CHAPTER 4
PART ONE MY NEW LIFE
As I drove home from school I played the day over in my head. It had gone by smoothly. I did everything right. I even went to the office and saw him trying to get his schedule changed. So I knew I was taking things in as I should be.
I pulled into my driveway and jumped out of the car. I knew It would not be long until I would have no idea I used to be Brandi Manis. I knew that in just a little over 6 hours that I would not even think that my life had been recorded in a book called twilight. I would know none of it. I went to the kitchen and started to cook, knowing this was something that Bella had taken in her own hands in the book. I cooked the exact same thing as in the book, as if it would change something, but you never know.
Charlie came home and asked about my day and if I made any friends. I replied with a yes and I hid a smile as I thought about the brilliant relationship that had just started.I knew that tomorrow he would be gone trying to get away from my scent. And if I had the knowledge I had now I would not be bothered by the fact. But after today I will be fully and truly Bella Swan and hopefully if, if everything happens the way it should, Mrs. Cullen. I giggled at the thought and Charlie gave me an odd look. I just shrugged and said "thought of something funny". I excused myself and ran up to my room half skipping and dancing. I threw myself down on my bead and just smiled the biggest smile I had. I knew I should reply to the emails from my new mom. But I was so excited I couldn't see straight.
Just the thought that in a few days I would talk to Edward Cullen and he was in love with ME!!!!!! He was so gorgeas and he sparkles who doesn't want a guy that sparkles. I want a guy that sparkles, and I was getting it. I really didn't know how I contained myself today sitting right next to the guy I had had sooooo many fantasies about. And those fantasies were going to come true. I mean I wasn't so excited about all the painful and getting hurt parts, but for Edward Cullen it was TOTALLY worth it.
Sighing to myself I trudged to my computer and opened up the emails. I didn't need to read them. I already knew what they said. I sent the exact same thing Bella had and got up. I thought about making a myspace and becoming friends with myself. I laughed at the thought. I would be soooo siked out to get a friend request from the new me. If only my friends could know what had happened to me. Today had been an insurvice day, so I knew Bella wouldn't have a problem fakeing being me. Especially because she was home alone.
I thought about my friends, Hannah who liked twilight but not the love parts she was more into the action. She thought my obsession with twilight was stupid and I needed to get over it, but I strongly disagreed. And then there was Audrey who shared the same obsession as me.
I phased myself from my thoughts and looked at my watch. It was 9 o'clock and I needed to go take a shower. I trudged to the bathroom and turned on the warm water. I was near tears. The happy kind. I knew that I would not remember my old life soon, but I also knew it would'nt be long till I would be held in soft, cold, and sweet arms.
After my shower I walked to bed singing outloud: I'm so excited I just can't hide it. I repeated that in my head a few times because really it was the only part of the song I knew.
I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes for the last time of even knowing Brandi Manis exist.
PART 2 MY OLD LIFE BELLAS NEW
I had made a microwave lunch, thoe I did not feel much like eating. I had watched t.v for quite a while I also serfed the web some only to find constant reminders of Edward. "HOW IN THE FREAKEN CRAPS HAVEOUR IVES BEEN RECORDED IN A BOOK AND NOW A MOVIE!!!!!!" I yelled. I tried to hold back the tears but they started rolling. I felt like going to bed it wasn't that late it was around 8 and it was an ok time to go to slep my mom would be home soon and I didn't want to put on an act for her. But I also knew the sooner I went to bed the sooner I would forget about MY Edward. I also knew that in the morning I would no longer be in true love with Edward I would just be a crazed fan who wants to stalk Robert Pattinson. I just decided to get it over with and curled up in my blankets with Edward watching me. I choked out a sob as I drifted in to the nightmare that was now my life.
*p.s* readers don't read unless you feel the need to it doesn't matter but this is for kittiesbat. Don't laughI know I will greef for this tomorrow