Disclaimer- Don't own Twilight

Claimer- I do own the plot and Artemis

APOV

"I won! I won! I won!" I sang dancing into the house.

"Welcome home." Esme greeted as she came from the kitchen.

"Something smells good." I said.

"I made lasagna." Esme smiled.

"You can cook?" I asked in disbelief.

"Sure can." She smiled.

"I hope you didn't make too much." Edward said wrapping his arms around me.

"YOU GUY SO HAVE TO WATCH THIS!" Alice called from the living room. I guess she already started the video.

We walked into the living room. Everyone was there, even Rosalie.

"When did you get here?" I asked her.

"About an hour ago." She said laughing at the video.

"How's Charlie?" I asked.

"Boring." She laughed.

"That's good." I smiled.

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a plate. I was hungry and I was going to eat.

I wanted to go home. I miss Charlie and Angela. Why did the Volturi want me anyway? I thought only vampires could rule the vampire race, so why me? Why a human who doesn't have anything special? Why?

So many questions but not enough answers. That just sucked.

I wonder when I'll die. Will I be turned into a vampire? How old will I be? If I have to be turned into a vampire I want it to be when I'm either seventeen or eighteen. I don't want to be old and dating someone… well not young, but you know what I mean. Will I marry Edward?

More unanswered questions.

But the biggest one to me is… does Edward want me to be changed?

What if he doesn't? What if he would have me grow old even though he wants to be with me? I don't want to be fifty and married to a seventeen year old.

"Artemis?" I jumped at the sound of Edwards voice. "What's the matter? You've been staring at you food for a while now."

"Nothing." I lied. There was a lot wrong.

"Liar." Carp. He noticed.

"Then its nothing you can help me with." I got up and put the plate in the fridge, which was bare.

"How would you know?" He asked following me to the bedroom I used.

"Because you cant help the problem when your part of it." I grumbled.

"Did I do something wrong?" He asked worried.

"No. I'm just confused." Walked into the room and plopped onto the bed.

"About what?"

"Will I be changed?" I asked bluntly.

Silence.

"See, you can't help."

"What brought this on?" He asked.

"I don't want to run the rest of my life." I shifted in my bed.

"That isn't it is it?" How did he see though me?

"I thought you couldn't read my mind?" I asked.

"I cant. What else?" He asked.

"I don't want to get old and leave you behind." I told him. it wasn't the whole truth, but enough of I to keep him happy… I hope.

"What else?" He asked. Crap. It didn't keep him happy.

"I want to kick the Volturi's ass." I smiled at that.'

"What-"

"There is nothing else!" I shouted. Eh was getting annoying with the 'what else' crap.

"What do you want to do then?" He asked.

"I want you to change me. I want to be a vampire." I turned to look at him. His eyes looked like they were in pain.

"I cant."

"Why not?" I asked.

"I don't want to damn you to life like this." He whispered so quietly that I almost didn't catch what he said.

"I am already dammed to this life as it is. Becoming the this that I was dammed to become in the first place doesn't change anything." I told him. Then I laughed.

"What?" He looked at me like I was crazy.

"Imma be the Queen of the dammed! Just like the movie!" I laughed.

He finally caught on and chuckled with me. I loved his laugh. It was like music to my ears.

"So what do we do?" He asked again after we sobered up.

"I can either be changed and live a life of dammed, or die from the Volturi. You might say that nothing will happen, but even Alice can't see the entire future ahead of me."

"I can't." He sighed.

"Do you not want to be with me forever?" I asked.

"NO! Don't ever think that. I will gladly die with you, but I will never be selfish enough to ask you to live a life like this with me." He shook his head.

"Then don't ask." I smiled.

"Huh?" He asked.

"As my servant for the day I want you to change me. it doesn't have to be today, but it does have to be in the near future. You have to promise me this, and you can't go back on your word even if you aren't my slave any more."

"But-"

"No buts." I smiled.

"I ca-"

"The subject is dropped. Lets talk about something else." I got up and walked to the bathroom. He followed me and sat on the toilet while I brushed my hair and fixed my make-up.

"What do you want to talk about?" He asked.

"How about what I want you to do since you're my slave?" I asked.

"Why can't you get the others to do it too? They lost also you know. I'm your boyfriend." Was he actually whining?

"Exactly, the boyfriend who wont do something's with me because they are too dangerous." I put air quotes around dangerous.

"What would that be?" He asked.

I smiled and straddled him o the toilet. I put my arms around his neck and spoke very quietly.

"You have to make out with me for one minute. Brake it before that minute is over and you have to take me home." I smiled a really evil smiled.

"Wh-"

Before he could say anything my lips found his. At first I thought he was going to just sit there, but then he got into it. One of his hands ran just under my breast and I gasped. He slid his tongue into my mouth and started to explore.

We sat their playing tonsil hockey for… I lost count, when Edward pulled away all too soon and looked in the direction of the door. I followed his gaze and saw everyone. I mean everyone. Irina, Carmen, Esme, Alice, Kate, Tanya, Rosalie, Jasper, Carlisle, Eleazar, and Emmett, they were all staring at us. They were either giggling like girls or Whooting like guys when we looked at them… well except for Tanya. She looked pissed. All she did was glare at me like I just stole her boyfriend. I didn't so ha!

"Hey." I said hiding my face in the crook of Edwards's neck. I felt the blush creep up and I was hoping his cold body would cool it down.

"Hey." Emmett laughed.

"How long?" I asked Edward.

"You dazzled me. I lost track." He chuckled.

"How long?" I asked.

"Since you started basically." Alice said.

"You guys suck." I said, and then I yawned.

"Time for bed." Edward said picking me up.

"Night." Kate called while everyone was leavening.

"Use a condom!" Emmett shouted.

Then I was deep in thought. My brow frowned.

"What is it?" Edward asked placing me on the bed.

"Do Vampires need to use condoms?" I asked.