CHAPTER 8
PART 1 MY NEW LIFE
A/N: Well I hate to say it but there will be only one more chapter maybe 2. I am coming close the conclusion. I have at least two ideas for two more twilight stories. They both are pretty good and I'm hoping to write both of them. Thank all of you so much for reviewing my stories. It makes me pretty happy to read your reviews. I am currently writing a twilight short story that will only be about one chapter so check it out. Bye all fanpires
I threw myself on my bed and let out a huge grumph. I had just got back from the hospital. I was perfectly fine but terribley aggravated. Edward refused to give me an explanation. I guess I should just be happy to be alive but I deserved to know how he appeared beside me and stopped the van with his hand. I just turned over and grouned as a sharp pain erupted through my skull.
I just happened to glance at my desk and noticed a crumpled piece of paper.
Dear Bella
You are wondering about this feeling way to much
If you listen to what is going through your head. Things will not turn out as they should.
Just live life like normal
Thank you dearest Bella have a wonderful life.
I sighed, wow. A mysterious letter. There I go thinking and now I get a letter to tell me to stop. I supposed I would. It seemed to be the best thing to do.
I got up to go get some more unneeded ice for head. I took some Tylenol and washed it down with some orange pop. I got up and decided to go read some on withering hights. It was one of my favorite books and we were doing a project on it. I was going to just not read it since I've read it about a gizzilian times but I had nothing else to do. I cozied up ap with my book and began to read the heart felt book.
About 1 hour later I had the book halfway finished. I was so tired of reading the words were beginning to blur up and run together. It reminded me of another time when I was stuck in a story and couldn't stop reading. I just couldn't place the name of the book in my head or what it was about. I snuggled into the couch and looked at the clock. School had just let out. I pictured Edward getting in the car and a bunch of his beautiful brothers and sisters joining him. I let my self imagine Edward sitting at the biology table having a conversation with me. I began to picture all kinds of other moments. One of us riding in a car together, one of us in a meadow, and one of us holing a small child only I looked slightly different but you could tell it was me.
I pushed away those visions although they looked more like memories. I laughed at the thought of any of that happening. It couldn't the guy could barely stand being around me. I'm sure right now he was regretting ever stopping that van from killing me. I noticed a the paper laying on my dresser and got up to toss it only seeing another line.
Stop thinking dearest Bella
I rolled my eyes and went back o my bed and laid down.
I closed my eyed and drifted into a soft gentle sleep.
PART 2
BELLAS NEW LIFE MY OLD
"Seriously guys STOP talking about twilight it's old and no one cares about it!"
"Brandi's lost it guys call in the men with white coats!" Hannah joked.
"I don't know who you are Brandi. Well since you're over it can I have your life size Edward poster." My other friend Audrey asked.
"Seriously guys stop" I screamed and then walked off. I was near tears not because of my friends annoying me but because I felt like I had lost something special. It was more than being obsessed I felt like I had lost the love of my life. I heard footsteps behind me and was relieved to see the only friend who hadn't annoyed me about this whole thing come up.
"Brandi I'm worried" My friend Ally said
"No not you too" I grumbled
" Look I'm not worried by the fact you're giving up Twilight but how its making you act. You are all depressed. I don't know how you got that into a book but it's obviously hurting you. I am hoping our trip to the mall will make things better. It's not like you stopped liking something or just got over it. Like you did high school musical or the Jonas Brothers. It's like your pushing it away and you really don't want to. Is there some reason you have to? You can't live like this. I mean you will eventually get over it but that will take a while. Sorry for bringing this up but you are acting like Bella did when Edward left her. I am seriously worried about you." She stopped and looked at me waiting for a reply. I suddenly remembered it hit me all of the sudden. I knew why I felt these feelings I knew why! I WAS BELLA SWAN!! EDWARD WAS MY SOUL MATE. I had to find a way to get back to him had to and I wouldn't stop till I did.
" Ally can we move that mal trip up to right after school and skip drama I want to get away as soon as possible." I had a big smile on my face and it surprised her but she was happy at my change of attitude.
"Sure Brandi no problem." She ran off to go tell the others about the new plans. A wave of emotion hit me as I relized I did not know how I was going to get back. I put my cold hands in my coat pocket and pulled out a little piece of paper. Another one gosh I read the short paragraph.
Well Brandi or should I say Bella
You remembered I guess the magic is not as strong as It should have been. You will find a way back into th arms of whom you love. Only this time you will not remember as it will not be switching places. Only going back to the way things were.
Dearest Bella, Have fun with the last few moments in the life of Brandi Manis. And don't expect to just be poofed back to Edward. You must find your way.