CHAPTER 6

PART ONE MY NEW LIFE

A/N: This Chapter has a bit of a spoiler for new moon actually a big spoiler so if you have not read new moon do not read this. O and thank all of you for the reveiws rhey help me alot as of what to put in the storie. And for all the reveiws that say stuff like Woe you are obsessed. I am lol. I am Team Edward all the way thanx guys sooo much


The past few days had gone buy in a blur. It was now Sunday and I sat alone at home. Charlie had gone fishing and I decided to do some chores and work on my home work.

I really had no idea what I was doing in my classes, I figured now was as good of time as any to study. I had been so distracted that I thought I would have absolute no idea how to do my home work. But when I opened my book it was something I had already done and aced. I sighed and slammed the book shut.

Then the thought came into my head the thought that I wanted to keep out. He had not come to school all week. I just knew it. He hated me. But why? He didn't know who I was, nor the other way around. And why should it be bothering me so much? I shouldn't care but it nagged at me, and nagged like my mother when I forget to do something. But every time I started feeling this way somewhere in the back of my mind said he would be back and that reassured me every time.

But him being gone was not even the biggest thing that bothered me. It was these dreams I kept having. In the dream I was another person. I was sitting in a squishy pink round chair talking on the phone and going on about how I'm so excited for the movie. And that Robert Patinson is hot. I don't even know were I got the idea for these dreams at. It was always the same girl over and over again and every now and then Edward would pop up in there some were. I shuddered at the thought of my dreams and kept busing my self for the rest of the night

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The next say as I was walking up to the school I looked around for the Volvo I saw it and sighed at the fact that a certain dark eyed boy did not drive it to school that day. I wondered if he was gone forever or if eventually he would come back. Something told me he would be back and I was the reason.

After many periods of absolute hell I trudged into the cafeteria. I got in line behind Jessica and nodded along to what ever observed story she was telling. I grabed my food and turned to head toward my table. Freeze. That's what it felt like I met his buetifull gaze and turned back from him.

He was here. He was back. I told you so something said in my head. I sat down and didn't dare look up.

"Edward Cullen is staring at you" Jessica teased.

It took forever for me to get Jessica to finaly shut uo and stop giggling. I dreaded the end of lunch I knew as soon as it was over I would be beside Mr. antisocial. He would be gripping the table and slid far far away from me. As the bell rang I reached for my trash and walked slowly to dump my tray.

I had no idea what I was about to face.

PART 2

MY OLD LIFE BELLAS NEW LIFE

"OMG" screamed as I threw my new moon book at the wall. I had just read the part were Bella stops Edward from walking out into the sun and killing himself. I wasn't sad because Edward was alive. I am team Edward all the way. It was just that used to when I read that part I got all emotional. People were starting to wonder f I was crazy when I would randomly yell out in class or in the library. But now I felt zipp nodda. I felt like I had lived something better like I had actually ran into Edwards arms. And he had stood up to the Volturi for me. I cried out in annoyance at the fact. I just sat there and stared at my poster. Only this time it wasn't in aw it was to try to remember a memory I could feel in the back of my mind. I felt like Alice whenever someones future kept changing. Flickers just flickers.

At least on Wednesday I was going to the mall with some of my friends. That should take my mind off things for a while.

I looked down at the book on the floor and opened it up to the part were Edward is convincing Bella she is awake. I smiled and could almost feel him touching me and caressing my faceas if it had actually happened to me"I'm officially way to obsessed" I said to myself.

I got up and laid down on my bed and was startled as I found a little white piece of paper with my name scrawled on it.