CHAPTER 3 PART ONE

MY NEW LIFE

As I parked in front of the old red bricked school I pulled out I looked around for the shiny Volvo I already knew so well. STOP IT I yelled to myself. Good lord if Edward could read my thoughts he would know I knew what he is and kill me instantly. Wait no he wouldn't he is a good vampire I reminded myself.

I stepped out of my rusty red truck, surprised by the fact I could drive ,for I was only 13 in my old life but here I was 17 and could drive to Mexico if I wanted to, but why would I want to? There isn't an Edward in New Mexico.

I headed straight to the main office to pick up my schedule and kept my head low as I knew Bella did in the book. After I got my schedule I wasn't surprised that by my 3rd periodI had made Jessica, Mike , and eric as friends. I immeiditly found out how annoyed Bella must have really felt with these two bos following you around like dogs when its dinner time.

At lunch Jesica invited me to sit with them so as I sat down I played through the lines in my head. Slowly but surely I caught a glimpse of Edward Cullen and his family of gorgeus vampires.

Jessica looked over as I gasped but I quikly turned away to keep her from knowing what I looked at. When her head was turned away again I looked up and saw his face. No poster could capture the bauetty of what I saw. He had a perfect set in his face. His eyes were so alluring that it took all that I had not to get up and walk over to him. He turned and whispered something to Alice. Wich at the moment I was so entranced in his sexiness that I did not even think to look down, like Bella had so many times on her first day of Forks. But to keep things normal I slid my head down to stare at my food. And emmeideitly started the conversation that I knew so well from the book with Jessica about who Edward and his Family is, even though I knew more at this point about him than even he did.

"Who's that," I asked emphasizing toward the extreamly hot boy sitting at the lunch table. I let the conversation play out as I grew more exited at the fact That Edward was mine now, he loved me. I couldn't believe myself. And as the lunch bell rang I jumped up and frowned in my mind, as Mike offered to walk me to my class. I knew this scene far to well. This is were Edward wants to eat me sooo bad but does not. And I knew it would be hard for me to act resentfull against his coldness towards me.

I walked into the Biology classroom half listening to mikes chatter. I stood at the front of the class waiting for the teacher to give me my seat, thoe I already knew were I was supposed to sit. I walked to the chair next to and of course I tripped, not on purpose either actually accidental that's one thing I wouldn't have a hard time fakeing was being a clutz.

I sat down next to him an mummbled a hello. Ahhhhh I thought to myself The real story begins. He was clutching the table exeptionallly hard and I tried not to notice. It took all my strength not to smile and come out and tell him that he didn't have to pretend and that I already know. But I had a story to keep real so I hid beneath my new back long hair, and listened to the teacher. I hummed a little happy song in my head, for I knew the rest of my life was going to be amazing.

PART TWO MY OLD LIFE

BELLAS NEW LIFE

I really did not know what to do at this strange home by myself. I noticed a black laptop opened in a purple cushy chair. I sat it on my lap and plopped down in the huge seat. I wiggled the mouse to bring the screen to life and was not at all surprised to see the myspace home page. I logged in some what surprised that I knew the password. It brought me to Bra I mean my account and I was bewildered to see pictures of MY Edward as her layout and background. I noticed a picture of him holding me and I had to choke down the tears. I knew that after today I would never relize that I had been in that life that that used to be me. I couldn't help it. I let the tears role. I did not blame this girl she probably had no idea I realy existed. All I knew was she probably had no idea how lucky she is to have Edward. I sighed and picked up, I guess my phone, I had been looking at all the contacts and tried to memorize all the names of the friends she had. It was all I could figures out to do to try to learn more about my new life. I knew nothing about it I didn't even know what state I was in.

My new dad had called, it was odd to hear him ask to speak to my mom because in my old life my rents were didvorced, I explained she was gone and he told me to text her to call him. I didn't even know how to text. The only time I had used a cell phone was when Edward talked to me on it filling me with his sweet voice and letting me know he was okay. I choked out a sob as the thought of his voice came in my head. I had told my new dad bye and managed somehow to send a scrawly text message to my mom. After that I watched t.v. It was about one aclock and I soaked in all the memorys of Edward I ad knowing that tomorrow when I woke up I wouldn't remember any of it.