"Oh Anna you know I don't skate" I said with a small laugh, hopefully she would take a hint and let me be.

Alas, my sister still took my hands and dragged me around the ice with a twirl. Olaf and Anna were the only things keeping me from falling straight on my

royal face and potentially breaking something. I still ended up cracking a smile and laughing with duo at the child like wonder of this all.

Then the world started fading.

The ice began melting and blurring with the colours of the sky.

My sisters warm hands slipped from my icy ones and she began meshing in with the fading colours. Holding in a scream I desperately reached out to

grab onto her left arm, but it vanished into thin air.

A sickening feeling appeared in the pit of my stomach as the world began spinning, or at least I was. While my whole world faded away.

I knew in that moment, I was going to faint.

Then as quickly as it started, my whole world was wiped away into a blank sheet of white with no colours left at all.

Beep.

Beep.

Beep.

The steady and incredibly irritating beeping brought me out of the blank corners of my mind, and I was met with excruciating pain.

I couldn't place where this monotone beep was coming from, but I wanted, no needed it to stop.

The bright, white, emptiness was better than this and I would gladly take it in a heartbeat.

Heartbeat.

The world suddenly fell into place, the beeping was coming from a machine connected to my heartbeat.

Relief washed over me as I had put a place to the beeping, but then panic struck when I realized, the beep was gone.

A bright light flashed across my mind and I saw water and rocks, many pointy and jagged rocks, there were screams and the feeling of water pouring

into my dying lungs. Then it flashed to Anna and I ice skating and then to us as kids in an unfamiliar place building a snowman very similar to Olaf.

The light and memories vanished as my chest felt as if it was being burned alive and the beeping returned.

My eyes snapped open and I was met with seven other pairs of eyes. A scream almost made its way to my dry, cracking lips before one of the white

masked people injected me with some form of needle and I slipped back into the world of white, only this time it was much more calming.

"Elsa please, It's been too long without you, you can't slip away from me know" a voice whimpered breaking the silence inside of me.

My senses came back with a twitch, I could feel cool hands clutching my wrist and tears hitting my shoulder. The room smelled of blood, sweat

and tears, while all I could here were sobs.

Sobs from the unknown voice, the girl who was calling out to me.

"Elsa please" the voice cried and then I remembered.

"Elsa please" Anna screeched from behind the door trying to get me out of my room when we were somewhere in our teens.

I opened my eyes once more, but this time I was met with a warm pair of blue eyes filled with tears. An unruly set of ginger braids accompanied the

tears and I let out a weak smile.

"Anna" I whispered my voice sounding like a dying old man lost in a snowdrift.

Her head snapped up and she started crying harder and screaming for a Doctor.

The so called Doctor rushed in and hurried Anna out while I tried to scream for her to come back, the beeping increased and I felt faint once more.

"Ms Arendelle please calm down" The doctor said with a voice like honey and eyes like fire, somewhat calming and yet terrifying.

"Please I don't have time for this I have a kingdom to run" I whimpered as silent tears tracked down my cheeks.

"Elsa, what are you talking about?"

"Arendelle, I have to look over it" I made an attempt to sit up and she rushed me back down immediately.

" Elsa Arendelle is your last name, it's not a place"

"What do you mean?" I sobbed while the heart monitor continued beeping.

The doctor with the soothing voice just shook her head at me and I felt the whiteness come back, but before slipping into it I had one thought.

I, Queen Elsa, didn't exist.

I am so so sorry this is complete and utter trash and it is short, I really want to get back into this story but its hard since I have to start from scratch. Despite some things I have received in my DMS and comments I will be continuing this story because I want to, so if you don't like it please unfollow and leave because I am writing this story for me and those who are willing to listen, anyways to those of you who like where I am going with this please leave a review and let me know what I need to improve on. Thanks so much!