absolutely mortified about it. What had she been
/thinking/... teasing in that manner!
For a moment or two her
heart raced at the thought of a boy pulling her closer to him by her
arms. But then – then, her eyes met with his, and hers saw how much
his really did want a kiss.
But. But – Hermione thought. Maybe
he didn't want just another kiss. Maybe he wanted a deeper kiss, or
something else than just one more kiss.
The prospect rather frightened Hermione.
Her mind was torn eight different ways. She was trying to mix logic with feelings - and the turnout wasn't nice. Those two just didn't go well together.
Hermione was just about to say something, when suddenly she felt something airy hit her square in the back and she thought no more. Her mind was wiped blank, and she was suddenly controlled by movements that were not hers at all.
First, her hand moved up to Fred's chest and her fingers tightened around his tie. Then the hand moved back down to his arm and played with the cuff of his robe sleeve slightly.
Her eyes had this glossy look to them, (which probably wasn't too distinguishable from the way the sparkled from the cold,) and looked unusually mischievous... in a way that was quite unlike Hermione. But then, she continued to surprise Fred often, so why couldn't this be real? Even if she would never think to do such things.
"A
real kiss," She whispered, a dangerous grin curving her lips.
"Alright,"
Quite sensually, Hermione moved her face so close
to Fred's that their noses were touching, and ran her tongue along
his lips in a slow movement.
Hermione's
actions had the most peculiar effect on Fred. It was almost as if
they flicked a switch inside of him that made his mind go completely
blank, and made his heart suddenly start beating so fast it was as if
he were running a race. Maybe this was why he didn't take the time
to examine the situation. For, surely, if he had been in his right
mind, something about this would have put him off guard. Yes,
Hermione had been acting strangely and surprising him of late, but
she had never done anything so... utterly out of character as this.
And, no – he had not seen that spark of panic in her eyes one
instant before that change came over her. Nah. At the moment there
was absolutely nothing strange about this at all. Hermione was just
in a particularly good mood, was all...
In half an instant he
had reacted, responded to her teasing (in his opinion, a much better
kind of teasing). He leaned in, and in an instant was kissing her,
quite differently than he had before. He was not rough, of course, or
forcing in any way – but there was an entirely new motive behind
this kiss than any of their others. He wanted more of the touch, the
feel, the taste of her lips. He wanted her closer. He wanted... more.
He mimicked Hermione, running his tongue languidly over her lips...
and then he hesitated, as if making sure one last time that she was
okay with this before he lost his head (as if he hadn't
already).
Such a gentleman!
Alright.
So had Hermione actually known what they were doing, she would've
done one of two things.
She would've either stepped back, realized
this was a stupid brash thing to do, and tell both him /and/ herself
off for snogging each other's lips off - (this would've been
something the old Hermione would do. Before she met Fred and he
completely turned her emotions upside-down.) - or she would have gone
on with the frightening movements nervously.
But since this was
not actually Hermione we're talking about, she continued to act as
though it were someone inside of her, telling her to be far more
sensual than she normally was.
With a casual look at Fred when he
paused to see if she was alright, she drew him closer - her back
bumping up against the tree – and ran a single finger across his
lips, closely followed by her own lips.
A smile crossed her
features once more as her twinkly brown eyes scanned his face after
the kiss.
Strange... the grin had never even left in the first
place.
With a sudden urge she smoothed a small part his robes away
from his neck and pressed her lips to his warm skin, which actually
did feel warm to her – as it was not the Imperius curse was
under... therefore she felt.
Just didn't think.
/That/ was
obvious...
It
is never a good idea to have two people not thinking in a single
situation. As was priorly observed, Fred was beyond thought. But that
was not so unusual. The Weasley twin really was renown for jumping
into situations without giving them a single thought, so this
instance was not quite remarkable.
Actually, when Hermione
kissed his neck, he was thinking of something - only one thing,
however. It tickled! Fred found it very difficult to keep from
grinning like an idiot or snickering, but it tickled! Not
unpleasantly so, of course. In fact, it felt good, but... He curled
his index finger under Hermione's chin, and tilted her face up to
his. Smirking, he leaned in close to kiss her again, lips falling on
the corner of her mouth. He slipped an arm around her waist, pulled
her close to him, placed small kisses over the side of her face,
tracing his way to her her neck.
