My heart skipped so many beats that my head lost count and my mind stalled. Time stopped and felt like this moment was frozen in time. Waiting for me to give Dave answer. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to say. How to respond. I mean yes I love this man more than anything else in the world, but marrying him is a big risk that I don't know if we're ready for. We just got back together moments ago.

"Baby." Dave said getting up off his knee now and coming to stand in front of me.

"I'm scared." I said moving my eyes to the ground avoid his eye contact.

"I understand how much I hurt you and how much you're scared. Trust me. I love you though, so much that my heart finally fills healed just by being able to say you're mine. I can call you my beautiful girlfriend. I want to be able to call you my beautiful wife." He said placing his finger underneath my chin and pulling my face up to meet his again.

Our eyes met with so much electricity that the world can be without power for a day or two. That's a lot of electricity between to people. It's a good thing. It means that those two people are meant to be together some way. I feel like this where our lives lead us. Maybe that girl was meant to happen, so that we will become stronger than we were before.

"I love you. Will you be my wife?" Dave whispered softly to me.

A single tear rolled down my cheek at that moment and I knew my decision in my heart before my brain did. I love this man and no one will become between us. This is my soulmate.

"Yes!" I said kissing him passionately.

The world was still frozen to me. I hope I'm not dreaming and that any minute I can wake up. This will all be a dream to me. That would be really really wrong. Just saying. This moment right now wasn't a dream. It is pure reality and my answer was my own choice.

"You won't regret this decision I promise. " He said with pure happiness in his voice.

"I better not." I said with a smile.

"Let's go something for dinner to celebrate." Dave said pulling me back to my car.

"Let me change." I said looking down at my work clothes. Batman scrubs. I'm a very huge batman fan. My jeep is decaled in batman inside and out.

"Why don't you change into a white dress and ill change into a nice suit." Dave said making me smile softly at him. "

"Are you wanting to get married now?" I asked wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me.

"Yes." He said kissing me softly.

"What's the rush? I whispered softly to him.

"Having you back is a like a dream. I'm terrified of losing you again. I can't lose you again babe. You're my world." He whispered.

"Don't lie to me or cheat on me." I said pulling his eyes back up to mine." I said to slowly.

"Talk to me. Stop shutting down and trying to have it your way all the time. Let me explain my side." He said getting angry.

"I'll try." I said moving my eyes down to the pavement that lead up to my front porch.

"I don't mean to be rude or anything, but babe you can really push my buttons with that kind of stuff sometimes." He said placing his finger underneath my chin and pulling my head back up to his. This made our eyes connect. I love this man more than anything else in the world. I don't know where I would be If he didn't enter my life when he did. I mean, I wasn't looking for anyone to help me trust me. He decided to make up for the lack of things that Shane didn't accomplish when he was here with me.

Dave placed more love and security in my life. He let me know that when he was around that I wouldn't have to wonder about bills, money, us. So I thought. I need to learn to move past that. Sometimes the fear of him cheating again becomes too much for me at times. I get very scared.

All of sudden, my arms pushed him away and a tear rolled down my cheeks as our eyes connected back to each other.

"What did I do?" He said moving forward to me again.

My eyes just watched him as my feet moved backwards toward the house. Fear has gotten the better of me, I guess you can say. I wasn't watching where I was going, my eyes just stayed connected with Dave's the whole time. Until, I finally felt my body fall backwards and a sharp pain in my ankle.

Then everything went black.

Hours later…

My eyes fluttered open softly to a dark room and a killer headache. The room is so dark that I can't see my hand in front of me if I had the strength to place it there.

"Baby are you awake?" Dave said softly.

I felt him move on the bed and come closer to me now. The worry in his voice and the sacredness made my heartache softly for him and then I remember how I treated him earlier before I fell. I didn't mean for that to happen. The fear took me over. Fear of getting hurt, of getting betrayed, losing myself again. Picking up the pieces all over in your life is hard without having to start ALL over again. Hopefully that made sense.

His hand came up to my left cheek to make it come in his hand and lean my head toward him. A light came flashing from the night stand on Dave's side of the bed.

"What's going on." I asked softly.

"I don't know honestly. I haven't paid any attention to my phone. I been to worried about you." He said softly in a worried tone.

"I'm ok. Just got a bad headache." I said smiling slowly.

"My poor baby." He said kissing my forehead.

"What time is?" I asked raising up a little bit.

"8pm." He said moving closer to me again.

"Did Brandon come over?" I asked freaking out inside. I completely forgot about meeting him and having my car looked at. Usually he will come over if I don't respond to his calls or text messages.

"He came by." Dave said in a very jealous tone.

"Are you jealous Mr. Batista?" I asked with a smile on my face.

"Maybe." He said looking down at the bed now.

I can see where he is coming from though. I mean if things were different and it was me in Dave's shoes, I would be jealous too. I'm not the cheating type though. I flirted with Brandon, but It wasn't anything more than that. I made that clear the moment Dave and me broke up.

"I love you." I said moving my body to sit on his lap.

"I love you too babe." He said moving his lips to mine.

The kiss felt so amazing, that time stopped and it was just me and him lost in this kiss. The way it should be, without any problems. Only life doesn't work that way. We began to kiss a little more and more passionate until his phone started to ring. I stopped kissing him and picked up his phone.

The caller id read Randy. The male that sleeps with girl that he can. Ew just saying. I pressed the answer button and said hello softly.

"Who is this?" Randy asked softly.

"This is Dave's wife." I said in a bitchy tone.

"Well you sound so sweet if I may say so myself." Randy said in a flirty tone.

"You may not, here's Dave asshole." I said handing Dave the phone and crossing my arms over my chest to let Dave know this is us time.

Dave smiled and gave me a sexy wink that made my heart and arms drop for him. I can't be mad at this man. He's just too dreamy. My heart flutter softly at him. Instead, my lips pressed softly on his neck making him become more and more distracted as his conversation went on and on.

"Ok man bye." Dave said quickly and hanging up.

"What was that all about?" I asked softly.

"Randy's going to be in town and the rest of evolution for a few days." Dave said sounding annoyed with that thought.

"Oh." I said placing my arms around his neck.

"Don't go around Orton without me ok?" Dave said looking at me with a pleading look on his face.

"I won't." I said kissing him on the cheek.

Suddenly a loud knock came on my door making me grab my head in pain. Who in the world is at my door this time at night is the first thought coming to my head. Dave and me got up and walked to the front door. When Dave opened it, my head turned into a fist and the angry I had stored away is now back. This time only more stronger than last.

It's the girl that tore me and Dave apart.

I'm so sorry for the short chapter guys! I been working, I been sick, and I been trying to decide to go back to school. It's been super busy. I'm writing as much as I can though I promise.!