p data-p-id="d8d669078d0ecb64ed981dc137211655"strongOkay they kiss in this one beware./strongbr /Maybe he wasn't straight. br /Maybe neither of them were. br /Besides, it wasn't too uncommon for someone to not be straight, right? Gamzee was his best friend, he should know things like this, shouldn't he? He didn't know. No one has ever been this close to him. br /Hey uh, Gamzee?" He said softly, tugging at the taller's shirt. br /The two had been sitting outside on his apartment's roof, staring up from their spot. It had taken a break from raining most of the day, leaving the world around them damp and cold, but they didn't exactly see it as the gloomy weather most did. br /It was alright. It was fitting. br /It had been a rather full moon, casting their surroundings in a bluish glow, illuminating everything in site. br /"Yeah Tavvy?" He said slowly, a joint in one hand as he sat up. The brunette rested his head on the other's shoulder, enjoying himself. br /"Are you high off your ass?" He asked back, the hand that had grabbed at him now going to to intertwine their /"You bet your sweet ass." He drawled out, the arm Tavros was leaning on going to wrap around his waist. Tav laughed softly, Gamzee blowing a bit of smoke up in the air before letting out a low chuckle. br /"You gonna remember any of this?" Tav murmured, before Gamzee passed him the blunt and he took it in a small hand, inhaling thick smoke before exhaling, leaving the air heavy and full. He began to giggle slightly, loving the way it seemed to swirl and twist in the clean /"Probably." He said, taking it back and taking a long drawl. "We should up and do this shit all the motherfuckin time, y'know?" Gamzee added, blowing some smoke over Tavros' head. They both laughed together, a big pile of giggly, goofy boys. br /"Awwww hell yeah." He replied, before looking up at him, smiling cheekily. Gamzee grinned and flicked the end of his nose, sending them both into fits of laughter. They began to calm down slowly, before Tavros' mind began to wander again, eyes glazing over. br /"Hey Gamz are we just friends?" He asked finally, still very close to him. The other pulled the two of them down to lay on the thin blanket he had brought, looking up at a starry and bright night sky. Gamzee stayed quiet, taking a few puffs before setting his bud down. br /"We are whatever the motherfuck you wanna be brother." The ravenette replied hoarsely, arm still wrapped around his waist. Tavros felt a little torn at this, not really sure whether to feel rejected or to feel accepted. Maybe both. He roll rd onto him, head lying on his chest and arms sprawled out before letting out a confused sigh. Gamzee just chuckled dryly, hand moving to the small of his back to rub circles. br /"We gonna sleep up here?" Tavros mumbled, feeling a little drowsy himself. The other simply nodded, before agreeing with what sounded like a rumbly, "Mhm." The Latino smiled at this, closing his eyes and hugging onto him. He was still unsure of where he stood in this world, and what he was to Amber, let alone Gamzee to him, but he wasn't going to let that kill his buzz. br /It got quiet, just Tav listening to the slow and uneven breaths Gamzee took, and an occasional frog croak before the other started to shift, sitting up but still keeping him close and arms still holding on. br /"You ever like, fuckin' kiss someone before? No homo man just all up in askin' ya." Gamzee shrugged as he said this, and Tavros shook his head before yawning, feeling rather tired, but not wanting to sleep. br /Gam nodded back before taking a hold of his chin and pressing a gentle kiss before pulling back, the metal in his mouth clinking together slightly. br /The brunette's eyes were wide for a few seconds before he blinked rapidly, peeling himself off the other and back to sitting. br /"Should I have kissed back?" He said audibly confused, looking at the juggalo. He shrugged, before putting a lazy hand on Tav's shoulder. br /"Wanna try again?" br /"Yeah I guess." Tavros shrugged, leaning in shakily until they were close. God, why was this so hard? Gamzee had made it look so easy and fluid but with him he looked so... awkward. Were all first kisses this awkward? Maybe he should apologize, he wasn't good at this at all. br /At this point he was shaking, and his breath came out in quivering sweeps before the other put his hand on the other /"If you're uncomfortable with this, then we don't gotta up and do it, alright? I ain't gonna pressure you Tavbro." Gamzee mumbled before placing another quick kiss on his lips before laying down /"Thank you, Gamz I really, really appreciate it. I just kinda, lost the courage I'm so sorry."br /"No problem man, now get your fine ass down and cuddle with me." He said jokingly, opening up his arms before Tavros laughed happily, tucking himself under his arms. br /"Good way to spend a Sunday night." He sighed, inhaling the scent of alcohol, rain and weed. br /"Hey Tav?" The ravenette /"Yeah?"br /"Honk."br /He laughed, closing his eyes again. "Honk."/p