CHAPTER FIVE

IT'S A LITTLE SHORT SORRY! BUT THERE'S A LOT OF FLUFF

APOV

I walked down the stairs and passed Emmett who was picking up the pieces of the couch he had just broken. He glared at me when he saw me laughing. I shrugged and kept on walking straight into the den where I found Rosalie reading a book.

"Hello." I said, sitting down next to her.

She book marked her page and looked up at me, giving me a small smile.

"So, how much do you like shopping?" I asked getting right to the point. A huge smile broke across her face.

"I love it! But know one here will ever go with me."

"Oh I love shopping! I can shop for days straight!"

"Me too! We must go shopping as soon as possible!" Rosalie said, excited now. Finally I found someone who I could share something with! I was literally bouncing in my seat now; I couldn't wait to go shopping with Rosalie.

"Oh and I must get Jasper a new wardrobe. His clothes are very outdated." I told her.

She nodded, "Yes and I have been meaning to get Emmett some new clothes as well, he is always ripping his and what not." I laughed knowing that was something Emmett would do.

"How about tomorrow?" I asked her. She nodded happily and I left the room to go tell Jasper.

"Jasper! Rosalie and I are going shopping tomorrow!" I yelled barreling right into his embrace. It seemed that whenever we were around each other we had to be touching somehow, whether it was hugging or holding hand or a simple hand on the shoulder.

"I guess that means I will be getting a new wardrobe then?" He asked a little hesitantly, I laughed and kissed his nose, not bothering to answer that question.

"Oh my so we have another shopper then do we?" I heard Carlisle ask, he was standing in the doorway of Jasper and my new room.

"Ah no Carlisle, she is much, much worse I'm afraid." I heard Edward say as he appeared in our doorway as well.

Carlisle laughed and turned to me, "So how are you two settling in?"

"Well we are finished unpacking the few things we had, Jasper and I both only had one small knapsack each, and that was just things we carried around all the time. I am very sad to say that as of right now I have only one dress and that is the dress that is on my back right now."

Carlisle laughed, "I'm sure Esme will have something that wouldn't be terribly big on you." He then turned to Jasper, "Jasper I am going hunting now, would you like to join me?"

"Sure thank you." Jasper said before giving me a small kiss and leaving the room with Carlisle.

"So is my room meeting all of your needs?" Edward asked.

"It could use a bigger closet." I told him seriously. He just rolled his eyes.

I saw a vision of Edward at that moment. It was a strange vision, I could actually feel what Edward was.

He felt alone, he was sad but he didn't let anyone know that. He was lonely, didn't think he would ever find someone he could spend forever with.

I looked at him, he was staring at me with a small frown on his face. "You feel alone?" I asked him, "Even with all these people around that love you, that would die for you? Kill for you?" For some reason this made me angry. Not many things upset me but when I thought about how I was left alone after someone changed me and the fact that I couldn't remember my human life, well that angered me.

And here was Edward with a great family who has always been there for him, yet he feels alone.

"Edward, do you know that I cannot remember anything from my human life? Or when I was changed I was left completely alone, I bared three days of pain ALONE, when I woke up in a cave I was alone still. The only life I can remember is my vampire one I was always along until I met Jasper. But you, you have an entire family that has always been with you. They love you so much, you have never been alone."

He stared at me for a moment before sighing, "Well having you around will be interesting. You are right I have a wonderful family." He said and came over to hug me.

When I hugged him back, suddenly a pair of deep chocolate brown eyes that resembled those of the girl Jasper and I had encountered before we left, flashed in my head.

"Huh, that was odd." I said pulling back from Edward.

"Those eyes…" He said, trailing off, looking at me questioningly.

"A little girl Jasper and I encountered before we came, it was almost exactly like her eyes. But I don't know why I would have a vision of them when I hugged you."

"Maybe it was just a memory off the little girl?" Edward said.

"Maybe…" I said uncertainly, something here was just weird. "Maybe." I said again.

JPOV

I ran through the wood, hunting with Carlisle for the first time. Now we were sitting on tree stumps simply getting to know one another.

"So Jasper you and Alice are married then?"

"Not exactly, you see she approached me in a diner one day, told me of your family, that we were meant to be part of it, and that we were meant to be together. At first I was unsure, but the way that tiny girl made me feel was so different. I fell in love with her quickly, and I knew that she was right and that I would never leave her." Carlisle sat there, listening closely to what I was saying and for the first time I wanted to open up to someone other than Alice, so I did.

"It's as if for as long as I have lived I was unhappy, nothing could please me. As if I was living under a constant dark cloud and no light could shine through. And then she comes and it's as if the cloud just disappeared, suddenly I could see the sun again. Carlisle she was my sun… My little pixie sun." I said laughing. I looked over to Carlisle and he was smiling.

"Son, it sounds as if you really do love her. Its great having someone like that in your life."

"Carlisle," I said hesitantly and reached into my pocket and pulled out the ring my mother had given me all those years ago. She told me to give it to the woman I loved. I kept it all these years.

"I want to marry her more than anything I want her to be my wife. But I'm not sure how to ask or what to say, or if she will even say yes."

A huge smile broke across Carlisle's face, "Jasper, you say to her exactly what you told me. And trust me, she will say yes. Now let's get back so you can propose already."

I found Alice sitting in the living room alone. As I walked over to her I saw the family gathering quietly in the doorways, watching us.

"Alice…"

APOV

Jasper walked in and right over to me, I sat down the book I had been reading and began to stand to greet him.

"Alice…" He said, nervously, "Please sit." I gave him a curious look but did as he said. He sat down next to me and began to speak; I noticed the others gather around the room.

"Alice, when you first told me everything, including the fact that you and I were meant to be together, I didn't believe you. I didn't think someone like you could be with someone with such a horrible past as me. But the way you made me feel, it was a way I had never felt." I continued to watch him, unsure of where he was going.

"You see Alice all my life I have been unhappy, nothing could please me. As if I was living under a constant dark cloud and no light could shine through. But the day you walked into that diner and into my life it was as if that cloud just disappeared suddenly I could see the light. I could see the sun again. Alice you were my light, you were my sun…. My little pixie sun." I laughed at that last comment, I knew that if I could cry I would be right now, no one had ever said anything this sweet to me before.

"Alice you were my angel that came and changed my life in such a short period of time. And now I can't imagine what it would be like with out you." He looked at me and slowly smiled, reaching into his pocket and pulling out a diamond ring. My eyes grew huge. He got off the couch and knelt to the floor.

"I guess what I am trying to say is, Alice I love you I want nothing more than to be your husband. Will you marry me?"

I screamed then, "Oh Jasper yes! I would love to marry you! I want to be your wife forever and ever and ever—" I was cut off when his lips pressed to mine and his finger slipped the beautiful ring onto my finger. I heard clapping around us then Esme and Rosalie both yelled.

"We get to plan a wedding!!!" I laughed, and hugged Jasper tightly before joining them in there planning on my wedding… to jasper…. EEEEEPPP

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