I was woken up by talking. I didn't know if I was dreaming or not
"When is she going to wake up?" Edward asked I could tell it was his voice soft as velvet, angelic, perfect.
"Hold on let me look again gosh you're so impatient Edward"
"Thank you"
"Any moment now" Alice said
"Bella, Bella baby wake up please open your eyes" Edward pleaded and since he asked so nicely I did
"Edward" I said feeling like I have been here a week not moving at all god my muscles feel like freaking jell-o
"Oh Bella gosh I was so worried about you" he said kissing my forehead god why is it always my forehead I'm not five I thought to myself
"What happened?" I felt like I was in déjà-vu all over again. I looked at Edward to see anger flash into his eyes he looked livid
"Well do to your complete stubbornness all of us VAMPIRE'S came home to you lying in the floor in a puddle of blood, Jasper all most attacked you as well as myself and all because you couldn't call and ask for help" he said in a deadly tone he looked so angry he was actually starting to scare me
"Sorry I just wanted to go to the bathroom I didn't think it was that big of a deal and Carlisle had just left so I didn't want to call him"
"Well what about us?" Edward asked me
"I didn't think of that at the time and plus you were already on your way home I figured I would be back on the couch by the time you got here" I said and in my head it was a pretty fool proof plan but with my clumsiness I should've known something would go wrong
"Bella Bella Bella stop being so damn stubborn and let us take care of you ok?" he said exasperated
"Fine whatever" I grumbled knowing they could hear me
"So how much trouble am I in?" I asked had to be something that I was going to get in trouble for
"Well since you always find a way to put your life in danger you don't get to go out like Carlisle said you could and you have to wait 2 more weeks to even think about asking to leave this house"
"WHAT that's preposterous and that's not going to happen" I said raising my voice I can't stay here for 2 more weeks I'm already going crazy
Edward started leaning closer to me SHIT I knew where this was going
"Edward Anthony Masen Cullen I swear if you try dazzling me right now there will be hell to pay"
"Me I would never do that" Edward said innocently backing up from my face ever so slowly gosh just to feel those lips hmmm my mind started wondering until I remembered what he was trying to do to me
"Yea right don't you play Mr. Innocent with me Edward"
"Fine" Edward started pouting god I love that pout face
"Edward why haven't you kissed me?" I blurted out Edward went from pouting to a serious face
"What are you talking about? I kissed you when I came in here"
"Not that Edward, actually kiss me on my lips" I said looking up into his eyes his golden orbs
"I don't want to lose control Bella if I hurt you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself" he said pleading for me to drop the subject but that wasn't going to happen I want to feel those lips on mine
"You won't Edward I trust you"
"You shouldn't"
"Please" I begged
"God you know I can't say no to that Bella" he stood up from my bed and started leaning closer to me
"Hold still" he said
I froze my entire body which wasn't very hard to do considering I was bedridden at the moment
"Don't move" leaning closer as he spoke his lips mere centimeters from mine just a few more centimeters and I would feel those heavenly lips on mine god this was like heaven if I die now at least I would die happy. God I love this man
Wait did I just say love yes I did maybe I really loved him but I doubt that he loved me I would show him how much I loved him by my kiss
His lips touched mine and it was like an electric current running between us his lips hard yet soft, loving and gentle. I couldn't help what I did next I mean come on you wouldn't be able to either
I laced my fingers in his bronze locks and pulled his head closer to mine I licked his bottom lip begging for entrance and he reluctantly obliged while I mauled his mouth but he was mauling right back. I poured all my love into our kiss all the passion that I could muster up I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN I shouted in my head
Heat was pooling in between my legs and I'm sure he could smell my arousal I tried to rub my legs together getting some friction but since my leg was in a cast I could move that much. The electric current running through my body was tingling in my fingers and toes and ending up in my lower abdomen why did I have to have a bum leg and arm
I ran my tongue across Edwards teeth and he froze and started backing up really fast he ended up on the near wall heaving for breath and convulsing trying to swallow
"Edward"
"Give me a sec'" he said just loud enough for me to hear him I sat there in silence waiting for him to recover that was the best kiss I have ever had and maybe because I've never kissed anyone before but that was awesome in my book maybe he didn't like it and that's why he stopped the kiss god I must've been terrible
"Sorry" I said in a whisper at me saying this he whipped his head up looking at me with pained eyes
"What do you have to be sorry for?"
"I know that I'm probably not a good kisser but I hope that it was as good for you as it was for me" I said trying to get him to understand
"You think that I didn't like the kiss?"
"Well yea that's why you stopped it right" I asked getting confused maybe I was wrong in my thinking
"Bella I enjoyed that kiss thoroughly it was the best kiss I've ever had" Sure I thought to myself just plain old Bella doesn't give the best kisses
"I just Bella I can't lose control with you ever"
"Is that what happened?"
"Bella I was against the wall because I was swallowing back all the venom you can't let your tongue get near my venom coated teeth that would be deadly they're sharp okay?"
"Kay"
"I still want to kiss you believe me there's nothing more I want than to lay on the bed and kiss you all night"
"Then do it" I said sounding breathless at just the thought of doing that all night
"Bella you do not understand I could lose control"
"You won't hurt me" I said truth in every one of my words
"Bella just listen to me I can't hurt you. When vampire's fall in love that's there mate for eternity if I were to lose you Bella it would literally kill me to live without you so for now can we be safe"
He loves me OMG he loves me my heart did a pitter patter and then skipped a beat
"You love me?" I asked hoping that I didn't just hear that in my head
"With all of my undead vampire heart I do" he said looking me right in the eyes
"I love you too" I said to him meaning it with all my heart
"God you don't know how long I've waited for you to say that Bella" he said his dazzling crooked smile lit up his face I just returned his smile back at him
I hoped that everything would work between us
I yawned and looked at Edward I patted the spot on the bed next to me
"Go to sleep love" Edward said my heart skipped a beat at his term of endearment
"Kay scoot closer" he scooted closer but wrapped a blanket around himself to keep me from getting too cold
"Hmmm" I said inhaling his sweet scent
He started humming that same lullaby that always put me in a deep slumber
The last thing I remembered before slipping into unconsciousness was Edward saying
"I love you, you are my life now" and I smiled the biggest smile I could cuddling up closer and slipping into my peaceful slumber