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AN: Sorry it's been a while. Thanks for the reviews. I'm glad most of you are enjoying he story! Here is chapter three. Enjoy!

I was at a loss for words. Do I tell Nina the truth? I mean she is my best friend, but I don't know, what if she judges me? Well that's a stupid fucking thought, she would never do that. But, I am scared, nervous and confused. Well, here goes nothing, "umm yes" I squeak. As soon as the words left my mouth the tears came running down my face. I guess it's my turn to break down. Nina walks back over to my bed and pulls me in a tight embrace. "Looks like were both hot messes today" she says getting a small giggle out of me. As we part she asked the dreaded question, "Does Eddie know yet?" I blushed and turned my eyes towards the ground in embarrassment or shame, I'm really not sure-maybe both. "No, I didn't know how to." "Don't worry Patricia, I'm here for you. I will help you with anything you need and I will support your choices. But I do feel Eddie has a right to know, if it were me I'm not sure what I would do but I would definitely tell Fabian." I look up at Nina, "It's different between you and Fabian than it is between Eddie and I. We have a different kind of relationship. I don't know how he is going to handle this. To be honest, I don't know how I am going to handle this." "I understand Patricia, but that's why you need to tell him, he will help you through this. He loves you, I know that and you know that. You two can handle anything." I wipe my cheeks, the tears burning my skin from sitting there for a while. "I know Nina, I will. But just not yet." "Ok Trix whenever you're ready, now come here." She pulled me into another hug, a few tears falling from us both. Nina, for her Gran and me for my, well how else do I put it: my mistake.

I heard the front door close downstairs, Fabian must be home. "Nina?" he called, his voice echoing through the house. Nina and I made eye contact. "Patricia, I'm going to go talk to Fabes. Word of advice, hide the evidence better this time," Nina said with a smile. I smile back at her, "love you Nins." "Love you too." We embrace in one last hug before she leaves my room.

Nina's POV:

I leave Patricia's room with my stomach in a knot; this is one of the worst/craziest days of my life. "Nina?" I hear Fabian call again from downstairs. "I'm up here Fabes." He makes his way up the stairs. He is sporting his gray soccer sweatshirt with his number 13 on the back; his black hair is all ruffled like he just rolled out of bed and his cheeks still hold a red hue. "Hey, I was looking for you at the game, what happened?" Fabian asked, with a look of hurt in his eyes. "I was on my way when I got a phone call-my gran….well she-she died Fabian." No longer could I hold back the tears. The hurt in Fabian's eyes suddenly changed to a mixture of shock and sadness. "Oh my God Nina I'm so sorry," he said as he pulled me into a tight hug. "I'm sorry I wasn't here for you when you got the call." "It's ok Fabes, I-I just never thought she would be gone so soon, you know? I just spoke to her two days ago and she sounded fine. I just-I can't believe she is really gone." My eyes turned back to the puffy shade of red they were in Patricia's room. "Would you fly to America with me for the funeral? I just-well I just really need you their Fabian." "Of course Nina! I will always be there for you whenever you need me. I love you with all my heart," he said as he kissed the top of my head and held my hand as we walked to my room.

Patricia's POV:

Time to finally get rid of this fucking stick for good, I thought to myself as I wrapped the stick and the box in an old t-shirt.

Knock…Knock…Knock

Great, another perfect timing. I quickly shoved the shirt with the evidence of my pregnancy under my bed. Come on in. "Hey girl, what's up?" It was Amber. "Hey Ambs, nothing, what's up with you?" "I can't find Nina, and I have to talk to someone about Alfie! We go in a huge argument and I need to vent. Do you mind?" Here goes an hour and a half of my life, "go ahead, vent away."

"Thanks for listening and for the advice Patricia, you were a big help!" "Anytime Amber," I called to her as she left the room. Suddenly taken by an extreme case tiredness, I decided to crawl under my blankets and take a nap. I think I deserve one after a day like today. I get rid of the stuff when I wake up, hopefully the nap will clear my mind.

There you have it! Hope you all enjoyed. I promise another chapter is coming soon! Keep on the lookout. Please review!