Disclaimer: I'm sorry I didn't do these on my other chapters Anywhoo, I don't own a thing. Unfort…
2 Months Later…
I slip on my cheerleading uniform, instead of the uniform fitting my every curve the outfit just kind of hangs around my body where I have lost so much wait. But anyways, tonight, or this evening we are getting our pictures taken for our sport. I've already informed Paige that my uniform needs some fixes and she said we were going to work on that tonight, before the big championship basketball game that just so happens to be tomorrow.
I step out of my house and into the fresh air, ahh, I breathe in a big gulp air and a bug flies into my mouth. I start to gag when the bug gets stuck in the middle of my throat. After coughing until my lungs can't take it anymore the bug comes out and so does the water that I have drunken over the past few hours.
I reach the school building soon enough and see everyone else asking others if there makeup looks good or if they have any boogers, or I suppose that's what they are asking as they run around like crazy maniacs.
"Oh Emma!" I hear Paige call from across the room "Come on over here and we will get your uniform fixed" Paige has been acting more friendly toward me, but I don't question why because it's just one less person that I have to deal with that's hating on me.
I walk over to the spot that she is standing in and she points toward the lady standing beside her "Emma, this is Kendra, she is going to fix your outfit" Kendra gives me a warm smile and says "Just follow me" she leads me back into another room and starts gathering loose fabric together and sticking pins in the fabric, while saying things like 'Oh this needs pinned' or 'My goodness this needs took up'.
I take a good look at myself in the mirror and realize how slim my body is, under my eyes are bags, I can't get the makeup to cover them up. The uniform is now hugging my body, but I don't have those curves anymore, I guess this is a good thing.
I walk back out into the other room and they take 3 different pictures of the squad and me.
Mom pulls the car up to school as I reach for the car door handle; my hand reaches the cold grip and I open the door. When I get out of the car I pull the wedgie out that has formed by my spankies.
I walk into the gymnasium, a great big smile plastered across my face. I spot Paige and the rest of the crew in a big circle. I walk over to where they are and join in on the little group, they are, of course, prepping for 'The Biggest Night of Their Lives' although I thought that was suppose to be senior prom, but maybe not.
The buzzer sounds throughout the gym, echoing off the cement walls. We all move to our spots on the sidelines and start our cheering.
Everything is going great, except for the fact that I'm feeling weak. My body wants to eat and I don't want to, but if I can just make it through this last performance, the biggest one yet, our routine, I promise my stomach I will eat an apple.
The music starts and I stick the motions, the last 30 seconds of the song have arrived, and my body becomes weaker. I feel my body trying to fall but I straighten back up and this technique works until the last 10 seconds of the dance.
I feel my knees give in and soon enough my face makes contact with the hard floor. I feel people rush around me and then everything goes black.
I can hear a constant beep, beep sound and the room I am in smells to clean, and I can hear people whispering in the background. My eyes barely manage to flutter open as I see bright white walls all around me.
I turn my neck and look over at the familiar people in the room with me, Sean, Manny, and my mom.
"Look, she's awake" Sean yelps as he rushes over to my side and picks up my hand, moving his thumb in a comforting motion on my hand.
My mom comes over to the other side of my bed and takes my other hand in hers "Oh honey, what's wrong with you?" I'm a little out of the zone and I don't understand, yet I can't manage to get anything out of my mouth.
"The doctor diagnosed you with anorexia Emma, why are you doing this to yourself sweetie?" I look up in her eyes and I see pain, the hurt in her eyes makes water come out of mine.
"Sweetheart don't cry I just want to know why?" I shake it all off and tell her, I tell her all about my thinking I'm fat and how I knew I needed to loose weight. Then I told her how I lost all my curves and got bags under my eyes. She took it all pretty well.
The doctor soon came in and told me I would be released from the hospital whenever I was able to show them that I could eat and be able to regain my healthy lifestyle. I just shook my head, and hoped that all goes well.
Kind of short, i realize and not my best but i'm trying to get this story over with, because i'm getting kind of bored with it. -D... PLEASE REVIEW!