August 30th

I don't want you to come...

You don't want me...

No!

"Bella! Wake up Bella!"

I shot up out of bed, sweat pouring down my face. I looked up at everyone who was surrounding me. Ginny, Hermione, Harry, Ron, Fred, George, Sirius, Molly and Arthur. My throat was sore from the screaming. Second night in a row.

"I'm sorry guys. Just go back to bed, I'm fine." I said.

"You're not fine." Fred said.

"Just go back to bed, I'm fine." I repeated.

"Are you sure Izzi?" Harry asked.

"Yes."

Everyone then left apart from Hermione and Ginny who just went back to their own beds. I sat up from my bed on the window. It was a bed/window seat. I breathed in and out before laying back down. I looked at the clock and it was 6:30 am. I swung my feet off the end of the bed and walked downstairs and into the empty living room. I pulled my legs up to my chest as the sobs racked through my body. Why do I miss him so much? I tried to be as quiet as possible as the tears poured down my face. Why did he do this to me? After a few minutes I got up and walked into the kitchen, brewing a pot of coffee. Once it was ready I poured a big glass of it into a cup, adding 2 sugars and a dash of milk before going into the dining room. I sat down at the table and drunk it. Halfway through Molly walked into the room.

"Morning Bella." She said, coming over to me.

"Morning Mrs Weasley." I replied.

"Are you okay hunny?"

I nodded, not taking my eyes off my coffee cup. I can't talk. As she went into the kitchen the tears came on again. I heard people getting up and looked at the clock. 7 am. I put my empty coffee cup into the kitchen sink and started walking up the stairs. When I got to the top floor, which is where my bedroom is that I share with Hermione and Ginny I bumped into Sirius.

"Oh sorry Sirius." I muttered.

"Are you okay Bella?"

I nodded, carrying onto my trip to the bedroom. I got out some dark blue high wasted jeans and a black vest top along with some underwear and went into the bathroom. I had a shower, not washing my hair since I did it yesterday and then once I was finished I got out and dressed myself. I walked downstairs just as breakfast was being served and a bunch of dead looking kids were at the table.

"Bella we're off to Diagon Alley today so you can do your Hogwarts shopping." Molly said.

"Okay."

I sat down at the end of the table next to Fred and I put a pancake on my plate and slowly ate it. Fred tried speaking to me but I was just giving him one word answers. I can't speak to anyone, I feel so hurt by Edward I just feel like I've broken into a million pieces.

TIME SKIP... 1 HOUR LATER... 8:30 AM...

I walked around Diagon Alley with Fred and George. We have just got here.

"I need to go to Gamble and Japes Joke Shop." George said.

"Go on then, I'll do my bits whilst you go there." I said.

"What are you on about? You love Gamble and Japes." Fred said.

"I have stuff to do, I'll go there another day maybe." I muttered.

I saw George disappear a few seconds later out of the corner of my eye once Fred told him to go by himself and then we walked along the path silently until Fred spoke.

"Who did this to you?"

"What are you talking about?" I asked.

"Someone has done something to you. You're waking up screaming and crying, you're not yourself, when someone calls you Bells your face drops and you look broken, what the hell happened on your trip?"

"Nothing happened, I've changed, is that not allowed." I snapped.

"Bella this isn't you." He raised his voice.

"You know what Fred I am not in the mood for you and your childishness so how about you leave me alone for once, you're always hounding me for crying out loud. Just go." I shouted.

People turned their heads to look at us but I just stormed away from Fred as he stood there not knowing what to say. He was glued to the spot. I went into Gringotts with my key in my hand, feeling guilty. What did I just do? Since I got back though I have been feeling differently to Fred, and I don't like it, he's my best friend, nothing more.

"Hi I need to get into my vault. I'm Isabella Potter." I said to one of the goblins.

"Does Isabella Potter have her key?" He asked.

I handed my key over and then we went. We got into one of them carts as he led me to vault 511. Once we arrived there he unlocked it and I went in. I filled my sack up with mostly galleons but a couple of sickles and knuts and then we left. Once I was out of Gringotts I went to Flourish and Blotts, a popular book shop. I picked up:

The Standard Book of Spells, Grade 6 by Miranda Goshawk

Advanced Potion-Making by Libatius Borage

Confronting the Faceless

A Guide to Advanced Transfiguration by Emeric Switch

Advanced Rune Translation

Flesh-Eating Trees of the World

That was all of the sixth year books that I will need. I learned all of the stuff in my fifth year in the summer after my fourth year so I wouldn't have to catch up for 2 years this year. I then went to Madam Malkin's Robes for All Occasions and got my new uniform since I have outgrown my ones from fourth year. Shortly after that I went to the Magical Menagerie and got my pet supplies for Fox. I got a new cauldron from Potage's Cauldron Shop, I got all of my stationary items from Scribbulus Writing Instruments. Then finally I went to Sugarplum's Sweet Shop. I got 3 packs of Chocolate Frogs and 3 packs of Bertie Botts Every Flavour Beans. I paid the 2 galleons and 14 sickles that I owed and then I left.

I headed into the Leaky Cauldron and over to the fireplace, saying '12 Grimmauld Place' and then I was whisked away. Everyone but Sirius would still be in Diagon Alley so I should be good here, Sirius will leave me alone if I ask him to. I walked up the stairs, saying hello to Sirius on my way up. I took everything up there and decided to pack my trunk for Hogwarts in 2 days. I folded all of my clothes up and put them in neatly before placing all of my books inside of it along with everything else I brought, apart from my sweets. I laid down on my bed and ate some sweets before falling asleep, I am knackered! But I know one thing, I cannot wait to go back to Hogwarts!