Chapter Five

As I lay in my bed, my ears hear the raining beating down on my roof. While my mind wonder to Dave and the girl that seemed so appealing that he had to give her a try! My blood began to heat up. I feel as if I'm all alone. Liek my life is still falling apart. Like no changes I've made, have had any effect.

I got out of bed and walked over to to my window slowly. A year away from him and the pain still lingers in my heart. The memories are still present in my mind. I feel like tearing up my entire house. What would that prove? I walked over to my door and grabbed the cold handle softly. My hand turned the nob slowly. A plate being sat on the counter in the kitchen got my attention immediately.

My legs moved over to the kitchen softly. I peeked in the door to see Dave drinking some milk slowly. I looked at him more closely and also noticed that he was in just a towel. Ummm...Ok...

I just need this right now!

"Do you need in the fridge?" Dave asked softly.

His voice made my eyes pull back up at his eyes as both our connected. You can fill the electricity in the air and the butterflies that gathers in your stomach when you meet that special someone.

"Umm...I need a water please." I said quickly breaking eye contact with him and moved quickly over to the fridge. I grabbed a water quickly, but before I could move away. Dave's hand grabbed my wrist gentle and brought me close to him.

His lips came close to my right ear and his voice whispered softly to me.

"I can still see the love you for me in your eyes."

"I may still love you, but I can never forgive you."

"Say the word and I'll leave you alone for good. No more coming back for anything, unless you call me and need me. I'll always be one phone call away."

"I want you to leave and never come back." i said moving away from him and out the kitchen. I went back to my room and fell on my bed. My eyes started to cry while the pain in my chest began to hurt more and more as the seconds went by.

What am I suppose to do?

An hour later...

I heard my front door close and a few minutes after that a car starting up. Before I knew it, my legs were up out of bed and rushing outside in the pouring ran trying to stop Dave from leaving.

I got to his car just in time, before he pulled out of the driveway. He turned off his car and got out to stand in front of me.

I didn't hesitate once. I leaped forward locking my lips with his and pulling his body against mine. It's been a long time, since i kissed this man. A year! THe feeling you get when you can finally kiss the person that you love the most. No words can explain the feeling.

His lips pulled away from mine softly.

"I missed you so much." Dave said smiling softly at me.

"You have no idea how much I have missed you buster." I said pullling into a hug quickly and squeezing him really hard.

I pulled away slowly and grabbed his hand pulling him away from his car and into the house. The last thing we need is to be sick.

As soon as we got into the house, his arms pulled me to his and lifted me up in the air. My legs wrapped around his waist and my lips crashed into his lips. The pain in my chest began to go away and the tears were gone. All I need is him.

He moved into the bedroom and dropped me softly on the bed, then climbed on top of me reclaiming my lips against his.

His phone started ringing, so he pulled away from for a second. When he looked at his phone, his face expression said more than enough.

"Your still talking to her huh." I said moving up in my bed.

"It's not what you think?" He said moving closer to me now.

"REALLY THEN TELL ME WHAT IT IS THEN?" OBVISIOUSLY I DON'T UNDERSTAND!"

"I told her to lose my number and then she started following me. We had a fling for a while. It was a mistake."

"So not only did you cheat on me with her, you also had a fling with her! How does that make sense. Don't let me forget to add that it was all just one big mistake!"

"I'm sorry."

"No your not. If you truely love someone, you don't hurt them this bad. I can't believe I almost slept with you! Just leave please. Do me a favor also. Lose my house address and my phone number."

"Grace its been over. She doesn't get the message."

"I don't care. Get out."

He moved from the bed and walked out of my door. Out of my life for good. My heart began to hurt all over again. Why is life so hard?