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Prologue Part 2
I opened my eyes only too snap them shut just as fast my head throbbing in protest. My body is screaming with pain everywhere my arm is aching something terrible. I groaned and opened my eyes bringing everything into focus.
Assessing everything in front of me. Bright lights, sanitary smell, uncomfortable bed and much more told me I was sitting in a hospital. I hate hospitals
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god I started hyperventilating what's wrong with me I bet Charlie is worried sick
"Oh" I gasp in pain feeling like my ribs are going to burst out of my body
"Bella, Bella you need to calm down" Edward's angelic voice chimed in he grabbed my hyperventilating face in his hands I stared into his eyes
"Slow breaths Bella, Good, Calmer Great Bella" he said proud of himself for calming me down
Right at that moment the pixie named Alice burst in the door
"Why didn't you tell me she was awake?"
"She just got up" Edward yelled back
"OW" I said
"Bella are you okay" they both said at the same time
"God my head hurts what happened to my arm? And my leg? I want to know what happened where's Charlie?" I started to panic and in my panicked state I started coughing which in turn caused my ribs to protest
"Oh" I said in agonizing pain
"Bella calm down" Edward said
"Bella you don't remember anything?" Alice said worry lacing in with her words
"No I don't now can somebody tell me what's going on?" I snapped at Alice and instantly regretted it
"Sorry" I mumbled throwing what I hoped was a sorry looking face
"Bella I'm going to go get Carlisle he needs to know your awake" Edward said sounding like a doctor himself
"Kay" I said smiling at him
As soon as I heard the door click I turned to Alice with a look of determination on my face. She visibly gulped.
"Alice what happened?" I said pouting and panicking at the same time what if something really bad happened.
"Bella I don't think I should tell you"
"Please Alice all I remember is Charlie getting home, heading to Billy's and then everything is black please tell me Alice"
Just as she was about to break and tell me Carlisle popped in and ruined it. I heard Alice let out her breath. She looked visibly relieved
"Bella I see your awake how are you feeling?"
"I'm fine" I said even though my head was throbbing as was my body
"Bella I need you to be completely honest with me" Carlisle said apparently knowing I was lying why did I have to be so easy to read
"Fine" I huffed
"My head is throbbing; my leg and arm hurt and my ribs feel like they're going to burst through my chest"
I stated just trying to get this over with I wanted to see Charlie and go home
"Okay all that is to be expected I'm going to give you a rundown of all your injuries that you received during the accident and after I'll answer your questions okay?" accident there was an accident oh my god is Charlie okay what happened
I nodded my head not trusting my voice or myself I would probably start going crazy if I talked right now
"Okay Bella you have a concussion, broken leg and arm, 4 broken ribs, 3 fractured ribs, lots of cuts and bruises and a fractured skull that correlates with the concussion." He said in one breath which is surprising because that was a lot.
"Bella are you okay"
"Huh" I said totally zoning out at that moment
"I asked you if you're okay."
"Oh yea I guess" well now it's my turn to ask questions right? I was asking myself questions in my head
"What happened?" the million dollar question that I've been asking forever now
He took a baited breath his eyes looking away from mine
"You and Charlie were in an accident just off of the highway" he said
"Where's Charlie is he okay?" his eyes looked up to mine with an ancient sadness residing in him
"Bella he . . . he didn't make it" he said and that was the last thing I remember he was just standing there trying to get to me but my body was there my mind wasn't
Charlie is gone how is he gone this is my fault what happened why can't my brain remember
What is wrong with me?
"BELLA" I heard Carlisle yell pulling me from my catatonic state
"Charlie's gone" I said tears running down my face
"Charlie's gone" again more tears all I could say was Charlie's gone
I just sobbed and sobbed Carlisle didn't know what to do he left after awhile and that's when Edward and Alice made their way to my bed
I wrapped my arms around both of them just crying and ruining their shirts
"Charlie's Gone" I said again for the millionth time that night
"Bella it's going to be okay" Edward said in a soothing tone but it did nothing to lessen my hurt my heart felt like it was shattering piece by broken piece
"I'm going to get Carlisle she's been like this for 9 hours this can't be good" I heard Alice say I just kept crying I couldn't do this alone she was going to leave me and then Edward would leave I would be all alone
"Don't leave me" I said as Alice made her way to the door
"It's okay Bella I will come back"
"Kay" I said and then started on a whole new round of sobbing I was still lonely
"Charlie's gone" I said going back to my two word line
"I'm here for you Bella you're not alone" Edward said pulling as much of me as possible into his lap
"I know how you feel" he said and he did he had lost his mom to Spanish influenza
"How did you do it?" I asked my voice scratchy from so much crying
"The pain never really subsides you just learn to cope with it" he said rubbing my head
He started humming an unknown tune which was very nice I was so tired I laid my head on his rock hard cold chest it felt good with my throbbing headache
I was lulled into a sleep with his humming I hoped I could keep this I don't think I could handle losing my friends too.