Title: The Blame
Pairing: Dean/Seamus
Rating: K+
Warnings: Slash, Angst, Infidelity, Mentions of Alcohol/Drinking
Note: Written for the "Pairing Drabble Tag."
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"It was a mistake. I'm so sorry." Seamus' voice was pleading, the fear of losing Dean making his words tremble. He screwed up, and he felt like the biggest git in the world, but he would never do anything like it again. He loved Dean, and Seamus would do anything to take it all back and fix this. Dean was positively fuming.
"A mistake? No, a mistake would be leaving the milk out or dropping a glass onto the floor. Cheating is not a mistake; it's a choice," he spit out. Seamus felt the panic taking hold. He needed Dean to understand that it meant nothing; it was a stupid, one-time thing. He needed Dean to forgive him, because he couldn't handle the alternative.
"I was drunk," Seamus tried to explain weakly, but Dean cut him off.
"I don't care!" He yelled. He was seething, but he suddenly deflated, slumping and looking tired.
"I don't care why you did it," he started quietly, and dread churned in Seamus' belly.
"I only care that you did. We're done," he finished in a whisper. It wasn't said in anger, but in pure hurt and sadness, and Seamus thought that was so much worse.
Dean walked away, and Seamus was too frozen to follow. He didn't know how to fix this. He had blown up something that he couldn't put back together this time. He watched Dean go, taking his heart with him, and the worse part was that he had no one to blame but himself.
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A/N: Reviews are always appreciated.
