Jenny was sitting in front of Penny, getting ready to share her story. Penny was Blair's perfect choice. She was sensitive, a gossip and best of all, she wasn't Hazel.

'Penny, can I tell you something?' Jenny's blonde hair was pulled into a messy bun, but she pushed the loose strands behind her ears while she waited for Penny to form a response.

'Sure Jenny.'

'But you have to swear that you won't tell anyone.' Penny's eyes lit up, she was thrilled to be learning a new piece of gossip firsthand.

'I promise Jen.' she lied, grinning with anticipation.

'Well, at the Kiss on the Lips party, Chuck tried to … force me.' Penny's eyes were blank ,she was thoroughly confused.

'To do what?'

'He tried to rape me.' fake tears formed in Jenny's eyes.

'Oh my God!' exclaimed Penny, pressing her palm to her mouth. 'Do you think that he tried to rape Blair?' this was the response Blair longed for. Jenny let one tear slide down her cheek as she thickened her voice.

'I don't know.' Penny smiled at Jenny, momentarily clasping her hand.

'Thank you for sharing this with me.' She had probably been texting in her pocket.

Nicknames are great, they are a sign of familiarity. And Chuck Bass just earned a new one. Rapist. I personally think it suits him perfectly. He tried to rape our dear freshman Little J and possibly Blair. We all know that she loves Nate more than anything and this certainly would explain her breach of trust. If this is the case, then shame for victimising a victim.

XOXO GOSSIP GIRL

Lily's beige satin robe clung to her thin frame. She felt fragile and weak, almost on the verge of collapsing. Yet she paced the living room, her phone still lying in the palm of her hand. She didn't know how to tell him, yet she longed for his arrival. The waiting made her nervous, he hadn't seen her this vulnerable in decades. Her blonde hair was loose and she kept pushing the straight strands behind her ears. The pacing and tucking, she had been doing it for over 40 minutes while she lost herself in her thoughts.

And then the doorbell rang.

Her heart stopped. She wanted to fling the door open and hide at the same time. He made her feel more emotions in one second than any other man could make her feel in a lifetime. She just longed to see him, to be with him. She slowly walked towards the door, flinging it open.

'Hi.' her face lit up when she saw him and he wrapped his arms around her.

'I didn't think you'd called.' he mumbled into her neck as she relaxed in his embrace.

'I know.' she whispered. 'But I did.' they remained there for eternity. Lily fit into his arms perfectly, it felt like all his bones were made to accommodate hers. Rufus slowly pulled away and her immediately longed for his. But then he kissed her. It started out soft but soon he was hungrily parting her lips and she was backed into the door, the doorknob digging into her back, but she was too numb to care. It was only when buttons began to fly open that Lily pulled away, fear widening her eyes.

'You were never one for modesty Lil.' she meekly smiled and removed her body from the doorknob.

'It's been a while Rufus. I think you'll find the correct term to be nineteen years. And I'm engaged! I'm engaged to someone who is most certainly not you. And Rufus, you're still married! To Allison, who, I might add, hates me. How would she react when she finds out that you slept with Millie? And if we do this then we're crossing the line of no return.' Rufus smiled at her, enjoying her freak out.

'Lily, my marriage is over. Partly because seeing you again made me realize that Allison doesn't even compare. As for the line we're about to cross, I'm positive that if we cross it together, the other side will be wonderful. And as for your engagement …' He entwined his left hand with hers, pulled off her engagement ring and threw it on the floor. She smiled as she heard the sharp ping of diamond making contact with marble. She wrapped her arms around Rufus' neck and gently kissed him, whispering in his ear.

'Thank you.' she grabbed his hand, pulling him towards her bedroom.

'Let's see what's on the other side.'

'It was awful.' Blair stood outside Constance with Kati and Is, putting the trick of fake tears into practice. The two girls nodded sympathetically, circling their former queen. 'And I just didn't know how to tell anybody. But then when Jenny came out with her story, I thought the world should hear mine.' Kati smiled and Is interrupted Blair's story.

'Blair, we are so sorry.' Blair grinned at the girls and adjusted her yellow headband.

'I completely understand.' she lied through her teeth, struggling not to seethe with anger. 'You girls should leave before Hazel spots you. It's OK.' Kati and Is left Blair standing there. She shivered slightly due to the cold, buttoning the top button of her coat. She looked down at her stunning Manolos, admiring the way they complimented her outfit. When she looked up, she saw Chuck Bass smirking at her.

'I must say, that was an impeccable move on your part.' Blair nervously darted her eyes around.

'Chuck, somebody could walk by at any moment.'

'You have officially destroyed me.' she couldn't help but feel slightly flattered and confused.

'Yet you don't seem upset at all.'

'Well, no one our age is speaking to me, which gives me a chance to become reacquainted with one of my favorite items on the menu: older women.' She had expected rage, fury, or a the very least a threat to reveal a scandal revolving around her. Chuck was always finding some way to surprise her.

'I shouldn't be speaking to you, not after what you did to me.' she raised her voice slightly, letting her voice break on her second sentence. Blair was giving a flawless performance. He smiled and whispered, his voice barely audible.

'Call me a bastard and storm off.' she almost laughed at the situation. Was he honestly aiding her in destroying her reputation?

'You are such a creep Chuck!' she shouted, catching the attention of various passers-by while he nodded with encouragement. 'How dare you talk to me after what you did! You ruined me.' she hissed, starting to seethe with anger. He had ruined her! He ruined her reputation and it was only fair that the same be done to him. 'Fuck you Chuck. And stay the hell away from me.' she ran as far as she could, tears streaming down her face. She kept running despite the fact that she was wearing stiletto heels and a car was waiting to take her home. When she reached an empty street corner, she collapsed to the floor, panting while tears soaked her cheeks. She was just so angry with everything. She was angry at Nate for constantly messing with her emotions and leaving her in the cold when she merely screwed up once. She was angry at Chuck for rejecting her so cruelly when she needed him, when she was at her most vulnerable. Yet after doing all this to her, he was risking his reputation to help her, not even Nate who supposedly loved her had done something so kind. Chuck knew how much her reputation meant to her and eh also knew that she would be incomplete without it. The rough ground pierced the frail material of her tights and her pallid white cheeks were red and puffy. She sank lower into the ground, her skirt spreading around her knelt legs. What upset her most was that she wished it were Nate, not Chuck, who was risking everything for her.

Why did she want the one thing that kept splitting her heart in two? Maybe because he held the power to do so.

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