He pressed his hand tightly
against the small of her back, rumpling the fabric of her robes
beneath his fingers as he ran them upwards, tracing the curve of her
spine until the rough scrape of bark stopped him at her shoulders. He
found it fascinating, the slope of her back, the curve of her neck,
the dip of her collarbone where it met her shoulder. Curves... girls
- and subsequently Hermione - was all curves, their bodies a perfect
symetry of curves, slopes, and arches. Funny how he had never noticed
this before!
In a moment he had mimicked Hermione's actions of
a few moments ago, pressing down part of her robe so her pale neck
was bared to him and his kisses. The hand that was not pressed to her
back lifted to her head, curled in her hair. He wondered, briefly, if
Hermione had ever done this before... whatever "this"
was... with Krum, or... well, with Ron, for all he knew. She
certainly seemed sure of herself.
However
would she react if she saw herself doing this...?
If someone were
to somehow record and capture this session in the snow, and if she
were to watch it later under her right mind – she would probably be
horrified with her brash actions, and scared to absolute death that
she had done something of /that/ extent with a boy.
Well, this
was Fred. And Fred wasn't just any /boy/... she really needed to
stop thinking of him as that. He was different. And she cared about
him.
... But still! She was acting positively un-Hermione like as
possible. And if she could only see herself now...
The
not-so-in-her-right-mind-Hermione allowed Fred to do everything he
wanted, and when he put his hand in her hair, drew in a sharp breath
and pressed a kiss into his mouth.
She suddenly wanted more of his
skin, craved more of the warmth...
- Something Hermione would not
think at all, and even if she did, she wouldn't actually put it
into action. Her nerves would scare her down too much.
She slid
her hand up Fred's un-tucked shirt, feeling his hot skin and
bringing the hand to his neck, scratching his skin lightly.
Her
mind was disorted with mingled jolts of desire – uncanny, and
scary.
This was most assuredly not Hermione in her right state.
For
just a half a moment, a first smidgeon of doubt flickered through
Fred's mind.
Should they be doing this?
Almost the
instant the thought surface, he had brushed it away with utmost
impatience. Of course they should, he assured himself! How long had
he and Hermione been an item? Long enough, considering today's
standards. There were couples their age that had been together half
so long, who had already gone much farther than this! Thus justified,
his mind was wiped blissfully clear of all coherent thought, and he
continued on virtually guiltless with his and Hermione's snogging
session.
Without thinking, he returned Hermione's kiss with
perhaps just a bit more vigour than he had received, taking control
of it, slipping his tongue past her lips and teeth. It was amazing,
the effect this girl was having on him! That single, trailing touch
made his heart race even more quickly than it had done before, and
caused all the blood to be rushed from his head. He was dizzy, and
excited. All of this was new to him - and quite interesting to
boot.
His hand moved restlessly over her back, her shoulders,
passing over the small of her back and coming to rest on the curve of
her hip. Right-minded Hermione probably would have hit him for
something like that. He was beginning to get frustrated by the
clothing he was encountering. There seemed to be layers and layers of
the unwanted fabric between his hand and skin! How was it that
Hermione had so easily gotten past this particular barrier? Honestly,
the cleverness of that girl confounded him sometimes.
Twisted
thoughts began to fill Hermione's already-altered mind... ones she
would most certainly be ashamed of had she been normal.
She wanted
his shirt off, or – something. Something off. She didn't care or
think of what.
How odd was she acting! Her hand up his shirt?
Hermione was not normally so flamboyant.
With an impish smile, she
ran her finger down his stomach in a slow movement, took it out of
his shirt, and was just about to have another go at his lips - when
she felt something twist in her brain.
It felt as if someone were
taking sandpaper and rubbing it inside her head dully, to get rid of
the sharp punctuating thoughts that had possessed her moments
before.
She blinked a few times and the grin was lost, replaced by
a confused look.
"... Fred?" She asked slowly, feeling all her
senses and wits come back to her quite quickly.
The brown-eyed and
seemingly foolish girl suddenly felt the cold snow around them, and
it was very cold indeed. She was suddenly aware of where they were,
and wasn't exactly sure of what had happened just minutes ago. Was
she really that old? No - only sixteen! And you didn't begin to
lose your memory until at least sixty! That, or you would have a
memory charm put on you, but still – back to where she was.
What
had just gone on?
She felt it would look foolish to ask him what
had just happened, as obviously, nothing had. The last she knew she
and Fred were walking through the snow...
But why was Fred's
shirt all rumpled, and why were her lips tingling?
Must've
been the cold.
