apter 13

My mind snapped back in reality and my promise to Dave reminded me that this is wrong. This made me even with Dave. I cheated on Dave. I can see why he didn't want to tell me.

My arms pushed Randy back away from me and a flash of angry came across my face as my eyes looked straight at him. Why? Why does this always happen? First it's the psycho chick that has a weird obsession over Dave and now Randy has an obsession with me.

"Randy don't touch me again!" I said moving over to the kitchen sink and turning on the water quickly. The water came in my hands just enough to splash my face and calm myself down.

"Grace look I'm sorry. Truly sorry, but I didn't mean to develop these feelings for you. I swear. I tried to stay away from you, but I just couldn't get you out of my head. You're like a drug." He said coming closer to me again.

"Please I'm begging you not to come any further toward. This is a bad idea, we definitely don't to be alone together that's for sure. I'm going back to bed. Night." I said moving around him. I just need to get back to my room. Back to the man I love.

Suddenly, Randy grabbed my arm and brought me around close to him. Our eyes connected as he began to speak. I could feel my heart begin to race and my breathing began to change.

"Don't say that. I crave you, your touch, your words, your attitude is the sexiest thing I've ever heard. Don't avoid me please. Grace please." Randy whispered as his lips came closer to me.

"Randy please stop this. Find someone that isn't in a committed relationship. Stop trying to steak someone else's girl!" I pushing away from him and heading toward my room. The nerve of that man. Does he honestly believe that I have feelings for him?! This is all I need. I felt a strong headache coming very quickly.

I was almost to my room, when Randy grabbed my arm and pulled me to the spare room where he was staying. No more of this staying over crap. No matter what. Dave should have asked what I thought before just telling Randy he can stay. I'm just trying to make up excuses to make the guilty feeling go away. I mean I made a promise to stay and dang it I'm going to stay.

"Listen to me for a second." Randy whispered in my ear as he pulled me gently into the spare room. When I looked after the light was turned it. It looked like a tornado hit this room hard. What in the world?! This room just makes my ocd extremely bad.

"Don't disappear because of this please. Don't stop talking to me. You're my soulmate. I don't know how to explain it. From the moment you appeared at the Christmas party remember." Randy said putting his arms around my waist as his warm blue eyes glazed into my eyes.

When me and Dave first started dating, we hung out mainly together due to our busy schedules and also hunter starting stuff. Anyway, my first appearance with Dave was at his work's annual Christmas party every year. It was in Connecticut. Chilly weather.

We had gotten there and I met everyone that Dave wanted me to meet. Including evolution. Hunter was a total ass, Ric was that bad of a guy, Randy at the time was cocky with an arrogant smirk on his face. Randy's eyes continued to stare at me for what seemed like forever, but it was just a few minutes. Long enough to make it uncomfortable and that I couldn't pretend like he was there anymore. Dave seem to notice the staring that was going on, I guess because Hunter was talking to him a lot that night about business. I thought a Christmas party was supposed to be celebrating with each other (also with family.)

For the rest of that night, I stayed with Dave at all times and didn't have a moment to myself that way, Randy doesn't have opportunity to speak to be alone. Orton will try anything from what I have heard Dave. Dave tells me about the relationship of Orton. Why? I have no clue. Do I care? No. I have better things to do with my time than worry about some arrogant guy finding his soulmate. In reality all he does is cheat or hop from girl to girl. That's no life.

My mind snapped back in reality when I realized that Randy's lips were pressed up against mine. My arms pressed against his chest and pushed him as hard as I could against the bedroom door. I don't care if Dave wakes up and see this. He'll see that I'm trying to get away from Randy not the opposite direction.

"Stop kissing! Stop it! Your giving me a stress headache Orton!" I said loudly moving toward the door.

Randy moved this time swiftly with a depressed look on his face. I'm not going to feel guilty about this because I kept trying to push him away. I do not feel the same as Orton feels about me. There is nothing between us. Well, I do hate the guy for his actions at women. Women are not toys and should not only be used for his own purposes, then discarded when they have filled their purpose.

"Just consider us please." Orton whispered as I closed the door and headed toward my room. This cannot be real. I'm dreaming. Wake up! I slapped my cheek to see if I was dreaming. This is reality. This is not a dream. Unfortunately, I don't go to the shows anymore or the meetings. Dave will just have to come home and see me, but without Randy.

I opened up the door quietly as I could and peeked in to see if Dave was still asleep. He was. His body turned toward the closet. He seemed at peace with us right now. Better than us being broken. My mind began to wonder about Randy. What do I have that Randy could possible fall in love with. I surprised that Dave fell in love with. I have such a bad temper and anxiety. I wonder how I manage myself some days.

My feet moved swiftly over to my side of the bed as my legs crawled in bed next to Dave. His warm back made me have cold chills at how hot it was. I'm a very cold person. I stay cold espically with the air on. I love the warm summer air, hot showers, warm anything.

"You ok baby?" Dave whispered softly.

"Yeah just got hungry that's all." I said closing my eyes.

"Roll over, I'll hug you up babe." He said while he was moving already. Yes I do love this man more than anything. This is who I'm meant to be with. I have finally found my happiness. My everything. Life seemed perfect now. Well, almost perfect. Randy still lingered in my mind. Why does he insist on making things hard for people? I just don't understand It. My eyes started to get tired again finally. Sleep finally came to me as Dave cuddled up close to me.

My phone's alarm went off very loudly the next morning making me want to toss my phone against the wall. We can't do that. I opened my eyes up slowly and turned it off.

"Rise and shine sunshine." Dave whispered in my ear quietly before he started to stretch.

Late last night begins to play in head again. What happened between me and Randy. The kiss made me want to wash my mouth out with soap. EWW! I don't know nor care where his mouth has been. As long as it doesn't touch mine again.

"Morning." I said yawning.

"I'm going to hit the shower and head to the gym for a while ok?" Dave asked swiftly.

"Ok. I'm going to lay down a little bit longer." I said rolling over and kissing him on the lips softly.

His kisses are like a bad drug. Heck, he's a drug to me. Oh no! I sound like Orton. When he said I'm like a drug to him. I just want to hide forever. Life shouldn't be this hard nor complicated to be happy. Just let me have what I want and be happy.

Dave got up swiftly and headed for the shower. Allowing me go back to sleep. My eyes closed and my mind stopped thinking for a minute. Thank goodness.

I woke up to someone getting in the bed. I rolled over and laid on their chest. I tried going back to bed for a while longer.

"You're so cute when you sleep." Randy whispered to me.

Sorry for a short chapter. I seem to always be busy! I'll write more and more for everyone!